Thread has been deleted
Last comment
Biggest regrets of your lives?
SUN | 
Norway SunsetAtMidnightAndNightAtNoon 
Tell us, what are the biggest regrets of your lives? Why? I regret just being here.
2020-09-05 16:32
Topics are hidden when running Sport mode.
#1
 | 
Portugal eilzinho
Not asking out that girl in 7th grade
2020-09-05 16:33
#70
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
i feel you man i have the same thing but instead of 7TH Grade it was 8th Grade but exact same story the end of 8TH Grade she moved schools and never saw her again
2020-09-05 18:11
#79
 | 
United Kingdom 230IQUSER
expected from ireland
2020-09-05 18:19
#83
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
a guy being a Cunt expected from the UK
2020-09-05 18:20
#86
 | 
United Kingdom 230IQUSER
nt WE SMART WE LOYAL WE FRIENDLY WE RESPECTFUL WE ARE ENDPOINT FANS #GoENDPOINT
2020-09-05 18:21
#88
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
wait a UK team that is actually top 40 i have to say congrats never heard of them before this but yea good luck breaking top 30
2020-09-05 18:23
#89
 | 
United Kingdom 230IQUSER
dw you'll be apart of our glorious kingdom soon
2020-09-05 18:24
#90
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
hahahah Nt 0/8 bait
2020-09-05 18:24
HEY
2020-09-05 18:51
if you saw all of his reply's you'd understand
2020-09-05 19:07
We're not all bad! :)
2020-09-05 20:25
reply's? wtf are this english?
2020-09-05 21:08
wtf are this english ??? man i don't even like Grammar and even i know this is butchering English
2020-09-05 21:46
feels bad man :c hope u're doing great now
2020-09-05 20:20
Was going to say that when I saw the title, took the words out of my mouth XD
2020-09-05 19:52
#2
jL | 
Estonia pj4
losing thousands on csgoempire roullete just recent big regret.
2020-09-05 16:33
#7
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Nt es3tag
2020-09-05 16:34
explain pls
2020-09-05 17:26
#66
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Es3tag got scammed out of all of his skins lol Lost some 3k euro
2020-09-05 18:07
sad((
2020-09-05 18:22
#104
 | 
United Kingdom 230IQUSER
probably makes way more than that just by sitting on the astralis bench and streaming
2020-09-05 18:37
#124
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
True enough
2020-09-05 18:52
Damn thousands?
2020-09-05 18:18
#78
jL | 
Estonia pj4
yeah throughout time. literally never got lucky. i feel the website just scammed me, but thats just my stupidity
2020-09-05 18:19
Damn sorry to hear. The house always has the advantage, they can change the outcome online. I lost like 400 and stopped immediately
2020-09-05 18:20
#84
jL | 
Estonia pj4
yeah i will never use that site again. I felt like i had an addiction but it seems to be fine now.
2020-09-05 18:20
Lol I lost 10 in total and wanted to KMS
2020-09-05 18:46
Man, they having artificial players ( its them in sort ) playing for them and its them winning in the end without you notice it. It is one of the biggest scams, why you even play such games damn. It is such a common case of scam. You think is legit but is rigged as fuck.
2020-09-05 20:13
Fucking up my first go at university
2020-09-05 16:33
very common thing
2020-09-05 16:34
many have this issue
2020-09-05 17:10
Same :’)
2020-09-05 17:36
Too close to home.
2020-09-05 19:17
#4
God | 
Poland henlo
not sucking my homies dick
2020-09-05 16:33
#6
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Wtf homie, lets fix that rn
2020-09-05 16:34
#8
God | 
Poland henlo
come to poland men))
2020-09-05 16:34
#10
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Omw
2020-09-05 16:34
wow going to poland to suck a mans dick, so progressive
2020-09-05 17:19
#41
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
GOING TO POLAND TO FIX MY BROS BIGGEST REGRET*
2020-09-05 17:20
by sucking his weiner
2020-09-05 17:21
#44
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Details
2020-09-05 17:21
I hope you tell us all this gay love story men
2020-09-05 17:24
#59
 | 
Belgium Im_new
wait have you already conquered argentina ?
2020-09-05 17:47
#65
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Parhaps. Whatch out, Chile, you're next
2020-09-05 18:06
#67
 | 
Belgium Im_new
are you going to conquer the entire world or just the south america ?
