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r8 your own life
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Indonesia 2ndaccountguessit 
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2020-10-12 14:39
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2/8 😂😂
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#260
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Finland dansqoo
Shit/8
2020-10-13 14:51
#2
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Europe Humber99
5.5/8
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#3
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Croatia nAmeless69
0/8
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7.5
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#5
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Romania Anonym20
1.5/10
2020-10-12 14:40
Currently like 4.5/10 but used to be like 2/10
2020-10-12 14:41
9.5/10 honestly completely happy with my current life
2020-10-12 14:42
you live ja auch in Norddeutschland
2020-10-12 15:02
do you also live in Norddeutschland?
2020-10-12 16:07
no i am Westside bitch. Porz !!!! PORZ !!!!
2020-10-12 22:59
#223
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Germany K3v1
Norddeutschland bestestest.. only thing is those pesky danes...
2020-10-13 04:57
#390
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Switzerland QujnneX
yall dont live in the bauerndörfer of schweiz
2020-10-19 12:06
#410
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Germany K3v1
bauerndörfer can be nice too. :)
2020-10-19 14:31
can you feed my pig during my holidays plz?
2020-10-19 15:26
#34
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Other syrso
I am happy for you 👍🏻
2020-10-12 15:04
cool
2020-10-12 15:26
Nice! That's awesome, you're one of the few people truly blessed on this planet. ...so why are you here on hltv then?
2020-10-13 07:07
Just to check events, stats etc. I'm not that active on the forums
2020-10-13 12:22
#244
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Germany Germania
Sad!
2020-10-13 12:34
PepeLaugh he doesnt know
2020-10-13 22:19
wat
2020-10-13 22:35
wat wat
2020-10-13 22:38
wat wat wat
2020-10-13 22:38
Banned for pointless comment tree
2020-10-13 22:40
stare
2020-10-13 22:45
no u
2020-10-19 12:08
6/10
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#9
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Yugoslavia al0))
2020-10-12 14:43
well said
2020-10-12 16:11
+1
2020-10-12 16:41
+1
2020-10-19 12:10
Personally for me 6/10
2020-10-12 14:43
My life sucks internally , had lot of trauma etc but I am blessed with nice health , money and roof over my head. Can't really complain.
2020-10-12 14:45
Well god still gives you a chance enjoy
2020-10-12 14:46
God doesn't exist Unless you are taking about zywoo
2020-10-17 20:50
+1
2020-10-18 19:01
#17
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Malaysia Suno[t]
+1
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#12
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France nanochon
1/8
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#13
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Finland polly147
-5/5
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Why?
2020-10-12 14:46
#42
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Finland polly147
Useless Friendless Mentally disabled Bad look
2020-10-12 15:11
Feels bad for you
2020-10-12 15:11
Anyone can become at least 5/10 by working out and getting jacked. If you do that you can really turn your life around, trust me. Gl bro! Also, get off of hltv, might help
2020-10-13 16:40
#423
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Netherlands RiberiA
+1 getting off HLTV might be the best thing you can do, then indeed hit the gym, get ripped and fuck some bitches
2020-10-20 10:13
r8 your own wife?
2020-10-12 14:46
Up to you i can't blame your eyes
2020-10-12 14:47
#20
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Serbia e_loK
Wife in 2020 KEKW
2020-10-12 14:47
+1
2020-10-12 14:48
+1
2020-10-12 15:01
#425
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Netherlands RiberiA
Wives*
2020-10-20 10:14
#18
Rob4 | 
Serbia e_loK
I would say a 4/8 and on the rise But could fall to a 0 if my plans fail
2020-10-12 14:47
Ja kad cekam 1 par u mozartu za glavu
2020-10-17 20:51
#331
Rob4 | 
Serbia e_loK
Hahahahahaha
2020-10-17 21:32
2-4/10 but I think It'll be way better for a few months/year or 2.
2020-10-12 14:49
1/8
2020-10-12 14:50
6/8
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#25
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United Kingdom pnuTblyat
4/8
2020-10-12 14:51
5/8 im pretty lucky with everything i have in life but i dont enjoy it that much
2020-10-12 14:55
1/69
2020-10-12 14:55
Why?
2020-10-12 14:56
cause i feel empty inside no matter what good happens
2020-10-12 14:58
Name checks out
2020-10-21 08:50
2/8 too many dumb decisions and laziness
2020-10-12 14:58
#36
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Other syrso
I feel you
2020-10-12 15:04
oof, i didn't have many dumb decisions but my life would be better if i wasn't so lazy too xD
2020-10-13 12:23
Honestly, 9.5/10. I love everything about it, there are some minor things but overall it’s awesome!
2020-10-12 15:00
But you living in Russia...
2020-10-18 04:47
#35
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Other syrso
Normally 5-6/8 But rn 2/8
2020-10-12 15:04
0/10 :(
2020-10-12 15:05
Why?
2020-10-12 15:06
no one loves me. i have failed in my college so everyone hates me :(
2020-10-13 13:35
Sad
2020-10-13 14:15
name checks out jk. you good bro?
2020-10-13 12:20
UPSC incoming
2020-10-17 10:10
Hm you writing?
2020-10-17 10:36
Did neet ug couple of years back no competitive for another 3 years .. U writing?
2020-10-17 20:45
Oh Nah I just finished jee yet to join college.. but nah don't think I'll write upsc
2020-10-18 03:55
-1000/10
2020-10-12 15:05
Oh shit why?
