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Mom's cancer is back
Albania Quarkz 
My mom had cancer earlier last year, seemingly got cured and now it's back. Stage 4 cervical cancer that's spread to the throughout her body. On top of that she just had a disk in her back slip so she can't do anything but lay down. My 68 year old mom likes like a 95 year old man, totally grey skin and watery eyes. Wtf am I gonna do? I talked to my sister and she said she doubted our mom would live for another year. It just fucking hurts and I can't do shit. The only thing I can do is save up money for her funeral. It goddamn hurts guys. What can I do? She's so beefed up on morphine she doesn't even know what's real or not. We can barely talk to eachother because of it.
2020-05-29 18:44
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Belgium Ipufobanned 
RIP good luck man
2020-05-29 18:45
Prepare yourself for the worst from now.
2020-05-29 18:46
*She looks like a 95 year old man Sorry. I got emotional and couldn't type right
2020-05-29 18:46
#146
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Portugal CrappyJayPee 
My friend. Life is tough, and it apparently is more for you and your mother. The only thing you can do is thank her for everything she did and tell her you love her :/ I wish you and your mother the best <3
2020-05-29 19:47
#251
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Sweden Kubey 
I thought she had a crush on a 95 year old. ngl
2020-05-30 21:36
RIP cancer sleeps in all of us
2020-05-29 18:47
in all of us multiplayer gamers...
2020-05-29 19:40
#13
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CIS cardison 
im sory men jus know she love u and her pass wont change it ))))))))))
2020-05-29 18:48
This is the most best reply I've seen. May Lord Gaben shower you with blessings
2020-05-29 19:20
Holy Shit man that's heartbreaking. Seriously hope you are being an asshole and baiting cuz if it's true you have my sincere support.
2020-05-29 18:49
I'm being sincere. But where the fuck do you say things like this? I've talked to my sis and she's just practical. I've talked to friends and they are all "i'm so sorry dude". It's like kind of frustrating just waiting for your mom to die. And I just need to say it out loud you know. I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do and no one gives me any answers. It's just frustrating not being able to do anything. And I can't talk to my mom about it. I can't have that talk with her where we both acknowledges she's gonna die. So I feel so lost.
2020-05-29 18:55
Sorry I didn't mean to insult. Actually I meant the opposite. It's just that this place is filled with stupid baiters . I've actually lost my grand parents recently too so I have a notion of how it feels, but can't imagine my mom in such state. I'm sorry man. Hope she recovers and can speak to you again . Everything is possible.
2020-05-29 18:58
Nobody is ever prepared for death of their parents and there is always times and will be when you will want to ask them for advice, because they have been there always for it, and it is just not going to be possible anymore. Same goes for friends, no matter what response they give you, no matter what we write here or suggest you... Nothing will change anything for you and you will still feel immense void. Your mother is one and only, try to remember good times you had and live good life you know she would be proud of. Your blood is her legacy and in you and through your kids, she will live on eternaly somehow. I am really sorry :(
2020-05-30 07:28
I don't really know what to say, the only thing you could so is spend as much time as possible with her.
2020-05-29 18:49
#20
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Sweden JimmyNeutron7 
Shit thats sad mens)). Spend alot of time with her.
2020-05-29 18:51
Hopefully she will get ou of it🙏
2020-05-29 18:51
stage 4, I reapeat 4, IV, cuatro.
2020-05-29 18:52
Wtf?
2020-05-29 19:21
What's the survival rate? From my understand it should be about 5%-15% but then again I am unaware of what parts of the body the cancer is active in. Just listen and obey everything the doctors say, then hopefully your mum will be better. It ain't impossible.
2020-05-29 18:52
Unfortunately Stage IV Cervical is deemed incurable. I hate to say this but she has about an year at max, maybe two if she's lucky but that's about it((
2020-05-30 08:10
#25
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Portugal xxxruixxx 
I want to write something but I don´t think there´s anything that I could write that could make things better...... I am not that good with dealing with this sort of things. Sry man.. that´s just too terrible :(
2020-05-29 18:52
#27
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Spain aquacsgo 
sorry mate :(
2020-05-29 18:52
#31
Kazakhstan r@W 
If you want to help her do all the basic stuff for her, And stay with her everyday for couple of hours until she will die. Nothing can be done just don't be too upset.