2020-09-05 18:08
#69
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Ill take this one step at a time
2020-09-05 18:10
#71
 | 
Belgium Im_new
plz dont invade belgium
2020-09-05 18:12
#74
cry | 
Brazil IsFree
Wtf bro I'd never invade belgium, only assholes invade belgium
2020-09-05 18:17
#77
 | 
Belgium Im_new
thank you mens)) may god help you invading countries)
2020-09-05 18:18
#5
ropz | 
Netherlands ONGix
NO RAGRETS
2020-09-05 16:33
#9
 | 
Ukraine ksay
dude just give up on yourself already play games and masturbate 24/7 pretty decent life without regrets ez
2020-09-05 16:34
#12
 | 
Malaysia Suno[t]
going to university.
2020-09-05 16:35
same ((
2020-09-05 19:02
#137
 | 
Malaysia Suno[t]
if I could rewind time I would tell myself to use that money for entrepreneurship
2020-09-05 19:03
it has to be one of the worst feeling ever when you realize that you wasted years of your life doing something you dont want to
2020-09-05 19:09
joining hltv
2020-09-05 16:35
not asking out the girl i loved back when i was in high school (even her friends were telling me to tell her...)
2020-09-05 16:36
Could you find her again through social media?
2020-09-05 16:37
of course but we now live thousands of kms away so its pointless
2020-09-05 16:38
Do you still have feelings for her?
2020-09-05 16:40
yeah... but im trying as hard as i can to forget her not open her social medias just not to think about her but i cant xD
2020-09-05 16:41
I am sorry, my friend. :( May you be comforted in some way.
2020-09-05 16:42
its life bro life is harsh and brutal ^^
2020-09-05 16:43
#73
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
man i feel bad for you because i was in a sort of similar situation as you one day during Gym class the girl in question i can't remember what lead up to it maybe i told a funny joke but she hugged me and i tell you it was not a friend one this was a strong hug it happened so fast i couldn't react and just stood there stunned and it was over in seconds but felt like an eternity i didn't ask her out cause i had poor social skills and was going through depression caused by said social skills she moved school at the end of the year and that was the last time i saw her this was 5 years ago hell idk how she even did in the Junior Cert never mind Leaving Cert but Das is life
2020-09-05 18:15
xdd
2020-09-05 18:43
Joining gang.
2020-09-05 16:37
wtf
2020-09-05 16:48
Denmark has gangs? lol
2020-09-05 17:04
#72
 | 
Belgium Im_new
wtf
2020-09-05 18:14
Perker?
2020-09-05 18:48
haha spotted the immigrant
2020-09-05 19:03
#178
 | 
Finland )))
axaxa))
2020-09-05 20:12
getting over 10k from weird forums for selling stuff then just gambling it all away cus im a fucking idiot
2020-09-05 16:37
#23
jL | 
Estonia pj4
simmilar to me
2020-09-05 16:45
what did you sell?
2020-09-05 19:01
a software
2020-09-05 19:12
cheat reseller spotted xd
2020-09-05 20:37
be quiet. and it was not a cheat xD
2020-09-05 20:38
hehe ;))
2020-09-05 20:39
That i didnt invest money in bitcoin,didnt create Amazone before Jeff Bezos.
2020-09-05 16:45
Not spending enough time with my dad. If your dad is still alive, please, tell them how much you love them. You never know how much longer you have them for.
2020-09-05 16:45
My father died, and I have spent lots of time with him and very attached.
2020-09-05 16:47
#27
OK | 
Peru TheJuan
Not becoming HLTV user earlier
2020-09-05 16:47
OK
2020-09-05 16:48
#30
 | 
Turkey TheKaiser
Dude I was about to write that
2020-09-05 16:52
+1 Also not harassing enough s00mple fans
2020-09-05 18:49
#31
 | 
North America 007DBR9
turning sport mode off
2020-09-05 16:53
+1
2020-09-05 19:07
Earning roughly 25k per month from Youtube for a few months straight starting end of 2016 and then getting my channel taken down. All things I had started planning to do instantly out the window, and back to my former employer tail between legs asking for my job back. Lesson learned: you can fall just as fast as you rise, never think you're invincible. My first ever Google payment as proof: imgur.com/a/llPgtAW I cry when I look at it.