2020-10-12 15:06
Because my mind destroyed my whole life beyond any possible repair. I am tormented by myself 24/7 and there is nothing I can do about it, it will never stop. The way I think about things just make everything an unbelievable problem and I cannot change that. I have a gift to make up metaphors to describe everything in my life, if you read my bio, but, at what price? I have something that cannot be changed and will only make my life go downhill everyday. I didn't choose this, and would NEVER choose it, you know? I have almost no memory about my life, and everything I remember is everything i would like to forget and move on. I almost don't know who I am because I just remember so little about my whole life. I have a very unique personality, but I would choose to be just another person anyday than what I currently am. I don't want to live life with a brain so fucked up like mine, I really don't. I can't change my behavior and how I think, I can't learn anything since 2007, I can't remember anything I should remember, I can't progress in anything... The only thing I do is regressing, going backwards in life. I realised, a month ago, that I wasted my life away and the best years someone has to live, I it is a time I cannot get back. The way I think and see things in life would drive people insane. I can't see anything positive. I wish I had a normal mind and not this unimaginable burden I have. I can't see life like a normal person, I don't even have a healthy perception about time. This sucks beyond words can even express and I am stuck with it, and will be stuck with it for as long as I live. It is like the own Universe has casted a curse on me. It feels like I don't belong to any place, it feels like I am not made to accomplish anything in life, it feels I would never fit anywhere and be happy in any way. Nobody should have what I have. I wish I could put things to words but it is so something so complex, that it is impossible for my simple mind to describe anything.
2020-10-12 15:16
So sad 😢
2020-10-12 15:18
How did you read it all so fast?
2020-10-12 15:19
Ez man i just take important points
2020-10-12 15:32
#80
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Portugal absolut19
how are you supposed to get back from the downwards spiral of negative thoughts that haunt you?
2020-10-12 15:31
I wish I could answer that question so I could finally get the fuck out of this mental state.
2020-10-12 15:34
#108
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Serbia TheSerb
Start working on your self man, start working out, you dont have to go to a gym find a joga studio, start jogging do stuff that is repetative so your brain gets used to it. It will help you forsure, wish you the best in life brother!
2020-10-12 15:41
I hope you are not trolling but that kinda discribed me in a way
2020-10-12 16:23
I wish I was trolling. Unfortunately, I am not.
2020-10-12 16:23
How old are you?
2020-10-12 16:32
24.
2020-10-12 16:33
Damn... Same here and kinda feel the same way :(
2020-10-12 16:38
There are not even words to describe any of what I actually feel. Having my beliefs comepltely, utterly shattered and destroyed days ago is also not very great for my mind. Never put faith in people, never trust them.
2020-10-12 16:40
May I ask what happened?
2020-10-12 16:45
You will laugh and call me beta, I bet.
2020-10-12 17:15
I am not here for that
2020-10-12 17:26
Found out the love of my life turned into a pervert whore. Has been fucking so many countless guys that she cannot even tell a number, after she broke up with me. I would never expect that from her. I would never in my life think that such a caring, beautiful, lovely sweet girl would turn out to be a worthless whore you don't even need to pay. And she even says he sees no problem in this. I have put my faith on her, I trusted her, what she told me she felt, to end up like this. Having your beliefs broken is not very pleasant. I can't imagine what type of shit she has been doing. I still remember when she told me she used to get sick in the stomach just from thinking about me with someone else. And what was the final result? I really believed with all my soul that she would never do this. Girls have it way too easy in this topic, way too easy. Funny because she used to say she would never trust a guy because she think no guy has fidelity. She told me she gained a bit of confidencce after a guy refused to have sex with her because he had a gf. EXTRA! EXTRA! Girl that has fucked so many guys she cannot even count thinks men cannot be trusted! EXTRA EXTRA! Really dude? I thought she was good and would never do this... I really thought. To make things worse, I've been in love with her, completely, totally, for the past 6 years. This feeling seemingly will never go away, because I think she is THE one, but I am not the same for her anymore. So knowing the truth has broken me to unprecedented levels. I know I will never trust anyone again. I used to say I am the most bitter person in existence... and now? I guess I even more bitter now. I am made of disappointments, regrets, bitterness. I don't know what I have done to deserve any this, my friend, I don't know. Am I paying for something from another life? Is this some kind of punishment? Why does the universe bring to people together and then tear them apart like that? Am I really THAT fucking unlucky? Am I so much of a fucking idiot to deserve this? I waited for her for so long... and she was out there living life fucking god knows how many people. I've never felt so humiliated in my life, I've never felt so low and deluded. With her looks, she can have whoever she wants, she's gorgeous. I lost the race, badly. Never let people get to your life, never. The closer people are and the more you care, the more you will get disappointed at a point. Nobody can disappoint you as much as those you love the most. Learned it the hard way, 2 times. This has destroyed any confidence and any trust I've had with everyone. Girls are all the same dude, all trash, they are the same whore in different bodies. It is just unimaginable to think that such a sweet girl would be something like this. Well, what can I do? She has every circumstance in her favor, I do not. I will never in my life be getting into a relationship again, I can't, I simply can't. It ends at some point and I don't want to go through this and get disappointed again. Hard to imagine a girl I love so much and treated so well, put her at the top everytime, would do something like this. I can't imagine such a good person being a low whore and fucking with random people. I am always the joke dude, always. Is this some fucking joke? What did I do all my life to have this type of stuff happen to me? It feels I simply am here to feel like shit everyday. I don't know what to say anymore.
2020-10-12 17:51
man I read it all. That's really sad to hear, honestly. But really all of your problems stem from this one girl? She is worthless. You have to see yourself as a better human. If she cheats that much then she will do it again with other partners and they will also see that she is worthless. When she becomes 40 and her looks don't leverage the same results, her life will be awful. Nothing but evil. There are definitely attractive girls who don't do those things. You need to succeed to show her that she is trash and that you don't need her.
2020-10-13 14:22
She didn't cheat, Actually, it was her that got cheated on. And no, my problems don't come solely from her. I've had troubles with life far before I even meet her.
2020-10-13 14:23
so after she left you she did those things. OK. But what is the issue? I guess she lost her innocence and that is horrible to see. What other stuff is bad? what other problems do you have?
2020-10-13 14:28
She has lost her innocence way before that. She had been abused as a child, and 3 years later she got abused for 3 more years continuosly. My other problems go far deeper than anyone here can think of and I don't think I can put these things into words.