2020-05-29 18:54
my mom also had cancer, but thank god she survived, good luck brother
2020-05-29 18:55
:( hope she will beat it. take care man stay strong
2020-05-29 18:58
#41
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United States 51438 
all the best to you brother. stay strong
2020-05-29 18:59
damn feels bad mens:( stay strong<3
2020-05-29 18:59
#43
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Malaysia Suno[t] 
May god keep you and your family strong. I had an aunt that passed away of leukemia cancer years back and looking at her in the hospital was so agonizing :((
2020-05-29 18:59
#45
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Brazil moonski 
stay strong man
2020-05-29 19:00
#46
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Croatia nAmeless69 
Stay strong bro.
2020-05-29 19:00
#48
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Brazil iamdemigod 
2 aunts and a grandmother of mine died of cancer. unfortunately we can’t do anything, the only thing that happens is homesickness. be strong, be with your mother, say you love her.
2020-05-29 19:02
#51
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Poland aufkm 
stay strong bro. Spend time with her can u talk with her? talk about past what u did toghether and what she did in her young years. Talk pls
2020-05-29 19:04
#57
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United Kingdom BreakingCodes 
That sucks, can't imagine what you're going through. Stay strong and enjoy every second you get with her.
2020-05-29 19:07
I'm sorry to ear that. My mom had cancer since I was 6 and she ended up dying when I was 18. So I know what you are feeling and I know how much it hurts. What I can say to you is: stay in her presence as much as you can. I still regret not spending more time with my mom. Keep strong
2020-05-29 19:09
#63
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Macau s1v9mple 
Try to make her last days as good as possible, try to talk with others to relieve the pain perhaps? Stay strong.
2020-05-29 19:10
im really sad to hear that, stay strong, i hope everything will be fine to you and your family
2020-05-29 19:11
I'm sorry about that bro but spend as much time as possible with her now while you still can. You're gonna look back and be thankful for the time you had left with her.
2020-05-29 19:11
it's sad man... but this is life, with good and bad things. try to spend more time with her and talk much with her about beautiful things, remember moments with her, i knew it's hard, the life is unfair anytime, accept that ;(
2020-05-29 19:11
#69
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Europe jigglepeek 
im sorry for you and your mom.
2020-05-29 19:13
My mom also had chest cancer long time ago, she will be fine. Do not worry. :)
2020-05-29 19:14
you should search for psychologist. gaming forum is not the right place for this.
2020-05-29 19:15
+1
2020-05-30 11:34
Sorry to here that man just try make the most of your time with her now
2020-05-29 19:17
#84
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India sp@rk 
Life and Death are a part of the bigger story which is the soul. If you want you can try reading Bhagwad Geeta and you might get some answers. Stay strong my man. Everyone has to go some day. If there's a little bit of hope just hang on to it coz miracles do happen. Just know that Bad time shall pass. You have my support brother. God bless you <3
2020-05-29 19:17
#86
Peru dbie 
Remember the good times and be as good to her as you can. I know how it feels losing someone you love, the best you can do is let her live inside of you, through your actions and morals. F
2020-05-29 19:18
#87
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Turkey tastemycobra 
That’s really difficult and sad bro... But we’re all gonna end up dead eventually and maybe it is best for your mother to be saved from her pain. You gotta keep being strong, i’m sure your mother would also want that.
2020-05-29 19:18
#90
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Denmark valt3rr 
Damn dude i feel bad for you. I have lost a family member before and i really don't wish it happens to you. Stay with her until she is either doing good again or the worst thing possible happens.... I really hope the best for you and your family
2020-05-29 19:19
good luck bro
2020-05-29 19:20
Prepare yourself for worst, stay strong
2020-05-29 19:20
#97
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Brazil Aloha420 
That`s sucks bro. My wife and I lost a friend on last Monday due to cervical cancer on advanced stage (He was 27). He fought too hard during 10 months and he was pretty optimistic about the whole situation. We did a video call on last Friday with him and others friends... he seemed pretty good and very positive mind. Suddenly, on Saturday starts the pain and difficulties to walk around and and then on Monday he passed (Unfortunately, we were not allowed to reunite properly with him to say goodbye). Please, kiss your mother, hug her...talk about moments you shared together.. just say how much you love her. Stay strong my friend.