2020-09-05 17:04
What type of videos were you making? Why did it get taken down?
2020-09-05 17:17
Political. I used a lot of content from CNN/Fox in my videos which I think may have had something to do with it but I'm not entirely sure.. I never got copyright strikes, one day my channel was simply gone and I had an email saying I was permanantly banned from Youtube. I tried restarting a few times, in different niches, but the moment I would link my adsense account to Youtube my new channel would just be removed again. So I've given up on trying, especially now since they implemented the 1000 sub/4000 watch minutes rule before you can even attempt to link your adsense.
2020-09-05 17:23
So they never gave you a reason for the ban? How is that even possible? Like no explanation at all? Fucking weird man.
2020-09-05 17:56
Nope, just the email.. here is the text from it, it's still in my inbox. Throw it in Google translate dutch to english if you want to know what it said. They never gave an exact reason. I never got copyright strikes so the "repeated infractions" part makes no sense to me. Wegens herhaalde of ernstige schendingen van onze Communityrichtlijnen (youtube.com/t/community_guidelineshttps://www.youtube.com/t/community_guidelines is je YouTube-account "namewasherebutIdeletedforreasons" opgeschort. We hebben vastgesteld dat een activiteit op je account in strijd is met onze communityrichtlijnen die het gebruik van spam, oplichting en misleidende praktijken verbieden ([//support.google.com/youtube/answer/2801973?hl=nl]support.google.com/youtube/answer/280197..https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/2801973?hl=nl). Je mag geen andere YouTube-accounts gebruiken, bezitten of maken. Bezoek ons [//support.google.com/youtube/answer/2802168?hl=nl]Helper Center voor meer informatie over de beëindiging van accounts en de handhaving van onze communityrichtlijnen.
2020-09-05 18:30
That email is as vague as it can be. Damn man, I feel bad for you, losing such income and not even getting a proper reason for it :( Btw I laughed at "namewasherebutIdeletedforreasons", I was staring at it for a whole minute thinking 'wtf is this channel name' lmao
2020-09-05 19:06
Yeah.. it hurt quite a lot.. ah well, such is life I guess. Glad you got a laugh out that :)
2020-09-05 19:14
Why not create new addsense? i dont have knowledge with these thing but surely you can have workaaround
2020-09-05 19:20
He would need to put his real credentials anyway and would get banned then anyway. That's my guess at least.
2020-09-05 19:23
so maybe wife or some braindead aunt? as i said i dont have knowledge with this stuff but surely you can have some sort of workarround
2020-09-05 19:26
I have no relatives that could receive the money for me. My wife lives on the same adres that has resulted in a removal of a test channel also. I have thought about asking a friend but I don't think I can really trust anyone THAT much to receive such large amounts of money for me honestly. The friend route is possibly entirely possible.. but I don't know.. money does things to people if you know what I mean. Besides that my life has changed a lot since then I don't even know if I would find the time and energy to grow a channel again from scratch today.
2020-09-05 20:15
Well adress can be worked arround easily PO Box, i doubt youtube actually checks if adresses are not just mail shells. So if you have wife who would pass just create PO box
2020-09-05 20:14
I have actually never thought of a PO box.. I kinda just gave up with it after a couple of tries. Maybe I'll make it my goal for the new year resolution to try again. But it would be a massive smack in the face to grow to 1000 subs and put in massive amount of time (it's literally the hardest part when you start, after that it gets way easier) and then get denied again. Few years ago you could simply instantly try to monetize and you would know right away if you got fucked again.
2020-09-05 20:19
I understand the struggle getting traction in anything is hard, but if everything you said is correct and true its just another reason for me to hate youtubes management and to be completly honest i have no problem "helping" when it comes to that. Good luck if you ever start to create anything that you like. I am happy for any person that can make living out of their hobby (if its not immoral and scammy).
2020-09-05 20:25
I've no reasons to lie. I've been on the hate-train ever since. Thanks for the kind words, I hope you too can fulfill your dreams and goals.
