robert glover no more nice guy
not course but ive been working on it for past 2 years.I made a little bit of progress but still there is a lot to do. I learned to wake up 5.30 or 6.00 and i learned to train my body everyday it helps a lot.
My perfect day looks like that. Wake up(around 6am) - train(end around 8am) - work/school stuff(end around 4-6pm) - chill.
Sometimes i get shit done sometimes i just cant. Its fucking hard but progress is progress
well, I get why this comes. Some people are not productive. Even myself is not. But I do not receive any kinds of benefit. Stimulus check in April was my first and last so far. I quit work because I'm not that desperate. I tried to go back to work during April/May but I had to revoke it due to Corona. But here is the thing. The work place I work had full of African Americans, Some Whites, and bunch of Hispanics. I did feel Asians for that kind of labor is not welcome. Therefore I decide to take a break. No need to stress out for cheap money.
I feel I can't live with those jobs in US. Therefore I'm kind of forced to take a path as white collar but I don't know it'll work or not. It's just annoying right now. I just want to don't think much and work and chill but I guess I'm not free from that. More likely I realized what is the truth of this world. And why we say cruel world. I realized with age of 27. I don't know why but unlike before studying is fun right now. I used to curse study but now, it is fun. I wonder why I hate it so much. I should of studied harder while I was younger.