2020-05-29 19:21
hey i know you're just trying to be supportive and all, but cervical cancer only affects women, not men. so your friend must have had something else
2020-05-29 20:10
#229
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Brazil cswar 
The word "cervical" has another meaning in portuguese, he may have been confused
2020-05-30 07:12
the only thing you can do is make her last days enjoyable, im really sorry :(
2020-05-29 19:22
I have no words. Super sorry to hear that, be strong for her as best you can.
2020-05-29 19:23
stay strong man and believe. miracles can happen
2020-05-29 19:24
i like your optimism but no, unfortunately a methastatic cancer can't heal :( he should just prepare for her death in advance so it doesn't haunt him too much
2020-05-29 19:26
Have no idea why you post this on hltv. But my symphaties if its true.. Pathetic and not something to mock if you are lying.
2020-05-29 19:25
Just believe it man. She is stronger than you thought. My grandfather took a hearth surgery at 2016. While he was on surgery he survived a hearth attack. One year later we learned that he has prostate cancer. He won that war as well. Now he is 92 years old. He is even healthier than me. There is only hope my friend. I hope your mom survives and you can post again saying "My mom is cured from the cancer". Good luck man. All the good wishes on you. Stay strong and it will be fine.
2020-05-29 19:26
#114
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Croatia gmchanger97 
Good luck bro.. be strong for her
2020-05-29 19:28
i pray for u bro, keep ur head up. ur gonna live better moments, i can assure u on that .
2020-05-29 19:30
#119
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Poland Feym 
Thats rough man. Hope things work out for you
2020-05-29 19:34
#120
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Spain emCee_ 
Unluckily there isn't much to do. SImply be with her and prepare for the worst. That's how life works, you will keep going. Good luck.
2020-05-29 19:37
#121
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Other k23_puetz 
:(.. be strong bro.
2020-05-29 19:37
Talking from experience. Try to spend as much time as possible with your mom. Also be aware that it is a tough time for you. So try to not be hard on yourself and don't drain yourself out; your mother wouldn't want you to be burned out because of her. Also it's okay to be sad and to cry (easier to do it in a room on your own maybe). Maybe you can do some thing you've always wanted to do with your mom (cook her something nice even if she can only take one bite). Listen to songs she really likes. You'll come up with something sincere. Talk about the things you've always wanted to talk about with her but you didn't have the courage to. Now is the time to. Just be prepared that your mother might die; so try to establish some "common ground" for you two to say good bye. Even if she is very "drugged up" I am sure she will be happy to hear your voice and listen to your real emotions and feelings. If you love her: tell her! I sincereley hope that your mom will get better and you still will be able to share many moments together! All the best to you. /edit: Maybe it helps you to talk to her doctor, alone or together with your sister. Not to get an estimate on how long she is gonna live but to have a better understading of the situation.
2020-05-29 19:40
stay strong !! the mens of hltv are with u ))
2020-05-29 19:39
#143
acoR | 
Norway MarsPi 
<3
2020-05-29 19:46
#125
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Canada Herodionus 
F :(
2020-05-29 19:40
#130
suNny | 
Argentina Sunnie 
Sorry to read this, man .. The only and best thing you can do is to accept her state and her future decease, it's really hard? Yeah, of course but try to "enjoy" her last months and after that just remember her by good memories .. I think is time to say Farewell soon and let the memories be nice .. Live your life always remembering her as a good person and a beloved one .. Stay strong, dude!
2020-05-29 19:41
#134
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Slovakia kubiaxk 
Just be there for her. Hold her hand... It hurts man, but she will get better when she stops suffering :( u need to realize that.
2020-05-29 19:43
Good luck bro,Stay strong for her and for your family!
2020-05-29 19:45
mens i havent lost parent but show all love you can to her and all of family man, it makes them and you feel better
2020-05-29 19:45
#139
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China SwooksarV2 
Stay strong man. Best of wishes to your mom.
2020-05-29 19:45
#140
acoR | 
Norway MarsPi 
<3 <3 <3
2020-05-29 19:45
All you can do is to help her and take care for yourself you shouldn't underestimate the pressure and sadness.
2020-05-29 19:45
#145
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Turkey yunus06 
stay strong brother. my prayers for your family
2020-05-29 19:46
This thread is a HLTV in a nutshell.
2020-05-29 19:47
#149
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United Kingdom FaZeAidan 
All I can say is STAY STRONG!