2020-09-05 20:40
Thanks, GL in the future
2020-09-06 13:44
shouldnt have sold that howl i unboxed
2020-09-05 17:02
#35
 | 
Czech Republic manik999
Choosing the mechanical engineering secondary school after I finished the primary school at the age of 15. At that age, in most cases you just thinking about bullshits all the time, but in my country you have to choose your specialization already. This mechanical field is the worst hell for me, both very boring and hard. But I was always told at home to be tough, job and school should be hard and boring they said. I dont know how I made it to the final exams, but Im still fighting with them. I wish I failed the first grade of this school and transfered to security-law school. Never told your children that their school and career dont have to be fun, they have to find their field they will do with their hearts.
2020-09-05 17:14
"Never told your children that their school and career dont have to be fun, they have to find their field they will do with their hearts." Yes, very true, my friend. Wonderful words, you are right.
2020-09-05 17:18
#48
 | 
Czech Republic manik999
*Never tell, my english is also rusty right now xd I dont know anyone sucessful who hated their study field and did it just for the money or for their parents to be happy. More interest you give to something, more money you should earn.
2020-09-05 17:25
Yo this is exactly my story except i failed the first attempt and they are forcing me to Try for the second time.and let me tell ya im surely gonna fail this time also.sad mens:)))
2020-09-05 17:50
#132
 | 
Czech Republic manik999
Are you really studying mechanical engineering too ? If you spend more than two year at the school already, its a pity to surrender I think. Otherwise leave for something better as soon as possible. Its too late for me, but I somehow progress with my final exams, its just a little bit and Im free, with my secondary school degree having the opportunity to follow my dream of being a cop one day. You can push trough this tiny wall too, if you already spend some years at your school. We are brothers in arms now
2020-09-05 19:03
selling my karambit for real money
2020-09-05 17:19
Being born.
2020-09-05 17:21
get gud kid
2020-09-05 17:56
born
2020-09-05 17:23
Going to university and trying to find a "normal" job when its 2020 u can do what ever u want and make tons of $$$ ez life
2020-09-05 17:25
Selling my 190e ı really miss it :(
2020-09-05 17:27
#52
 | 
United States Zysyphian
Not keeping in touch with a couple good friends of mine.
2020-09-05 17:29
+1
2020-09-05 17:35
#76
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
man i feel you there i was a idiot in school i turned my back on the only guy who was really my friend i know how stupid this sounds but after i dropped out of school due to Depression one night i was thinking of my past i do that sometimes and for whatever reason i thought about that guy and i started to realize truly realize he was the only guy who was there for me only guy who really was my friend and i was too stupid to realize this before you ask could you get in touch with him again i could it is possible but i won't because i can't forgive myself for it never mind what he would think
2020-09-05 18:18
Hltv.org
2020-09-05 17:29
talking to girls, being a stoner
2020-09-05 17:31
yuh, even tho i still smoke and kinda love weed i wish i never was dragged into that stuff
2020-09-05 18:21
0 regrets. I am Chad
2020-09-05 17:32
- Started watching porn - Didn't develop an interest in reading books earlier - Caused a lot of harm to a girl who didn't deserve it - Completely gave up on the idea of making a living from my hobbies after failing a couple times
2020-09-05 17:37
How did you cause harm to a girl?
2020-09-05 18:27
Emotional harm to be more precise. The girl was a class mate of mine back in middle school. She had an unexpected mustache, so I relentlessly bullied her because of that. At the time I was a very popular kid, so my peers would follow suit. I even remember seeing her cry in a corner after I was done making fun of her once. As soon as we all came back from vacation, I was told that she had changed schools. Possibly because of me. Never heard from her again. I couldn't fathom how mean and insensitive I was until then. I truly hope she's doing okay.
2020-09-05 19:06
#150
 | 
Czech Republic manik999
Did you tried making it a little bit better with writing to her ? That you know that you made a mistake, and you are sorry for how bad she felt. You can explain how wonderful person she is and she dont deserve any of this. Tell her that you wish she lives a happy life right now. We all been dumb in the middle school, its ok, I made my life a living hell for a while in that time. And from what hobbies did you tried to make a living before ?
2020-09-05 19:15
I kid you not. I've searched for her on social media for years with the sole intention to say sorry and wish her well but found nothing so far. As someone who later on in school life would get bullied too, it was my responsibility to reach out to her and ease this one regret. Well, I play guitar and a little bit of piano. I can also draw relatively well and people would often tell me I was a highly skilled football player. I then submitted to a few tests and auditions while it was still okay to be flawed but judges never took me in. I had a hard time dealing with rejection, so I kind of "retired" prematurely because I realized that I just wasn't good enough for anything.
