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Ran up a mountain, fainted then felt high.
Netherlands Nixon_Ended_Gold_Standard 
blonde grill I met up with a couple of my friends and socialised for the first time in 8 months. We went for a walk up and across a mountain. It started out with them talking about girls, sex, gfs etc. It was awkward and I was uncomfortable because I did not want to think about that and I could not contribute anything to the conversation. After 10mins they ran out of things to say regarding that. One of them dared me to run up a tall hill and I rose to the challenge. I ran up it and it was very difficult. There were steps and it was a winding path that made it hard to not fall over. I reached the top and for a minute, I felt invincible. Then I got really tired. Incredibly out of breath. I couldn't get enough oxygen. My chest felt tight. I collapsed and was lying face down on rocks and grass. It was so painful. I blacked out and felt like I was dying. I remember saying to myself out loud "pain... endless pain". It was a weird sensation. Randoms just ignored me and walked past. My friends caught up and reach me. I was on the ground for 10mins maybe and then ate and drank. It was probably because I had not eaten at all so far. Pretty silly IK. After I recovered, I felt odd as if I was invincible and could do anything. I was acting uncharacteristically confident. No social anxiety. I was talking loudly and confident. I think I had some kind of high from lack of oxygen. We saw some great views and then walked back to where I parked the car. We went to a cafe and I went to the toilet. As I walked to the table where my friends were sitting, I noticed this very pretty blonde girl staring at me. I glanced at her and looked away. I sat down with them, still felt her looking and looked back to see her still looking at me. I was wearing a baseball cap as my hair is a bit too short IMO and also it covers a bit of acne on my forehead. I might wear it more often. Overall a good day. Will be another several months wait for the next one.
2020-08-21 22:25
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Peru TheJuan
Ok.
2020-08-21 22:25
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thanks for reading.
2020-08-21 22:26
ffs Idk I put blonde grill at the top as a reminder to mention it but left it there lol
2020-08-21 22:26
1 reply
lol
2020-08-21 22:34
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Finland eIe
tldr
2020-08-21 22:26
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2020-08-21 22:28
TL;DR -met up with friends for the 1st time in 8 months - they started talking about girls and I didn't like that/felt awkward - I ran up a steep tall hill and fainted, felt like I was dying lol - felt high afterwards and really confident - a very nice blonde girl was staring at me
2020-08-21 22:28
4 replies
first 2 lines - literary me every time lol
2020-08-21 22:29
3 replies
yeh it's annoying
2020-08-21 22:34
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i honestly like it , its just the way i am i like to be on my own more then being with someone
2020-08-21 22:39
1 reply
oh that's good then
2020-08-21 22:40
bro wtf why you sharing this shit on HLTV :D but anyway nice i guess maybe go out more if u enjoy the days u go out? why wait several months?
2020-08-21 22:30
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idk I just wanted to tell someone. I could go on my own but it is several months apart when my friends are available and they go to different universities
2020-08-21 22:33
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okey bro that sucks but damn not socialising since 8 months is not healthy for most people! but each to their own, maybe u dont feel the need
2020-08-21 22:36
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well I have my parents to talk to but yes usually around 4 months between each session. This time was a bit longer
2020-08-21 22:37
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ohh okay, cool! i hope ur friends move closer so they become more available soon
2020-08-21 22:43
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no they won't. It's just part of life. Really I should make new friends and they'll always be there but far away, someone I see not so often.
2020-08-21 22:45
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United States Luckybear
Grab her pussy
2020-08-21 22:30
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I don't even think sexually after being around nature.
2020-08-21 22:38
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United States Luckybear
Same tbh
2020-08-21 22:38
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Finland Autisthicc
man i too sometimes tell boring shit that happens in my, life but i try to cut out the details so atleast some sleep deprived internet addicts with adhd would read it
2020-08-21 22:30
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sorry. I left a tl;dr on #5 if you want
2020-08-21 22:34
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Finland Autisthicc
its ok sir, its ok.
2020-08-21 22:34
it'S pretty kewl what happens when u push ur body to the limit, u realize its not even the limit and u can gooooo on and on. like for me running till i puke, was really awesome feeling. puke ur guts out go home recharge with nice food. and relax.
2020-08-21 22:31
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yep. Great sense of achievement afterwards
2020-08-21 22:35
how hot was grill?
2020-08-21 22:41
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10
2020-08-21 22:46
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ok but why you lying? Netherlands has no mountains.
2020-08-21 22:49
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I live in the UK
2020-08-21 22:51
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Europe zeroflo
I think the lack of oxygen came from smoking too much weed
2020-08-21 22:44
1 reply
never done that
2020-08-21 22:45
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United States kami917
0/8 so confident but u not even smash, i disappointed in u mens))
2020-08-21 22:48
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fair
2020-08-21 22:51
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