dont feel bad buddy, this is the impression that unfortunatelly the toxic comunity managed to bring...
Actually your post is good, so you can see that there is also"normal and cool" ppl from Brazil.
I wanna also go back to Brazil soon as possible, there is over 3 years that i dont go back home to see my family.
But im afraid with this pandemic, my wife is preg and there is a lot of restrictions for travelling, so im afraid that it will block me somehow to come back, even being also European citizen... maybe Jun next year will be the opportunity.
And you will love Brazil buddy, there is great things to do there, cool ppl. There is also some Youtube channels like travelling that shows how we are in fact.