2020-09-05 20:12
Damn, I remember kids who were "popular" did things like that, I was never really popular but I was always far from being unpopular. I always remember watching those super popular kids make fun of those other kids, and I always just watched and laughed. I guess thats one of my regrets, I never did anything about it except egg it on
2020-09-05 19:21
#147
 | 
Czech Republic manik999
I regret even starting watching porn a lot. It broke my innocence at my early teen years, sexuality have to be discovered with our loved ones. Watching other people fuck on the display is unnatural, only humans do that nowadays. Also the whole porn industry makes me sad, you can see how cheap is the whole act, everything is pretended in front of the camera, more professional the porn is, more degenerated it feels.
2020-09-05 19:08
I feel you. My hormones were going crazy and none of the girls I knew were really into me, so I decided to give porn a shot. Oh boy. It drastically distorted my views on women. I began unintentionally paying attention to every cleavage, every curve, every ass in tight pants; I would then gather those images in my head and fantasize about sex all the time as if I were an animal. I still struggle to "stay clean" to this day. For instance, I can't be in my room completely on my own with nothing more important to do for an entire day without wanting to jerk off to porn. I hate myself for this.
2020-09-05 19:46
#61
 | 
Sweden wyv0
Not investing in stocks earlier.
2020-09-05 17:52
not buying kato 2015 when they where cheap for so long , its my only regret
2020-09-05 17:55
#80
JW | 
Ireland Sodaking
man don't beat yourself up you didn't know sure i could easily say i regret not betting on Leicester City to win the 2016 Premier League when the odds were 5000/1 but you just can't predict shit like that man hell if i could go back in time i would bet all my Money on Leicester winning that fucking Premier league
2020-09-05 18:19
#68
 | 
Russia RogueDecay
nvm thats way too embarrassing XD
2020-09-05 18:17
Say it
2020-09-05 18:27
too many... i can put myself into a society drawer bcs the government has failed. naive young boy without enlightenment did stupid things
2020-09-05 18:20
Wasting valuable time when I was younger, by partying and drinking with the wrong kind of people, instead of investing into my life, reading, exercising and living a healthy life style.
2020-09-05 18:25
I rejected a girl in 7th grade that turned into a really beautiful flower after a few years I am pretty sure she still liked me but I got very big ego
2020-09-05 18:27
Lmao RIP
2020-09-05 18:27
She is sucking some rich guy's dick right now. I saw her a few months ago.
2020-09-05 18:29
bro aren't you from bulgaria? why u fakeflagging?
2020-09-05 18:54
is it against the rules?
2020-09-05 18:56
no but just wondering :D your story would be different if from morrocco
2020-09-05 18:57
Should have bought more anime pillows
2020-09-05 18:26
All the chances I didn´t take with girls. But mainly moving with my mother and siblings to Copenhagen when my parents divorced. Should have stayed with my father so I could have Gymnasium ("High School") with my friends. It was really hard to make new friends and today I´m not keeping in touch with any from Gymnasium, while I´m still in touch with my old friends. Those are the most important formative years and I missed so much.
2020-09-05 18:29
F, also girls are overrated anyways, man I'm telling you just stick with anime pillows. They bring you much more comfort
2020-09-05 18:30
Been there, done that ... overrated
2020-09-05 18:32
Ya girls are very overrates, so all the chances that you didn't take with girls might have been a good thing for you in the long run
2020-09-05 18:35
Don´t think so. Twice had GFs that could be "The One", but I blew it. The close connection you can have with a GF is completely different from having good male friends. You need both to feel complete.
2020-09-05 18:39
I agree, but another thing to keep in mind is that I assume these were in high school, maybe even in middle school. Most girls during these times date for 'fun' they usually don't look for someone who could be "The One" Sucks to hear that you blew two girls who could be "The One" but most girls aren't, they could be described as a "waste of time" and can even harm your mental health if it ends up being a toxic relationship. Let me say this again, I completely agree that having a GF, especially one who you are very close with, is extremely important. Like you said you need good friends, and loving and caring girlfriend, and I'd like to add a supportive family. If you have those 3 things then you probably have the easiest way to success and happiness. But remember that it could go the other way, if you have bad friends, a unsupportive family, or a toxic girlfriend then it could very well ruin your life, or set you on a bad course.