2020-10-13 14:29
Worth mentioning that this feeling I have for her will ruin my entire life, if I ever live for the rest of my life. Honestly, I don't want to live feeling this, it is just too heavy. It has already damaged me beyond repair a long time ago. I somehow became dependent. I still think she is the most beautiful girl I've seen in my life. And it's not just for her look. She can be a whore, yes, she is, but, she is an absolutely awesome person. She has such a good heart, amazing personality, extremely caring and lovely, she shows interest, always want to help and such. Mens, I always say that what heals, can also damage, and what builds, also destroys. This is definitely the case here. I didn't end my life this whole time, solely because of her. She still loves me, and actually shows it and tells me everyday, but she is not IN love anymore, you know? That happens a lot. I just know I would like to end this feeling, I can't live my life feeling this for a person that does not want anything anymore. It's impossible to live with this, this has already impaired me for a long time. In a sense, she is absolutely right, I am in the wrong here the whole time. She was enjoying life, and still is, to the fullest. What I have done this whole time? I have wasted my life away playing games, trying to forget shit and never could. I have wasted my whole life instead of actually living it. Hurts, a lot. I realised it when it was too late.
2020-10-13 15:18
#277
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Poland Ryunar
bro I think you simped out and are still simping. Go invest in yourself instead of women
2020-10-13 16:17
idk mens
2020-10-13 16:33
she wil recognize what she has lost (you)
2020-10-13 15:27
She said multiple times that I am the only guy on this planet that actually deserves her, because I put her at the top everytime. But, 3 years have passed since we broke up and no, she will not realise what she has "lost", because she didn't lose anything. She wants to stay alone. If she had to realise she has lost me, it would have happened a long time ago. We still talk everyday. She ended everything to be free, because that's what she wants, be free and not have to worry about things in a relationship, because it is not only flowers and kisses. It is me that actually has lost the most valuable thing I had.
2020-10-13 15:30
why do you still talk to her when she is the point why you feel down? she betraited you at the highest level and you accept that.. like you make it seem like you accept it. she still has you in her hands so she did not loose anything yet idk how to think about ur situation. i understand she was and how it seems like still is such a big meaning in ur lfe and she full fill yourself. but as you said, you hate and dissapointment is bigger the more you loved a person. i do not get it how you can still talk to her
2020-10-13 15:37
We didn't talk properly for 3 years. We just reconnected a bit more than a month ago. She admitted that at the end of the day, it was me that would be in her thoughts as someone she trully loved. I think it is better to just talk as friends than to have her entirely removed from my life. For example, I am very good friends with my first ex gf, we get along really fucking well and we always share a lot. It is better to end this way than being enemies and regretting everything, I am not that kind of person.
2020-10-13 16:33
Only people calling other 'betas' is the true betas.
2020-10-13 14:22
And people do that all day.
2020-10-13 14:22
I'm 31 and almost 32 and feel this way. And strangely around 2007 is the last i can remember things being on a normal path where my mind wasn't fogged. Imagine how much worse I feel lol
2020-10-13 15:00
I feel you my friend. Everything has changed since 2007... my father passed away, life went downhill and then forwards for a while, then downhill again, and then depression hit me really goddamn fucking hard and persists to this day. I can't remember almost anything in my life since most of my memory was lost. If I could at least learn things so I could have a job, my life would be better. But, if I had to describe things, I would spent hours here typing. I just wanted to be normal, you know? I just wanted to have a normal, livable life, with friends, a job, lots of fun... and now, almost everything I can remember is me being my room, with this imposing, brutal emptiness, pure dread and despair life gives me everyday.
2020-10-13 15:05
Ppl writing you described me But ik they don't even come close I wont say i understand you But i did try and feel you, its wasn't good, it wasn't baad, it was confused I won't say you live a 0/8 life I'd say you look at it like it is a 0/8 life
2020-10-18 22:50
It is a -100000/10 life indeed. Everything I have been doing the past 7 years, is getting out of the bad and use my computer til it's time to sleep. Everything I do is looking at the world and other people living their lives through my 3 monitors. That's literally everything I have been doing for 7 years. I don't talk, I don't walk, I just... sit here everyday and waste my life away. Have been playing countless hours of CS and didn't even get remotely good at the game. My other comments above explain why I will not be trusting anyone anytime soon.
2020-10-18 23:34
Hey man, I am in a somewhat similar situation as you. I have had many of the same things happen to me. But I think it's important to try regardless of how bad things appear to be to improve. And slowly they will improve, but not without some set backs. If you want, feel free to write me a private message and we can connect some times. All the best!
2020-10-19 12:29
Thank you for the kind words, my friend. We can have a talk if you want, but, be warned that I am completely incapable of keepinga conversation up since I never know what to say back.
2020-10-19 12:30
Its ok. I will contact you later in the day
2020-10-19 13:00
Do you actually enjoy sitting on the pc? If yes, then i dont see a harm till it starts affecting your health But it's bad if you just do it to"pass your time" So what is it with you
2020-10-20 10:09
It is the only thing I can do all day. I don't like it, i hate it. I wish I just had a normal life, with friends, fun, support, laughs, company...
2020-10-20 13:01
Look, ik you dont like being among ppl.......but all I'm saying is, you do need to meet ppl, try and talk to them.......cuz at some point of time you need ppl, it doesn't mean the only close ones
2020-10-21 08:41
I'll not disagree with you in this. The thing is, is that I am quite scared of meeting people, as they most of the time are in a way when they are with you, and completely different away from you and talk about you in a bad way. I've had that happening a couple of times and it's not very good. But yeah, you are right, after all.
2020-10-21 13:47
Just TRY and sway away from what's happened. And tell me, what's your next chapter gonna be
2020-10-22 10:46
#427
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Netherlands RiberiA
Man... I felt every word in that message... I feel the same about my life, but I wouldn't rate it that low. Life has so much to bring dude, you just have to find that little light in the endless tunnel called darkness... Once I found a new girlfriend my life completely changed, we're the kind of ppl who need a girl who can steer you in the way you need to. I was a complete outcast and felt the world was against me, but once I found out there is more to live for, I (sorta) got my life back, I stopped using drugs (I still do weed once in a while to keep me sane) and I now drink less, started going to the gym (as far as that's possible in these times) and I started giving my girl more time. It helped me get back on my feet (not fully, but it's gotten better over the past 6 months). I still encounter the thoughts and struggles you encounter too, but less. I hope this maybe helps you. My DM's are always open if you want to talk.
