Who cares if it's wrong or not, you're free to wish whatever the fuck you want
There's no wrong or right, no one can tell you that, having the "ability" sometimes isn't enough to find something worth living for
just do whatever you like.
21. A man will pass by the grave of another and wish he was in the latter’s place.
One of the minor signs of the judgement day.
nt Freddie Mercury
(for real don't do something stupid DM me mens)))
Living is suffering. Keep fighting, 99 bad days are worth 1 good. Because it's still better than none.
A lifetime is too short to kys.
just think about good things like girls, hobbies and ohter stuff you like men))
imagine being born in poland its like ur being born with difficulty level set to hardcore from the early start of your life
Dude, i don't want to diminsh your situation when I say this but all the things you've listed on #6 are completely normal and EVERYONE goes through this, with variations of amptitude, of course.
Once you're older you'll have enough baggage to see that most of this things are not up to you, but you will still question from time to time if it's all really worth it. Life is heavy and takes a toll, but you're not alone and you're not fucked up and you're not the only one - you're knowing yourself and the first step to evolve is to find what's wrong and why you dind't succeeded in the first place.
It might be easeier to go through this with a psychologist or someone who is not in you inner circle (since those people often causes you to not be fully honest when speaking about what troubles you because you might no want to let them down or let them into your head)
For what is worth, there are several studies that suggest that people with high level of intelligence are more prone to those kind of feelings since they feel disconnected of those who don't seem to feel the same: it's not that they do not have those issues, but they simply does not reckon it.
Talk to someone you care, talk to someone impartial that you don't know. Albeit normal, this is important and plays a major role on you future character.
Stay strong youngling
on serious note, been having suicidal thoughts lately, life is just constantly fucking me
Welcome to my world. It is even harder when you just don't have passion towards anything, like me. I am lost, completely lost in life and there is nothing I like doing. I wish I had something to do in life which could give me hope to live. But everything I see is disgrace and more disgrace, it's everywhere. This world is a pain and I don't want to feel it anymore. I understand you, my friend. I am in a situation I cannot get out, and never will because there's just no way out.
Its the same for everyone you arent special
Question is why. Presumably you think you have nothing to live for - that it's not worth it. Ok then: Why do you believe that - and is it true?
Test it - not by thinking about it (you'll just confirm your existing beliefs), but by giving life a fair go before you give up on it. Get out and meet people and try new things, see if you can find something to feel passionate about. Or if your life is full of problems... see if you can *fix* them, one bit at a time. See if you can make it to a better future.
You have nothing to lose after all. Prove to yourself that your life isn't worth living without a doubt - only *then* entertain seeing it so negatively.
dunno but I have same feeling from very logn time
- Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah . Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured." Surah Rad -28
we all came this world to recognise, know Allah from his verbs, creatures ( the ayets..) then worship him. This world life, death, youngness, oldness, day and night all of these proof that there is a time to find somethink and use you mind... proofs are so opened . and happiness is in the quran.
to be honest, i feel like that too
bro, life is complicated. yes it is.
but be grateful for everything..
"oh man, its not easy like u said and blablablabla"
no, i have bad situation too even worse, i have debt around of 10.000$ right now,
and i have nothing, my home and etc will take by bank.. i will have nothing..
even i dont have a job right now. so i knew ur feeling.
but, just focus on positive thing, there is always a GOOD thing in our life.
and focus on that, life is up and down, its good and not boring ah hahaha..
Hang in there. Eventually everything works out for the better ))
DM me, if you need anyone to talk to )) I'm here for you <3
if u never born u would miss out on a lot of things. the problem u think that make ur life shit are peanuts. u have hltv access which means u have internet access. which means u probably have water access which probably means u have electricity access. stop being a pussy.
Imagine being wrongfully accused of a murder at the age of 19, and having to spend thirty somewhat years in prison. Imagine someone being locked up in a cell for most of their adult life. They did nothing wrong, just wrong place at the wrong time. What's there to live for? You're in a cage, helpless, and there's no light at the end of the tunnel.
After thirty somewhat years, your case is reviewed as technology permits to accurately match DNA from the victim. You're absolved from the murder. Free to go. And you god damn live every day as if it was your last one. You meet new people, experience things you didn't know existed days ago, etc.
Depression is no joke. It's your brain playing tricks on you, making you view life through a fucking pessimistic and down right killer lens. Something bad happens to you, well through that lens, it'll be ten-fold worse. Not everyone will be able to or is suited to understand how hard life is hitting you, but there are people who are experts in switching that lens. Step by step - and it's a rough ride with struggles along the way - that lens will turn from negative to baseline/positive. And in the end, it's worth it.
Your brain is your jailer. It is horrifying, and can incarcerate you for months, if not years. It can lead to your death. But there is a way out. You just gotta take that leap, and make the effort of seeking help to fix that lens. It's almost impossible to switch that lens by yourself, since you're the one that morphed it into what it is in the first place. So as others mentioned, seek help. Open up about your issues to a close one, and seek advice from an expert.
Good luck, I've been where you were mentally, and the struggle made me a much improved and better person. I'm still not where I'd like to be, but I'm slowly making my way there. Same can happen to you.
you need to get laid and you'll understand the world.
its all about girls dude.
nature made us like that.
you need to get your dick in a pussy, the purpose of existence.