2020-09-05 18:45
I agree with your general observations. You make complete sense. Those two girls were not among my first girlfriends or crushes though, but from my mid and late twenties, and one of them got pregnant and had a miscarriage ... so it was much more serious than High School. There has been later girlfriends, but it has not been as genuine or serious. Not as deep connections.
2020-09-06 07:09
Sadly most girls nowadays seem to be looking for fun rather than for someone to settle down with. I do think that men need to be more... selective when looking for a girl. I understand a lot of guys just kinda say yes if they have the chance. Now to be fair you are older than me (you said you had these girlfriends in your mid to late twenties and I'm barely even in to my mid twenties) so you probably have much more experience then me, but ya, from everything I know and have experienced (and my friends have experienced) I really think that men just need to be more selective, you can even go look at some other comments on this thread, people talking about their regrets being them hooking up with toxic women or something along those lines.
2020-09-06 07:25
I think in the Big Picture (in western culture) it´s very even between the sexes, as to who is selective, who is superficial, who is vulnerable, who dumps who. Though individuals can be stuck in a particular role. I´m shy and therefore has always gotten to know girls fairly well before anything happened. And I have never been with someone, who turned out to be toxic. (small statistic from 6 relationships and 3 crushes ... so 2/9 could have been the real deal) This impression of The Big picture includes what I have seen from my friends through the years. Fairly even. Sometimes you´re just not on the same page.
2020-09-06 07:38
Lost 600$ last 2 days as a student i just want to kys :(
2020-09-05 18:37
Listening to HenryG the rapist.
2020-09-05 18:43
false accusation
2020-09-05 18:48
#110
 | 
Algeria abdodz45
wasting money on tf2 tickets to play MVM
2020-09-05 18:45
went to the wrong collage, worst decision ever
2020-09-05 18:47
#131
Xyp9x | 
Hungary xAii
why was it so bad?
2020-09-05 19:00
it just doesn't the thing for me, man
2020-09-05 23:39
Two regrets Was super close with my best friend latter half of 2019, that got ruined and our friendship has only ever been a shell of it since and we're just now getting to be remotely friends again Not going harder on the gas pedal when I tried to die
2020-09-05 18:48
I hope your friendship improves
2020-09-05 18:50
ty
2020-09-05 18:50
I am deeply sorry, my friend. I don't judge people that try suicide at all. At least you have a new chance to do something you want and try to live again. Try to think about it as that. But if you really want to go, I will not judge. I don't know what you have been through, and what is your strength about what kind of burden and pain you can carry. May you be comforted in some way in this life.
2020-09-05 18:52
Trusting a fart at a birthday party after eating a shitton of food. 10/10 would not reccomend Being in a relationship with a cheap ass whore. I cringe at the thought of it. I was so dumb some years ago lmao
2020-09-05 18:49
feelsbadman
2020-09-05 18:49
Damn , that truly sucks
2020-09-05 19:53
#121
 | 
Germany MTD3
the french girl -...
2020-09-05 18:50
Using coach bug Sorry bettors
2020-09-05 18:55
#128
 | 
Poland BAN_ANIME
not learning to draw earlier
2020-09-05 18:56
I don't like your name
2020-09-05 18:58
#146
 | 
Poland BAN_ANIME
sucks to be you then
2020-09-05 19:07
+1
2020-09-05 19:54
making my hltv account
2020-09-05 19:03
0/8
2020-09-05 19:37
spending 3k pln on world of tanks and like 2k on cs regret every grosz...
2020-09-05 19:04
To make you feel better I love your flair and name
2020-09-05 19:04
weebs out
2020-09-05 19:08
joining reddit is my biggest regrets
2020-09-05 19:04
being too afraid to ask a girl I like out
2020-09-05 19:05
Try to find her through social media?
2020-09-05 19:48
I think it's too far gone. I've had a couple of great chances but didn't really use it when she was around in my life
2020-09-05 20:01
I'm sorry, my friend. May you find someone that you love, and loves you back.
2020-09-05 20:02
I hope, there's always another chance. At least I've learnt a lesson that I shouldn't let go of people that I truly love
2020-09-05 20:08
Does what happened keep coming back to your mind to haunt you?