2020-10-20 10:23
#41
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Brazil YUB8
5/8
2020-10-12 15:08
#44
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Germany I_car
4/8 maybe less
2020-10-12 15:12
#45
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Luxembourg winner666
4/10
2020-10-12 15:13
#46
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Canada sad_face
2/8 its sad mens
2020-10-12 15:13
Name checks out and why?
2020-10-12 15:14
#50
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Canada sad_face
anxiety and depressive disorder no friends kissless virgin im literally useless
2020-10-12 15:16
Sad mens
2020-10-12 15:17
Get out of your house and do something) ez fix
2020-10-12 15:20
4/8 since I started working
2020-10-12 15:15
Nice what job do you have
2020-10-12 15:16
You don't now if it was 8/8 before working
2020-10-12 15:41
Ok
2020-10-12 15:41
Software dev (flag checks out I know), but to answer the guy below it was in the negatives before, college was real aids so I'm doing much better now
2020-10-13 04:55
Ooh ok
2020-10-13 06:58
0/8
2020-10-12 15:16
Why
2020-10-12 15:16
because
2020-10-12 15:17
You're a loser in hltv argues with other users ,etc.?
2020-10-12 15:19
lmao. I don't argue dude. It was just a joke. I would say my life is 5.5/8
2020-10-12 15:24
because he lives in uzbekistan
2020-10-12 15:19
Ok understandable
2020-10-12 15:20
true
2020-10-12 15:24
#56
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Australia zi8gzag
7.75/8
2020-10-12 15:18
Depends on the perspective. Objectively 6.5/10, subjectively (in my own opinion) it's an 8/10
2020-10-12 15:18
7.5/8
2020-10-12 15:19
0/8
2020-10-12 15:24
Why?
2020-10-12 15:28
#68
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Portugal absolut19
1/8. I think I look good, have confidence in myself, have good parents and a good life but can't see the bright side due to what happened in my life
2020-10-12 15:26
Why?
2020-10-12 15:28
#76
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Portugal absolut19
My aunt's death, got rejected by what I think is the love of my life, having a mental breakdown from too much studying in 2019. It's quite the downwards spiral and I don't know how to return
2020-10-12 15:30
Meditation free yourself from anything
2020-10-12 15:30
#125
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Portugal absolut19
what if you don't have the time for that
2020-10-12 15:50
Take a break watch something fun
2020-10-12 15:52
#154
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Portugal absolut19
cause i am in my 4th university year now
2020-10-12 16:02
Make friends
2020-10-12 16:02
#216
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Portugal absolut19
I have friends, and they like being with me I think, but I tend to isolate and sometimes don't hang with them while being home when I feel depressed
2020-10-12 20:11
5.5/8
2020-10-12 15:27
#71
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Finland Hassu
7/8
2020-10-12 15:28
#74
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Croatia nAmeless69
Sinking like a Titanic 2/8
2020-10-12 15:29
What happen with your life ?
2020-10-12 15:30
#78
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Europe zupergamer
I would give it 6/8, I live a privileged life but my health is suffering ((
2020-10-12 15:31
Get well soon :)
2020-10-12 15:31
#97
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Europe zupergamer
thank you men
2020-10-12 15:36
0/8 since i joined hltv
2020-10-12 15:31
Why???
2020-10-12 15:32
baiters affecting my mental health
2020-10-12 15:33
Meditation free yourself from b8s
2020-10-12 15:33
#89
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Germany NotJuan
wtf
2020-10-12 15:34
0/8 bad bait (my life)
2020-10-12 15:32
Wut?
2020-10-12 15:33
My life is a pretty bad bait Starts out well and im having fun, i enjoy doing shit like playing videogames, watching CSGO and stuff, Youtube But in the end, in the next couple of years when i start going to uni, or have to find a job that i 100% wont like, Life will become shit working all day every day for some shit that will make me unhappy I basically got jebaited
2020-10-12 15:34
Life isn't fair man but appreciate what god gives you
2020-10-12 15:35
There is no god And if i knew it was gonna be like this, i would have stayed in the nutsack smh
2020-10-12 15:38
Depends on how you look at it but i'm Christian i do accept your opinion
2020-10-12 15:39
#87
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Germany NotJuan
Ok./8
2020-10-12 15:33
Ok
2020-10-12 15:34
#95
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Europe legal2333
10/8
2020-10-12 15:35
7/8 great in almost all aspects
2020-10-12 15:34
6.5/8
2020-10-12 15:35
#98
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Europe legal2333
4/8
2020-10-12 15:36
its 8/8, especially because im so lazy and not caring
2020-10-12 15:36
Wut? How is that a nice life you rich?
2020-10-12 15:37
yup, i work in hotel business
2020-10-12 15:46
Oh nice
2020-10-12 15:47
number out of a different number
2020-10-12 15:38
Wdym?
2020-10-12 15:39
x/y
2020-10-12 15:54
I'm retarded at math
2020-10-12 15:55
Well, the one thing i need at the moment is love, everything besides that is pretty okay imo, 6/8
2020-10-12 15:39
What kind of love?
2020-10-12 15:40
Long term relationship
2020-10-12 15:40
Ok hope you get one :)
2020-10-12 15:41
6,5/10 i'am neither poor, nor rich, tall, fit and quite good looking (couple girls told me that), smart and emphatic, but, i am good at everything and not great at anything
2020-10-12 15:42
Nice average life :)
2020-10-12 15:43
what is nice about average life?
2020-10-21 09:00
#136
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Finland polly147
alpha
2020-10-12 15:55
to určite
2020-10-12 18:13
7,5/8 Hot gf :D
2020-10-12 15:44
Wat makes your life gud with hot gf?
2020-10-12 15:44
#116
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Serbia TheSerb
Hmm Last year from start to september it was 10/10 had cash moved in to a new house, had a gr8 gf then in september my dads firm got bankrupt my gf dumpes me and i stagnated with my studies (uni) so it went form 10/10 to 2/10 From then i picked it up worked out alot changed job to my profession (fitness and sport) and the new year started then it got gr8 again found the love of my life working in one of the best fitness centers in my city so its 8/10 now need to earn more to be 10/10
2020-10-12 15:44
Nice man
2020-10-12 15:45
solid 7/8 rn
2020-10-12 15:47
I live in Russia 0/100
2020-10-12 15:47
Why? Financial issues?
