nah keep going what can possibly go wrong
yes you are risking with ur life
BCAA is waste of money. Whey protein + everything you eat contains more than enough bcaa, instead buy multivitamin like animal pak. So creatine, multivitamin, fish oil, and 2 scoops of whey (50g protein) a day is great.
And please do not take steroids if you dont want to keep on taking them your whole life. If it is no problem for you, for the rest of your life you can do it, you will get bald real fast, your face will look like in your 50s like you are 80+.
And remember, there is no "only one cicle". After you do your first cycle you will have the voice in your head that you made so much progress in 3 months, why shouldn't you do it again. If you don't you will lose 80% of your muscle you gained, and gain fat rapidly. + You won't be able to get it up for a 2-3 months, so buy kamagra or viagra until your body starts making testosterone by itself again.
Never take steroids, insted of bcaa buy multivitamin, the other supplements are great.
If youre body building to be more attractive then u may have body dysmorphia. Most women (men if youre gay) dont find a ridiculously stacked body attractive.
If you dont give a shit about all that its still important to ask why you are considering steroids. Most of the time its not worth it given the health drawbacks as well as the fact that you likely wont be able to come off them once you see the gains you can make with them. You wont want to lose that. So unless you are competing in bodybuilding and really wanna win its probably not worth it.
you sound dedicated so you can achieve a very good body if you adjust your goals and stop comparing to those who are on the juice
What did joe rogan tell you