2020-09-05 20:09
just the thought that I'm dumb and that I've wasted a great opportunity to be happy which I am currently absolutely not :D but life goes on, ya know
2020-09-05 20:14
Good, so you are fine now. I hope you get even better than what you are today. Good luck in life.
2020-09-05 20:17
saying yes
2020-09-05 19:12
Being afraid to ask a girl out Being afraid to socialize Not learning more for my future Betting
2020-09-05 19:14
can check out with almost everything
2020-09-05 19:28
Saying no to a relationship even though we were in love - and never really telling why or about my feelings
2020-09-05 19:29
Can you elaborate more? Do you still have something for her?
2020-09-05 19:51
I think about him every single day atm - (I'm the "her") - but are too scared to find out if he is single atm - if he is - I might have a chance - if he's not I'll stay the heck away from him Would love to spend the rest of my life spoiling him - and if not me - I hope someone else will - he deserves it <3
2020-09-05 20:24
I am deeply sorry. Try to find him, you might have luck. If he is your true love, you will never recover from this and will think about him all your life. It will be anything but good. Trust me, trust, I know it very well.
2020-09-05 20:26
I hurt him - never gave an explanation - he moved on. I have to live with it. How do you know? Having regrets too? :/
2020-09-05 20:31
Not really a regret. It is related to true love, that might be gone forever from my presence. It is a lot of pain if you are a person that gets attached, and many never deal with that and end up taking everything they have. I will have to live with this, for a while tho, I know exactly when it will end, I have plans. No plans to meet other people, as I cannot do that due to what has happned and what I feel.
2020-09-05 20:35
There is never just one true love - you can love another and so can I - some day. I sincerely don't hope you're talking about doing something irreversible? Cuz - that wouldn't make sense when pain passes over time I will perhaps contact him one day - dunno - right now too scared to close the opportunaty forever by contacting him now. And really need to find a way to find out whether he is single or in a relationship. Have tried stalking him on social media - no info available on him - and won't contact others and ask them cuz he will know. Only has his address and mobile# - he lives less than 5 km from me :/
2020-09-05 20:46
Yes, I am talking about something completely irreversible that has caused me to go to the brink of insanity.
2020-09-05 20:46
Being sane is overrated anyway - you have emotional depth - that's for sure - can tell. You should try to usethose depths instead of trying to run away from the pain/emotions Seek professionel help if needed and from me you get all my positive thoughts and a huge, virtual hug <3 - find love, my friend - it's out there - don't give up
2020-09-05 20:53
Thank you, my friend. May you find your love and be cured from what makes you sad. I don't have hopes I will find someone else, and I don't want someone else, and I don't think I want to be with somebody again. I mean, every relationship ends at some point, and endings are incredibly bad and painful, and I am not the best person to deal with that, and don't want to go through that, as I get extremely attached to people I meet, because of many reasons like being alone all the time in my room, and having 0 friends.
2020-09-05 20:54
To deal with pain is hard - you can learn how to - and to have friends you have to be bold and reach out. You are intelligent, empathic, emotionally deep - you have a lot going for you and there are both girls and boys out there in the world who will have a better life with you in it <3
2020-09-05 20:59
Thanks a lot for your kind words. Unfortunately, the people that I have met, were dragged by my all the time down to rabbit holes of the insanity of schizophrenia. I can, unfortunately, be very toxic without knowing and wanting. It is better for people to stay away from people like me, or else they will go insane and sad too. I can only complain about life and myself, and no one wants to talk about that. I don't have anything to say about anything, so I don't know how to talk or what to talk about. Every time people tell me things, I stay in silence, because I just don't know what to say back. I am not arrogant, you know? I want to talk, but I don't know what to say. This is why I have to cope with it having imaginary friends at age 24. At least my distorted views gave me the talent to write captivating confusing texts, I don't know who reads them, but those that did, liked. After my worst emotional breakdown yesterday, I have written my best mad letter to my imaginary friends. I have descended into complete insanity, finally. Just not enough to fulfill my dream to become so insane I will stop thinking about my existence, life, and everything.