2020-10-12 15:48
Political problems, financial problems, architectural problems, problems in international relations, problems in domestic politics. Dumb president. lol, I got a job as a lecturer at the institute, I work 6 days a week for 9 hours for $ 600
2020-10-12 15:49
Ok
2020-10-12 15:51
#139
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
lol, at least you dont live in brazil
2020-10-12 15:57
Russia = Brazil
2020-10-12 15:57
#144
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
this made me fell a little more happy, ty
2020-10-12 15:58
5/8
2020-10-12 15:50
Alahu Akbar
2020-10-12 15:51
#129
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Namibia doggc
9/10. would be 10/10 if my penis is few inches bigger.
2020-10-12 15:53
Weird but why???
2020-10-12 15:53
#134
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Namibia doggc
I'm black and I'm disqualified in JAV casting because i only have 7 inches. Anyway, I'm living the best of my life here in Japan, too bad I did not make it to porn.
2020-10-12 15:55
So you planing to be pornstar?
2020-10-12 15:57
#143
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Namibia doggc
No, I love my work. it's just for fun and personal achievement if I star in 1 or 2 JAV porn.
2020-10-12 15:58
Oh ok
2020-10-12 15:59
flair checks out
2020-10-18 04:16
#132
REZ | 
Mexico PS4
2/8 only thing i enjoy in life is baiting in hltv, and playing ps4 with my friends but now they dont play. i dont know what i will do when i get perma ban
2020-10-12 15:54
Whatgames you play on ps then?
2020-10-12 15:57
#142
REZ | 
Mexico PS4
rn rocket league and nba2k20( because i enjoy playing them solo), i play more but they are better with friends r6, minecraft, etc
2020-10-12 15:58
Ok
2020-10-12 16:00
#148
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
create a secondary account and use if your main got deleted
2020-10-12 16:00
This is my 2nd :)
2020-10-12 16:01
#153
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
SAD!!!
2020-10-12 16:02
Why?
2020-10-12 16:02
#157
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
because you reply yourself with a 2nd account, is like fallenzera asking about fallenzera
2020-10-12 16:03
Liquidbestteamna
2020-10-12 16:04
#162
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
what?
2020-10-12 16:04
Main :)
2020-10-12 16:05
#165
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
wait, so PS4 is the thrid?
2020-10-12 16:05
No
2020-10-12 16:06
#168
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
so you bait when you say PS4 is your alt?
2020-10-12 16:06
Not necessarily a b8
2020-10-12 16:08
#172
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
why you lie to me :'(, at least whe have a good conversation
2020-10-12 16:08
Sorry brazillian
2020-10-12 16:09
#176
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
its ok bro, you dont need to say sorry, its all ok :D
2020-10-12 16:10
#177
REZ | 
Mexico PS4
no men
2020-10-12 16:10
#179
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
4?
2020-10-12 16:11
#183
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Mexico MEXlCO
no nt
2020-10-12 16:14
#184
REZ | 
Mexico PS4
+1
2020-10-12 16:15
#185
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
edit: PS4 put +1, so i will put +1 too
2020-10-12 16:16
#186
REZ | 
Mexico PS4
+1
2020-10-12 16:18
8/8 mibr fan 😂😂
2020-10-12 15:55
#137
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Argentina druwugs
I guess 8/10, life is good and compared to how it was last year, it is really good.
2020-10-12 15:55
7/10 just wanna finish school and start earning $
2020-10-12 15:59
Nice what are you planning to be then? After finishing school and university
2020-10-12 16:00
Software engineer.
2020-10-12 16:01
Let's hope it goes well :)
2020-10-12 16:02
thanks :)))
2020-10-12 16:04
#175
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
good luck friend
2020-10-12 16:09
#158
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Denmark Patreon
8/8 dj 36k$/m
2020-10-12 16:03
Nice
2020-10-12 16:05
9/10 will be 10/10 when i buy my own apartments
2020-10-12 16:04
#166
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Denmark KalasYoP
7/10 Last year 9/10 Corona canceled my 3 of my trips abroad. No Italy, No Croatia, No Bosnia. Corona canceled my birthday plans. Could have been worse though
2020-10-12 16:05
Would be 10/10 without corona
2020-10-12 16:07
#173
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Denmark KalasYoP
fuck corona!
2020-10-12 16:09
#181
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
+1
2020-10-12 16:11
3/8
2020-10-12 16:10
6/8
2020-10-12 16:13
#187
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United Kingdom sslemons
I think if you're privileged enough to be browsing hltv, you're probably at 6 at minimum
2020-10-12 16:20
10/10...my girlfriends father recently passed and he was a wealthy man/business owner...he owned 12 gas stations....numerous properties as well as 10 homes in the phoenix area and a butt load of automobiles...he left her 30million which she should receive at the first of the year...she plans to sell off all his assets so its not a burden to her...the gas stations alone go for 1-2million each...she is slovenian and wants to retire somewhere in europe but i want to stay in the states...so yeah i guess my life doesnt suck
2020-10-12 16:24
send me skins
2020-10-12 16:47
are you gonna live with her?
2020-10-18 04:18
yes and eventually get married...
2020-10-18 17:02
dont get ur hopes up women are pretty unpredictable but gl and hopefully she accepts
2020-10-18 17:02
she has been asking me for the last 2 years to marry her....
2020-10-18 17:11
9.5/10, i fucking love my life, i pretty much have everything i want and its getting better and better day by day, ofc you need to work on your personal development and on your social skills to feel like this.You can't do nothing all day and expect to have a good life, everyone who has no friends, no social life, no goals, no plans for the future etc is because of him.
