Thanks a lot for your kind words. Unfortunately, the people that I have met, were dragged by my all the time down to rabbit holes of the insanity of schizophrenia. I can, unfortunately, be very toxic without knowing and wanting. It is better for people to stay away from people like me, or else they will go insane and sad too. I can only complain about life and myself, and no one wants to talk about that. I don't have anything to say about anything, so I don't know how to talk or what to talk about. Every time people tell me things, I stay in silence, because I just don't know what to say back. I am not arrogant, you know? I want to talk, but I don't know what to say. This is why I have to cope with it having imaginary friends at age 24. At least my distorted views gave me the talent to write captivating confusing texts, I don't know who reads them, but those that did, liked. After my worst emotional breakdown yesterday, I have written my best mad letter to my imaginary friends. I have descended into complete insanity, finally. Just not enough to fulfill my dream to become so insane I will stop thinking about my existence, life, and everything.