2020-09-05 21:05
Your life has worth and you have a lot to give the world - but perhpas at the moment - being depressed and hopeless - what you need the most is help + time to get better. Unfortunately I am not in a position to provide that help - but I really would like you to get help and getting better - also about yourself. Don't put yourself down, man <3 You deserve to get better - just have to find the ways to get there
2020-09-05 21:12
Thank you. I'll start a treatment with either a psychiatrist or psychologist once the pandemic ends. Maybe that could help me somehow, I hope. I'm far too broken at the moment to do anything worth, but, once this current covid situation ends, I may seek a way to heal my soul from endless pain surrounding me in my imponent, empty room.
2020-09-05 21:16
Don't wait for the pandemic to end - there no reason to wait. Good luck to you, my stranger-friend - there is so much to live for even though it seems hopeless at the moment - just think about how much you have to give others when you are through this and are better on the other side <3
2020-09-05 21:20
#162
 | 
Germany shimmy227
i have a long list, many things others have said. (like lost time, girl stuff and socialising, losing money) what others didn't write is i feel responsible for the death of my pet and feel sad about not being nicer and spending more time with people who are now dead. but i also learned about this, i spent more time with my last living grandparent and would be more caring for pets.
2020-09-05 19:35
Damn man. I am sorry for you. You must have felt a lot of emotional pain in your life, after you have realised all this. May you be comforted.
2020-09-05 19:50
#184
 | 
Germany shimmy227
Thank you, but I don't feel the need to be comforted. It's just that I'm pretty bad at getting over those things
2020-09-05 20:15
#164
 | 
United Kingdom 230IQUSER
Living.
2020-09-05 19:37
I regret killing little ethiopian child for his bory
2020-09-05 20:02
When I was younger (7) I was playing with my Lego at school and the special needs kid destroyed my build that I was working on, Out of frustration i kicked him in the heels and made him bleed real bad, the teachers thought it was because he had fallen, I keep thinking about it late at night sometimes, I wish I could go say sorry and help him with his life I’m so sorry Emiel
2020-09-05 20:10
I've said it far too many times by now, it'd be silly to keep reitirating, but i will say im glad most regrets of the comments in this thread are so light.
2020-09-05 20:22
#203
 | 
Israel fvlion123
spectator bug abuse :(
2020-09-05 20:47
#206
 | 
United States Greywallz
I am now turning 21 years old in 16 days , and im already on my first divorce got married when i was 18 as a pvt army 11b. married my highschool sweetheart , she racked up all the credit cards went crazy bitch mode and i left her ass. i've been out of the service for a few months now but i couldve gotten way more pussy lol now im broke and got no trim
2020-09-05 20:56
Are you stuck with that debt?
2020-09-05 20:58
#210
 | 
United States Greywallz
Sorta we ended up just callin it , her cards are her debt and mine are my debt etc... but she was trying to get me to pay her student loan debt , I was like hell nah bitch. she had 120k in student loan debt , i have 0 and im getting paid to go to college as a veteran now... buying my first house in december
2020-09-05 21:02
Smart boi. Definitely avoid loan debt of your own or in your girlfriend (unless she's like a doctor or lawyer or something).
2020-09-05 21:17
trying heroin, wasnt even nice, fucking overhyped bullshit for weakheads, expected sensation but got 2/8 experience
2020-09-05 20:59
Not getting HLTV premium
2020-09-05 21:09
#219
 | 
Ukraine wegg
I have no regrets.My life is perfect!)
2020-09-05 21:50
So far, even though I’m 15: -Not taking school seriously -Finding out she got an abortion -Not taking care of this one kid, I should’ve loved him more
2020-09-06 07:17
...what...?
2020-09-06 07:26
Yes?
2020-09-06 07:29
15 year old says: "finding out she got an abortion" nothing more, nothing less.
2020-09-06 07:31
It’s complicated.
2020-09-06 07:39
visitng hltv
2020-09-06 07:47
Its one of the stupidest things you can do unless you are here to praise Xizt
2020-09-06 07:52
Unboxed 0.006 Karambit Sapphire, traded it for a shit float one, and then got scammed. Glad I learned the lesson, but sucks that I paid such a price for it.
2020-09-06 07:53
Natus Vincere
1.48
Gambit
2.72
Secret
1.24
Galaxy Racer
4.06
Paradox
1.20
Lese
4.24
Bet value
Amount of money to be placed
Winning
Odds total ratio
-
Login or register to add your comment to the discussion.