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I was high and then I saw a thread about a dead girl on a russian stream and I watched it to confirm if it was a bait or not and since then I haven't been able to sleep. D: D:
Why don't you throw flashbang at yourself then?
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How is that gonna help?
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To blind your eye from seeing that thread
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Isn't it a bit too late?
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Yes
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wtf mens
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And also how are you having nightmares from that
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I can't call it a nightmare. I just feel pissed off after seeing that
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Wow you can't sleep from stuff like that i read this weird shit m.imgur.com/gallery/kVYFI every night and still have a nice sleep
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These things don't affect me while I'm sober, but when I'm not I can see what it can do.
lol
grrr
you see corpses in csgo everyday man
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true
thats why i avoid taking stuff that increases estrogens and take stuff that increases testosterone and i dont have any problems looking at bestgore or 4chan
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When I was like 15 some retard on steam sent me gory videos.
Back then I didn't know what liveleak even was.
First video was a kid who jumped off a cliff and hit the edge of rocks or something before landing into water. His face was split open vertically across the face, and then in the hospital the doctors are recording him and pulling his face open to show the camera. That kid then died like 2 days later.
Then the other time he sent me a video of the cartel executing two snitches I think. One with a chainsaw and one with a dagger.
That shit stuck with me. But then I also ended up watching those HD ISIS execution videos which I thought were fake cuz of the video quality...but it was fucked.
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These things don't affect me while I'm sober, but when I'm not I can see what it can do.
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If they don't affect you then you've already become accustomed to it.
Thats what human brain does, it adapts -- even in the most severe form of traumas.
I feel like part of my fkin innocence got lost, but at the same time it was maybe important to see the reality and how fucked a lot of the world is.
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One can understand that the world is a horrible place without having to subject yourself to something like watching humans suffer under horrible conditions. I am not expert, but compartmentalising something like that and writing it off as 'getting perspective' or 'understanding how the world works' shouldn't be something to strive towards.
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Thing is sometimes knowing won't have the same effect.
If you read up on people suffering in say Syria, you'd be like oh damn that's sad.
But if you actually watch footage of how people live and what they're going through, despite it being horrible and making u feel like shit, it will just help you empathize like you should.
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You make a good point. Often I look at the news and because I've been so compartmentalised by the constant 'SHOCKING' stories around the world, I often forget that this is happening to real people. Yet, I would still advise against seeking out videos such as the ones described you, because I simply don't think it is good for your mental health; having perspective on these issues is fine, but becoming desensitised to them by the sheer amount that you watch them isn't.
In my opinion, humans must hold a certain amount of 'disgust' for these things, and I believe that personally, overloading your brain with such gory imagery will make you apathetic to these things, rather than sympathetic.
This does not mean that I believe we shouldn't at least see what is happening, but doing this for the sole sake of trying to gain perspective seems wrong to me.
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mmgh
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ive seen all of em you mentioned
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I did after the second video.
Mofos name was "bob the builder" too like he was some innocent nice dude
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lool
Back then liveleak has a lot of those gorey videos but it seems like they don't have those anymore, only bestg0re has it nowadays but I'm not even sure if the site is safe, it seems like a dark web, not even sure if ISP is monitoring me
can you send link of that vid? i want to see
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Thanks, it was sad, mabye this could give me negative thoughts about the people in my life rn and people that can be in my life in the future (my wife, my kids etc.) i think i can stay strong. hopefully you dont have to experience trauma from that
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That's really sad, but why is he streaming at that time? And how did she die?
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My god, what the fuck is this? smh
.io lol use .org or .com
Just convert to Hinduism and then you can say she reincarnated
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I'd rather not follow any kind of religion
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Can confirm
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oops, i just saw multiple news article and saw no info of pepperspray. i guess i got wrong info from the popular hltv thread that was deleted.
EDIT: she did get peppersprayed so i wasn't wrong, even worse.
meduza.io/feature/2020/12/02/v-podmoskov..
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Wtf:D wasnt even gore or any "hardcore" stuff. She was already dead when it started. How sensitive can you be if that makes you lose your sleep?
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cute l9l l3l k5l
wtf link
Doubt the pepper spray or cold killed her probably drugs like George Floyd
Well, man, this is a modern life. What people don't do these days to make a hype. And as you can see, things even get to such a cunt.
Just report Anime4life so the stupid admins can ban me again for no fucking reason and then you can rest easy knowing you got the greatest HLTV user of all time banned
>haven't been able to sleep
lul
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