2020-10-12 16:26
7.5/8 i think im have good life mens))
2020-10-12 16:41
#198
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Denmark Zaerdna
0/10
2020-10-12 16:42
0/10
2020-10-12 16:45
#202
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Czech Republic VetriX_
7.5/10
2020-10-12 16:48
9/10 21 y/o High 5 figure /Near 6 figure job in Healthcare Own house Own car No Debt 10/10 Health Live in Great country (not everyone agrees, but compared to third world shithole I’m originally from i can’t complain) Only thing is grill, no grill. only family and friends and all are male. That makes me sad once in a while. Everything else i can’t complain
2020-10-12 17:21
steak
2020-10-12 20:27
Yeah I'm pretty much in the same boat, I'll probably be able to retire by the time I'm 35 and I'm already engaged. My life was pretty mediocre a few years back but now I'm so happy with everything I have.
2020-10-13 12:23
0/8 21yr old earning 100K in healthcare (need exzperience + degree). Could have said trader or investor or businessman and then I would have believed you
2020-10-13 14:49
+1
2020-10-13 16:27
Well let me explain lol. I’m an Emergency Medical Technician- Paramedic. I Work as a Contractor. Oh less you forget we’re in the middle of a PANDEMIC. Where healthcare workers especially travel Medics are in super high demand. The contracts the company i work for gets are ridiculous and range from government contracts, Schools, manufacturing plants, etc. and I also work FUCKTON hours 100 hours a week. No one has “experience” with pandemic, so if you’re a paramedic that’s all you need. A paramedic license is not a degree. You just need to go to paramedic school which is 2 years. One year is classroom stuff the other year is clinicals in Emergency Room or field (on the road) setting. Went to paramedic school straight from Highschool.
2020-10-16 19:37
#206
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Netherlands WitnessMe
6.7/10
2020-10-12 17:29
3.77/8
2020-10-12 17:32
#208
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Ecuador Ageless
7/8
2020-10-12 17:32
#209
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China CantBanMe
7/10
2020-10-12 17:32
#212
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Poland dziad5
9/10
2020-10-12 18:16
I am at a break of my studies, just a minute later i will brew a green tea and go back for them (i mean the lessons). for now 5/8 i guess.
2020-10-12 20:04
#215
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United States syrup_god
4/8
2020-10-12 20:04
9/10
2020-10-12 20:26
10/10
2020-10-12 20:30
Thats the best answer, just enjoy your life, you've got the opportunity to live
2020-10-13 22:53
yeah, just a cool diner can fix any problem in your life
2020-10-13 23:02
6/10 All 4 points are taken out because I live in Turkey. I live in Istanbul, I love my parents, I'm studying at one of the best colleges in my country, I have a shit ton of friends and I'm not poor by Turkish standards.
2020-10-12 23:04
#225
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
lol -4 points because yu live in turkey?
2020-10-13 07:00
YES! People are shit, the economy is even more shit so those shitty people are always scamming each other. I have no rights and might get jailed if I call out Erdogan with a weak-ass insult like "fool" on social media I'll get jailed.
2020-10-13 10:58
#228
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Armenia Yerevan
Lol.
2020-10-13 11:58
pain. I'll legally marry you if you want U.S. citizenship but you're paying me hefty dividends
2020-10-17 09:50
No thanks. I'm smart enough to get myself out of this and find a good job in Europe.
2020-10-17 10:49
#229
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Armenia Yerevan
7/8 Other than me having alot of stress from studies things are going pretty well.
2020-10-13 11:59
0/8
2020-10-13 12:01
Why?
2020-10-13 12:04
Everyone hates me!
2020-10-13 12:10
Make good friends
2020-10-13 12:50
i dont
2020-10-18 04:20
Honestly, 10/10 Absolutely fucking love my life, I feel so motivated and I'm surrounded by people I love.
2020-10-13 12:12
I'd say 9/10 or even 9.5/10 there are just some little pieces missing, but they won't change the whole image, even if I had them truly happy
2020-10-13 12:21
5/10
2020-10-13 12:21
6/8
2020-10-13 12:23
3/8 would be more, but I'm hopelessly in love with my straight best friend who sees me like a brother.
2020-10-13 12:27
Gay?
2020-10-18 17:35
Unfortunately, yes.
2020-10-19 12:20
Why unfortunately?
2020-10-19 12:54
I didn't choose to be this way, and it fucking sucks to have such strong feelings for someone who will never reciprocate them :/
2020-10-19 13:37
I mean, there are other gays and a lot of times straight ppl experience the exact same thing...
2020-10-19 18:05
2/8
2020-10-13 12:31
1/8
2020-10-13 14:22
i'd say 8/10, pretty much everything in order, i have a girlfriend, i have a job which i like, even sometimes gets frustrating because some clientes are a mess with the typical "i need this for yesterday", one day after we did planification... but it's part of it. The only thing i would like to have better resolved is having my family closer (distances in Chile are TOO long).
2020-10-13 14:23
Objectively 6/8 Content and happiness? 3/8 Just feel meh. Mediocre. Money and family is the only good thing tbh. For some that is everything but it really isn't. Few friends, socially isolated and social anxiety. No relationships. Does bring you down and I find it hard to commit to getting stuff done. Often lazy etc.
2020-10-13 14:26
#257
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Europe H1P_STER
5/8
2020-10-13 14:31
#259
OK | 
Europe B0OMER
3/8 could have done a lot more things in my life but my lifestyle is shit
2020-10-13 14:50
What happen to you
2020-10-13 14:55
#275
OK | 
Europe B0OMER
i sleep ~4 hours per day, im skinny af, pale face and people think im sick or something although im 100% healthy lol.
2020-10-13 16:02
Ok and which one of these apart from maybe 4 hours of sleep stops you from doing anything you want?