2020-05-29 19:47
I WISH U AND YOUR MOM THE BEST!!!! hurts me to hear about your current situation <3
2020-05-29 19:48
#152
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Sweden günT 
Sorry to hear that bro <3 My mom had cancer but luckily made it through. It's such a humbling experience, especially at a young age. Just know hltv is here to support you.
2020-05-29 19:52
try CBD oil, or if you can make it yourself, that's even better. my dad has stage 3 throat cancer (45 yrs of smoking). he was very reluctant to use it, but even the doctors were surprised by the effect. 8cm x 3cm, now it the size of a bean. but he was very strict with his food, drinking carrot juice and beetroot juice for months. now, after 2 years, he actually looking fine, hair growing back, gaining weight etc. the battle is half lost when you lose hope, don't lose your hope, doctors can be wrong many times. i'm sure your mom has the will to survive and see you and her family for a long time to come. stay strong amigo
2020-05-29 19:52
All people can say here in this situation is "Stay strong, i wish you the best, good luck,i hope you stay well, life is tough" I say this crudely but you have the advantage (dont take it literally) that you sadly know whats gonna happen, try to focus on overcoming it, even if it takes you years but try to overcome it a little bit earlier, prepare for the worst and, it sounds cliché but, Good luck.
2020-05-29 19:53
#159
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Sweden günT 
Yes it's called empathy
2020-05-29 19:56
empty words might sound good but they dont help, i feel really bad but theres also nothing i can do
2020-05-29 19:57
theres nothing no one can do except the doctors, saying that you care and have empathy for the guy will make him feel better tho
2020-05-29 19:59
#168
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Sweden günT 
They help because they sound good. People often know what to do and don't need advice, what they do need is empathy and understanding. We're social beings, offering your support and comfort is not empty words.
2020-05-29 20:01
Wise words
2020-05-30 06:54
#158
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China s1mple_yee 
Stay strong!
2020-05-29 19:56
stay strong for her bro and spend as much time as you can with her, and dont give up hope yet, if she got through it the first time she can do it again
2020-05-29 19:58
Hope it will turns out well, sorry to hear man.
2020-05-29 20:01
good luck to both you and ur mom hope she will recover
2020-05-29 20:02
#174
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Lithuania jakouu 
gl
2020-05-29 20:05
#180
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France Megaplaisir 
Man... I wish you the best for the both of you
2020-05-29 20:07
#185
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United Kingdom macrocephaly 
Can't really imagine how you feel, you just have to be close with your other loves ones in these times and hope for the best.
2020-05-29 20:09
Stay Strong man, prayer to you and you family!
2020-05-29 20:15
stay strong and prepare for worst. HLTV is with you)
2020-05-29 20:15
good luck man, stay strong, I know how terrible it feels now but you can make it
2020-05-29 20:17
#202
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France daniel19 
Good luck, stay strong feel free to talk here, MENS))) will always be here for you
2020-05-29 20:18
#210
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Germany dekdd 
bro when this is true, i feel with u good luck my man :(((
2020-05-29 20:24
feel ya bradar the feeling is even worse when someone you love tries to suicide
2020-05-29 20:33
Stay strong and try to give her good days
2020-05-29 21:13
good luck bro, shes gonna make it!
2020-05-29 21:17
#216
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United States camdavis9 
Very few people can understand exactly how you feel in this time but I'm sure your mom does not want you to feel hopeless and give up on everything because of this tragedy. I hope you can push through this and come out stronger on the other side.
2020-05-29 21:21
#217
tiziaN | 
Germany FREIER 
Try to think about the things you really wanted to ask her. Maybe about her life and so on. Get as much time as possible and then say goodbye. Dont go out working more for a funeral. Better spend time with her.
2020-05-29 21:23
#218
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Spain SPQR_CAESAR 
Terrible story brother. I'm sorry to hear that but like You said You can't really do anything about It, just give her all your love while you have her and hopefully even if It's a small chance hope that she can heal. What i would do is spend as much time with her as possible.
2020-05-29 21:26
#219
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United Kingdom Terry18 
She will be looking down on you when she passes just live a happy life and remember all the things your mother did for you. I'm sure she's a great mother best wishes for you and your sister.
