Dude just go read any interview with from 2013 to 2016, they were genuinely affected by it. Booed wherever they went, couldn't open any stream, forum thread or whatever relating to fnatic without seeing constant hate projected against them. How would you feel as JW if you got called a pig whenever you opened twitter, your stream chat or a hltv thread? The hate got to them, it's easy to see just looking at their body expression at old lans. They were young kids who'd likely spent their childhoods pretty socially secluded and then out of nowhere got mass bullied on the daily, that will fuck up anyone.