2020-10-18 17:37
#443
OK | 
Europe B0OMER
When I sleep 4 hours per day that means I gotta nap after school and I nap for 5 hours usually, so I miss whole day, because of my looks im not confident to do anything more than I have to
2020-10-23 09:53
5/8, I'm blessed to have parents who care for me but I still need to learn many major life skills, and I don't really know what to do for a career yet
2020-10-13 14:54
What are you good at
2020-10-13 14:55
Organization/management I think, I just got my first official job so we'll see if those skills actually shine through (:
2020-10-13 18:30
#264
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Ukraine W1ldHunt
6/8
2020-10-13 14:57
#265
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Europe Nuskel
4/8
2020-10-13 14:59
#267
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Sweden go0s3
4/8 rn.. 2 years ago maybe 7/8
2020-10-13 15:02
I cant even tell, it could be that I am happy all the time or so sad that I don't even care anymore. I know it sounds dumb but I have no Idea if I would rate my life 2/8 or 6/8. From an objective standpoint: I only have very few friends, no girlfriend and don't like talking to people in general, my mom is alcoholic and my sister has some form of mental illness, I don't know for how long my mom has been drinking and I don't know if its correlated. Also my dad is a borderline pedophile. On the other hand I am very grateful for living in Germany, both my parents having stable jobs and having a house. None of my close family members have died, all my grandparents, uncles and aunts are still alive. From a subjective standpoint i really don't know. I am not the best in school, bad with people, way too insecure, when I am in school or somewhere else around people I would give my life a 1/8 without a doubt just because I feel so shit, but as soon as I come home I just get into this neutral state where I don't know if I am happy or sad, I cant remember the last time I cried and again I cant tell if its because I am just not sad or for some other reason. It feels like I express all my negative emotions through anger.
2020-10-13 15:14
wanna queue faceit? we can talk there
2020-10-18 04:21
Currently a 5/10. Sadly a big part of that grade is not something I can fix at the moment.
2020-10-13 15:42
6.5/8 I have everything one could want from life at 18, yet i still want to put a bullet through my head.
2020-10-13 16:04
#281
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Turkey yunus06
somedays -10/10 someday 10/10 but in general 6/10
2020-10-13 16:37
At least 7/8 I’m happy to live in the best country
2020-10-13 16:43
Wut makes you think that :(
2020-10-13 16:45
Cuz life is straight chillin so I’m happy with life
2020-10-13 16:54
You must be very happy
2020-10-13 16:55
I am hope u are too
2020-10-13 16:59
Not that good man my school is...
2020-10-13 17:01
boring , one thing im happy my family is healthy thats all i have to get more out of the house been playing to much , maybe after corona heard escorts got top earnings now during corona =))
2020-10-13 17:27
#292
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Europe XXXPAK1
I live alone with my dad he is toxic af i dont have anyone who can help me with my problems so 2 or 3
2020-10-13 22:21
0/8 shit person, only one friend complicated relationship but they're the only person I talk to throughout the day, horrible mental health, very stupid person
2020-10-13 22:38
I'd give it like a 6/8, but it feels like a 2. Objectively it's good - I have a job, I have money, I live in a good, comfortable country, I havea good relationship with my parents, I have a few close friends and a few more casual friends. The only issue is that none of it makes me happy, but that's not really my life's fault.
2020-10-13 22:40
doing my last semester in shanghai to graduate there so i cant complain
2020-10-13 22:41
5/10
2020-10-13 22:43
6/8 some shit parts but would do it all again. (maybe fix a couple stuffs)
2020-10-13 22:47
5
2020-10-13 22:47
8/8
2020-10-13 22:51
#305
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Serbia Bazy200
terrible but i dont worry it will be eaven more terrible
2020-10-13 22:52
3/8
2020-10-13 23:08
#310
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Georgia SBC|SG_TS
0.000000000000000000001/8
2020-10-17 09:35
10/10
2020-10-17 09:43
7/8 rich, own flat, not addicted to anything, tattoos, sex everyday and everytime i want
2020-10-17 09:44
7.8/8. I'm a good looking kid, have hot gf, make bread, and have a large pp. 18 and don't have my license tho lmfao so -.2 xD
2020-10-17 09:48
4/8
2020-10-17 10:01
could be better but im lazy
2020-10-17 10:07
#317
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Germany R1AN
4/8
2020-10-17 10:09
Guys dont be so critical for yourself.. If your health is ok-good, you are from ok-good country, your mind is functioning as a it should for normal people, your life is already good, at least 5-6/10, above average. If you are not happy, you dont have job, money, gf/bf, you should try to work towards those things, dont say you are worthless or smth. Enjoy small things, they will give you the positivity to work harder.
2020-10-17 10:10
#364
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Faroe Islands AdNauseam
well done mate
2020-10-18 18:48
#319
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Turkey beyazadam
yarrak gibi
2020-10-17 10:10
8/10 I have good parents, good house, good family, good money condition, a PC, a phone, a room, a bed, internet, good food and live in a country that even though is not the best, people here is very affective with eachother. I just think i could do more... i find myself so lazy recently... quarentine fucked my emotional state and made me lost all my motivation to anything, I hope i become the normal Raphael I'm as soon as the shiet is over...
2020-10-17 10:12
7/8 perfect except i would like to have a girlfriend, i never had one
2020-10-17 10:21
7/8 without having ever had a girlfriend lmaoooooooooooooooo I had a girlfriend when I was 6 and almost every year since... and you are like what... 20+ and havent even had a girlfriend lmaoooo
2020-10-18 17:04
1.- im 15 2.- u can be happy without girlfriend 3.- having girlfriend with 6 years old is not a real girlfriend 4.- everyone can have a girlfriend if they're desperate enough
2020-10-18 18:06
I have had a girlfriend ever since I was 6.... learn english.... I am 17 now and I dont have a girlfriend, but I could if I wanted too.... and if you have never had a girlfriend and ur 15, no girls are interrested in u.... But 7/8 when u live in Kazakhstan........................... xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
2020-10-18 18:58
and should my life be bad only because girls are not interested in me? why are you trying to make me feel bad or something?
2020-10-18 21:02
nah I am sure ur living 10/10 over there in Kazakh.... top 1 country, have fun m8
2020-10-19 12:05
sorry mister best country norway, i forgot u can only be happy in rich countries
2020-10-19 15:00
you might be one of those 17 years olds who are mentally stuck into their 6-10
2020-10-19 12:09
6-10? U good?
2020-10-19 12:25
Currently, I'm completely fine, but things could go waaaay better Thanks for asking tho
2020-10-19 12:26
8/8
2020-10-17 10:21
xddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
2020-10-18 17:03
9/8?
