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I just made half my sc think i was gonna kill myself.
hallzerk | 
Norway 1Benjiii 
I've been extremely depressed lately and drinking a lot alone. Today i (while drunk) i decided to ask the people who mattered to me how long it would take for them to notice if i died. A lot of them got seriously worried. I got half my class knocking on my apartements door because of it. A lot of people got extremely worried and i feel 1% better. If any of you mens wanna add me, my username is; benjiii247
2020-10-30 23:29
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United Kingdom Terry18
I'm very depressed aswell but alcohol will only add to your problems mens))) Stay safe my brazzer <3
2020-10-30 23:31
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Stay safe brazzer, people care about you, no matter how insignificant those words might seem. <3
2020-10-30 23:32
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zhokiNg | 
Finland )))
nice lies
2020-10-30 23:45
atleast you got half a class to care about you.... you should be happy
2020-10-30 23:33
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I got absolutely no reason to be depressed these days, yet still i am. I have done despicable things in the past when i was younger, i am going to be a massive dissapointement and i realise i am worthless. ly mens)
2020-10-30 23:37
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i didn't take biology but i remember reading about some kind of reasons for depression like Early childhood trauma and Brain structure among other stuff... u should take therapist help and consult from some doctor too
2020-10-30 23:42
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I haven't had horrible stuff done to me, i was just a psychopath of a child.
2020-10-30 23:43
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dont drink... it affects ur mental health other than that idk... umm also listen to good music (my therapy hehe)
2020-10-30 23:46
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I listen to music as often as i can, good music aswell. Music has been a big part of my life, and will be till the end. Music is the best therapy!
2020-10-30 23:49
Nice prank
2020-10-30 23:38
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Pranks are retarded
2020-10-30 23:42
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Well you pranked them retard
2020-10-30 23:42
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By asking how long it would take for them to notice that i was dead?
2020-10-30 23:43
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Yes
2020-10-30 23:44
People really care about you men))) us in hltv are your friends too))))))
2020-10-30 23:38
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I love the hltv mens aswell)
2020-10-30 23:42
Go see a doctor? Meds are working if administred properly and for a reasonable amount of time
2020-10-30 23:46
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All the people i know who are on anti-depressants say they just make you feel empty. Does not sound tempting. They made one of my friends a drug addict.
2020-10-30 23:50
smoke some weed and laugh at shit then eat food life is great
2020-10-30 23:48
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Would smoke weed, but i am afraid i'll be tested soon. Last time i tried it i didn't even get high...
2020-10-30 23:51
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That happens to my friend even if he smokes like 5x what i smoke hes not even affected
2020-10-31 00:13
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Life fucking sucks. Any other cheap dugs you recommend?
2020-10-31 00:23
How can you even be depressed when you have friends..
2020-10-30 23:51
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I have friends, i get attention from girls, i am, doing great at school while doing 0 work. I shouldn't be depressed, yet i am. There is no recipe for depression just as there is no recpe for hapiness.
2020-10-30 23:58
life is shit, there's no need to hide it but it makes all the good things look better <3
2020-10-30 23:52
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Have a lot of good things going, but certain things i cannot change. Those things break me to the absolute zero.
2020-10-31 00:00
Add me on snapchat you fucking degenerates: Benjiii247
2020-10-31 00:08
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