smart mens always sad mens
>"And other people have said I am attractive"
>"mutation in my genes is equivalent to first cousin incest. I am basically inbred."
>"I am smart (iq ~130)"
Pick 1 from each category
ironacally, u can be good looking or intelligent and still be depressed thats how dopamino works, seek some proffesional help ad everything will improve, i had the same problem except im pretty average but it literaaly changed my life, i met new people, friends and my confidence improved a lot because of that my communication skills improved and now im playing in a semi-pro cs team just keep fighting
The guy with 130iq would never talk about things like that
another retard acting like broken guys and suicide shits to get more attention,brother,if u wanna live for your self then hello,if not,7000000000-1 will remain 7000000000 :)
which sub are you browsing for these shit baits? 👌🙁
You can't sit on your ass and stay as you were born, don't put a box around yourself. Look out and explore the ways you can change and improve yourself.
Bro if this is not bait you sound like an extremely arrogant motherfucker. If you want to improve on your social skills, that might be a place to start.
My whole life I have always been clinging onto the thinnest ropes. It's always been that I have to look over my shoulder four of eighty times before I can relax. Someone asked me if I know how to relax, I never responded but I already knew the answer. HLTV is probably the only relaxing place I can be with other people right now. Especially when I notice other people just don't like me and I don't like them.
I am smart (iq ~130)
And other people have said I am attractive
Yet my personality and social skills are terrible and I'm a skittish neurotic mess who barely gets by and never tries at anything. I am somewhat creative and I can think on a level above almost everyone my age yet its irrelevant. My parents were so old when they created me that the level of mutation in my genes is equivalent to first cousin incest. I am basically inbred. Nothing I try or do with myself feels good. I feel miserable all the time and have since I was very young. I hate that I know I do better than the majority of my peers even with all the neurosis and endless somatic pain. While I feel that other people are beneath me and are incapable to notice the same patterns or things I do, I am incapable to ever achieve the healthy psychology or social viability
Everyone in this thread - mind you, with the best of intentions - seems to take the "everything will get better if you do ... or if you talk to ..." stance. Truth is, to put it very simply, some people's average happiness is an 8/10, with fluctuations between 7/10 and 9/10. For others, such as this guy, average happiness might be 4/10 with fluctuations between 2/10 and 6/10. That basic 'scale' has nothing to do with attractiveness, intelligence or anything like that - some brains are just wired that way.
Now OP, it's up to you to try your hardest to stay as close to that 6/10 as possible and live comfortably at least. Spend time on things you love. Don't engage in social interactions you don't get anything out of, with people you don't like. Get the degree you wanna get (preferably something you're good at), even if its job prospects aren't the best. Be your own person, stop caring as much about things you believe you 'should' care about and you might just end up as happy as a person with your brain can be.
What do you find pleasurable? What can you submerge yourself into and feel comfortable with?
I was pretty much in the same state like you until i started making my decisions by coin toss!.. yeah coin toss kinda changed my life. i asked everything to coin toss. i ate, exercised, masturbated according to coin toss decisions lol. I also made bigger decisions according to it. It made me move to my own place and quit my job for a better one when i wouldnt dare on my own. Also, pushed me to chase after this girl who rejected me at first. And she rejected me real badly, but now i am with her lol... Guess what? I even coin tossed about writing this lol. I sometimes think it may be god who is helping me through a coin toss. I always ended up doing the right thing for me by letting the coin decide my fate. I was a loser, man... Never took risks, always avoided confrontation doing the safe choices etc. Good thing about coin toss, it rids you of the indecisiveness and gets you moving... It made me a better person really, maybe it helps to you as well idk
I know the feeling of seeing how other people just don't get it. Or even worse, people that are so sure they are right and never explore all the possible variables. Also depending on personality, talking about daily, average stuff (how things are, like gossip, celebrities) is boring as hell. Talking about bigger concepts is fascinating, but not for most people.
You say you never feel relaxed? you really never encountered a hobby, a place.. any moment where you felt a good rush? There's usually a pattern if you find it, like for me it's being alone. Totally alone. At home or in the woods, whatever. Also developing skills can be nice, eg. learning how to program new stuff etc. But the more you feel and act superior, people will see it and the gap widens.
Just go study at some good school and you will that suddenly the tables turn and you aren't that smart anymore. Imagine solving difficult problems with everything you've got for 2 hours in class, while the dude next to you finished it 1½hours ago and plays games the whole time. When you see it, you know you aren't a genius. Just average like everyone else.
if you're not happy with your father, just grow up and move out.
Stopped reading at “I am smart (iq ~130)”. Dumb, edgy teen confirmed. Try waiting a few years until you turn 16 and you’ll see how much different the world will be
After I read this I put on a Kaneki profile picture, changed my steam name to "dead inside." and my favourite group is now d e p r e s s e d . Feel like beating up my girlfriend then crying that I'm not good enough for her now. I'm so sad dude. Why did lil peep have to die 😭😭😭
What really worked for me 5 years ago when i was struggling is: learn to be happy by yourself, embrace loneliness, kind of..
Once I was able to be happy on my own I discovered that I could be myself around other people, and that really push the fake people away and pull the people that are like you and have the same ideas and personality.
I'm not an expert, this might not be good for you, but I'm only listing what worked for me. And eventually you'll find hapiness around other people and in certain hobbies or passions.
Focus on things that don't make you miserable, that being playing video games, or woodworking, or I dunno programming even (if you like hurting yourself occasionally).
This is just a faze that eventually will pass like others, the smart thing to do is not focusing every minute of the day on the fact that your miserable and people don't like you.
Good times will come, even tho it'll not seem like it.
P.S. sorry for the grammar mistakes, i don't do english that good
You are still young if I were I would hang out with friends, play some video games & study less cuz ur only 15 dude on this age you should use ur free time cuz when ull get a job it wont get any better mens
emos arent attractive so they were lying
You can check my comment #193, didn't want to re-write it since it applies to you as well as the guy i just replied to.
Out of curiosity, what IQ test did you take/why was it administered?