2020-05-29 22:05
Legit the thread that almost made me cry. And I have went to some funerals and I didn't cry in no-one of them, most of from uncles/aunts and sadly never meet a grandparent. I know it must be really hard for you, prepare urself for the worst, I know it sounds hard and I have no idea how your family is right now, but as a man you are the support for your family as they are for you. Your mother probably also know what's up, but don't show her you also do or your family, avoid talking about the sickness she has right now. Show her you are there to anything that she needs. Support her! Also if you feel about to lose ur mind, get a psychologist. There's no problem about it, they exist for the matter right? Stay strong my brother, soon this hard episode from your life will be over. Stay strong my brother, because you really are!!
2020-05-30 05:17
hi i lead earth and my incarnation cured my moms cancer with his young energy and happiness why do beings do what they do on this planet? because it is their definition of happiness find her meaning of happiness, stimulate it and make it grow like crazy water, greens, food containing the energy of the sun but what your mom needs is somewhere to die gracefully cancer manifests in the physical because she has a blocked mental belief thus a blocked emotion (a physical manifestation of a thought, a dense form of thought) happiness is a key to clearing any block love light laughter my love and light bro
2020-05-30 05:22
#223
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Russia Slavaa 
I’m so sorry man.. Good luck to you and your mother, i wish u the best. Stay strong! <3
2020-05-30 06:42
#225
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Vietnam Sooaside 
Only thing you can do at this point is spend lots of time with her and prepare for what is coming, your mother wouldn't want her death to ruin you.
2020-05-30 06:48
Sending my best wishes my brother/sister.
2020-05-30 07:34
#233
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France Wvimis 
I'm sorry man. Try spending the most time with her. I lost my mom from brain tumor. I fucking wanted to die in that moment.
2020-05-30 07:39
#234
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France Wvimis 
And it's not over yet she still can recover. Dont worry.
2020-05-30 07:41
#235
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Chile nachooww 
sorry for what are you living, stay strong buddy<3
2020-05-30 07:49
#236
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United States WumboCumbo 
tough man my mom passed away from cancer 7 years ago <3 stay strong homie
2020-05-30 07:51
sorry to hear about that <3. Just try and appreciate her for as long as she's here and make sure you give her your time of day. My grandpa passed away from cancer too, but I made sure that I visited and talked to him during the process, which made me feel better
2020-05-30 07:58
Give her honest love. As much as you can.
2020-05-30 08:02
#240
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Brazil kalil420 
stay strong for her man!!! she needs you!!
2020-05-30 08:21
68 is a good age to die, accept the fact that she might be gone next year. stay strong, i went through the same. feeding and taking care of my grandma through her last years of cancer :( and my grandma was basically like my mom to me.
2020-05-30 11:20
68 is not a good age to die, thats like 3 years after retirement, that sucks, you havent even really gotten to enjoy the free time you get once you stop working.
2020-05-30 21:39
if u wait for retirement to enjoy ur lifes freetime, ur basically dead already.
2020-05-31 16:03
Manti firmi
2020-05-30 11:20
#245
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Portugal ProudT 
stay strong broder
2020-05-30 11:27
#246
zehN | 
Germany flex18 
bro wish u best of luck and hope ur mom lives lomger than one year u can show her what she did for u as u were younger thats all she want. just be by her side. spreadlove guyyyss.
2020-05-30 11:28
#248
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Portugal rbr 
Stay strong my brother!
2020-05-30 21:31
who cars+
2020-05-30 21:32
#250
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Europe Vallon3 
I am so sorry. Spend every single second with her and make sure to always remember her. That way she lives on as you live.
2020-05-30 21:34
You cant do anything, its totally out of your hands, just live life like you would as if this wasnt happening, its sad but its reality, we all die, some of us sooner than others.
2020-05-30 21:38
stay strong <3
2020-05-30 21:40
There's not much you can do brother. If you're a religious person you can pray for your mum and the doctors who are taking care of her, and that you and the rest of your family can find some comfort in this difficult situation.
2020-05-30 21:45
Stay strong brother wish u the best of luck
2020-05-30 21:47
Stay strong man, good luck!!
2020-05-31 16:06
bro it angers me, like FUCK cancer why is it even a thing man... I wish cancer wasnt something that we as humans could get honestly, so many good people are dying cause of it and I feel so bad for u dude like seriously. I HOPE ur mom comes out of this in the better end, prayers for u bro.
2020-05-31 16:19
stay strong mens
2020-05-31 16:20
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