2020-10-18 18:00
#325
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India skyl4rk
Need a life to rate it :(
2020-10-17 10:42
#329
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United Kingdom 230IQUSER
-8/8
2020-10-17 20:50
2020-10-17 21:35
1/8
2020-10-18 03:56
atm 7/8
2020-10-18 04:05
3/10 Which is disappointing because a) I never was a nerdy kid b) I was one of the first to get a girlfriend c) I never give up no matter if I play cards, table tennis or computer games
2020-10-18 04:08
being a nerdy kid has no correlation to one having a bad life
2020-10-19 05:00
3/8
2020-10-18 04:22
really bad, i wanna kms sometimes and im forever angry and bored and lethargic
2020-10-18 04:31
4/8
2020-10-18 04:32
8/8, currently feeling thank you
2020-10-18 04:34
#345
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United States Zysyphian
about a 7/8, very good, but theres always room for improvement.
2020-10-18 04:40
50/100 Nothing to be proud of, nothing to be ashamed of. I will work on ranking up a lot next 10 years though.
2020-10-18 13:32
ranking up in mm or faceit?
2020-10-19 04:59
3\8
2020-10-18 17:08
#354
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Finland KieZuZ
7/8 Everything is well but first years are hard with small kids.
2020-10-18 17:14
stay strong my finnish brother!
2020-10-19 04:59
del
2020-10-18 17:49
5/10 getting better Pog
2020-10-18 17:52
nice PagChomp
2020-10-19 04:58
my knife is breadknife 6/8
2020-10-18 18:04
5/8
2020-10-18 18:11
3/8
2020-10-18 18:14
oof/8
2020-10-18 18:53
6/8
2020-10-18 18:55
2/8 you get what you deserve, faggot
2020-10-18 18:59
#370
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Hong Kong shmilx
3/8, slightly below average in most respects other than money
2020-10-18 19:48
#371
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Germany N4ime
7/10 Reasons: pros: - Many friends with good relationships to them - doing good in school, i have no worries regarding my future perspectives - Quiet motivated atm, going to the gym regulary for the past 2 years. - More confidant than ever before cons. - Not able to get the girl i wanted, even though i was so close...(That also happened 2 years ago with the same person) - IDK why but i have sleeping issues atm, maybe i should visit the doc soon. - My stomach hurts and idk why :( Quiet optimistic that it will get even better in the future, working very hard on that atm.^^
2020-10-18 20:17
It's fucking bad
2020-10-18 20:19
My life is like a blown car tire, its going but the way its going it might as well stop
2020-10-18 20:22
probably a 5-6/8 got a great life with everything sorted out for me (parents have the very big money) however, my relationship to my parents is extremely vague. did get a girlfriend tho, which is pretty nice
2020-10-18 20:24
Pog
2020-10-18 21:04
I wish I can go back 5 years back. I want to keep the focus on study and finish it. I wasted too much time.(Taking breaks) If I can start over then I want to go back to age 5 or 6.
2020-10-19 04:42
5/10
2020-10-19 04:50
7/8 I honestly can't complain. I could complain about stuff but really, why? If now is not the time to be happy, then when is? Rather realize that my life is good enough instead of wasting your life attempting to achieve impossible perfection.
2020-10-19 04:56
#386
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Philippines Budz
1.5/8 I live in a fucking third world country.
2020-10-19 05:15
10/10. I spent all day with my girlfriend today. I liked it a lot and I'm 100% sure she liked it too. and FURIA won IEM New York NA. couldn't be better! just had the best day of my life :)
2020-10-19 05:34
6/10, if i get a job, would be a easy 8/10.
2020-10-19 05:43
not bad but not good either, could be way better 6/10
2020-10-19 12:07
7/10 Im happy but I think Im a bit boring. I dont do much outside of studying, meeting friends and going to the gym.
2020-10-19 12:07
personally 5/10, objectively on global scale 9/10
2020-10-19 12:17
#402
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Brunei cyLoL
10/8 not have trump in Brunei
2020-10-19 12:31
#403
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United Kingdom Brehnfred
6/10 2020 has sucked man lost family, my pet dog and my girlfriend but its opened my eyes to so much more just applied to go to America next year if covid fucks off and uni for next year as well because I really want to study animal sciences wish me luck guys be positive and don't hold grudges! <3
2020-10-19 12:37
i'm studying topics that i care, learning new languages, finishing engineering degree, on the road to work from home and about something that the sky is the limit. actually work just 48hrs managing a hotel at the end of a week, so i have the whole week to do what i want. (the job don't pay so much, but it help me to survive, and left over some money. i think i am on the right road, and a road that i choose and think is right. 6.75/10 because i know how much better it can be improve mentallity improve physically ... healthy life and it will be veryy nice.
2020-10-19 12:40
obs: i'm not that fat, i just don't play football as much as i do before so i don't practice anything more
2020-10-19 12:41
3/8
2020-10-19 12:57
5/8 What do you think about my art? imgur.com/gallery/WWS1iB9
2020-10-19 14:59
#413
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Canada Droidd
8/8 I've never felt better
2020-10-19 15:02
7/8
2020-10-19 15:24
#417
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Bulgaria Jaganci
3/8
2020-10-19 18:07
1/10
2020-10-19 19:28
0/8
2020-10-19 19:47
-5/10
2020-10-20 10:10
8
2020-10-20 10:12
-10/10
2020-10-20 10:13
6/8
2020-10-20 10:17
9/10 im fine
2020-10-20 13:02
#430
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Spain Scar98
5/8
2020-10-20 13:03
6/8
2020-10-21 08:51
around 7/8. but that just my personal opinion
2020-10-21 09:07
currently 6/8 generally 1/8
2020-10-21 09:17
lol many bad lifes here lulw ez 8/8 cry is free
2020-10-21 13:48
8.5/10
2020-10-21 14:06
#440
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Algeria abdodz32
-15/8
2020-10-21 14:08
5/8
2020-10-22 10:48
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2.10
Nexus
1.70
Copenhagen Flames
1.01
Lilmix
15.70
Russian Canadians
2.56
Rebirth
1.48
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