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I think im mentally ill
KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded 
Im pretty sure im capable of pretty heinous things and im having pretty damn dark thoughts on a regular basis, i feel like a time bomb. Fuck
2021-01-15 21:58
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I have imagined punching and beating the shit out of people for the last 20 years. Never done it. Probably somewhat normal.
2021-01-15 22:00
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#73
Rob4 | 
Serbia e_loK
Yes it is normal Those thought even have a name which i forgot
2021-01-16 09:33
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It's called Intrusive tought
2021-01-17 00:26
just for thinking you could be mentally ill it's already confirmed that you're not, mentally ill people always state they're not, once you're aware of it you're safe edit: have a wonderful day =D
2021-01-15 22:02
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That's depending on the mental illness
2021-01-15 22:04
#23
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Slovakia sniks
So if u have clinical depression and u know about it (how couldn't you) u are ok?
2021-01-15 22:07
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are depressed people mentally ill? i think depression has to do with the "messy chemicals" in the brain but just for the fact of the brain be working fine with thoughts is enough to say it's healthy i guess, imo tho idk anything about it hehe
2021-01-15 22:09
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its a mood disorder, not a mental illness
2021-01-15 22:29
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ye, mood that comes from bad thoughts coming from a working mind
2021-01-15 22:31
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#74
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Slovakia sniks
+1
2021-01-16 22:55
#64
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
Depression is just an emotion alike any other, "manic depressives" cannot choose whether they feel depressed or not due to the chemical imbalance in the brain. If the OP is a victim of mental illness, then that will explain the chemical imbalance. Antidepressants help provide, albeit temporarily, the necessary chemicals to counter depression, usually serotonin.
2021-01-15 22:32
Controlling your desires is a huge superpower.
2021-01-15 22:02
stop watching porn
2021-01-15 22:02
Most people have pretty disturbing thoughts over the years in their life. Overall it's nothing to worry about, acting them out however is. But if you never have and don't have the impulse to, then I think you are in the clear.
2021-01-15 22:02
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#26
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
Thoughts are thoughts, they cannot hurt you or anybody else, they just exist both on a subconscious and conscious level. "Intrusive thoughts OCD": mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/obses.. <-- Is the impulsive urge to have unwanted, uncontrollable thoughts at the whim of the victim suffering with said illness. I've had it for well over a decade now and it doesn't go away ever. That being said, what you state is still true and there is no guarantee the OP suffers with this very illness, it is just assumed because of the text present.
2021-01-15 22:08
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Yes very true :) I've had them too, feel very weird afterwards but it happens to a lot of people.
2021-01-15 22:18
Link is good btw, I didn't really know how to word it but your explanation helped :)
2021-01-15 22:25
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#55
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
Glad to be of assistance to you, friend. :D If you ever need anything, hopefully I'll be able to assist you with it. :)
2021-01-15 22:27
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Ah cheers Jonty :D
2021-01-15 22:28
flag
2021-01-15 22:03
Maybe you are just a sociopath which isnt that bad. Being sociopath can be a rly good thing. Girls tend to be obsessed with sociopaths soye
2021-01-15 22:03
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
I dont know, i always thought myself as a emphatic person. Always loved animals etc so im for sure not a psychopath, feels like a screw is loose
2021-01-15 22:06
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Yes but a psychopath is different then sociopath tho.
2021-01-15 22:08
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Yea i just thought both of them as people unable to feel compassion
2021-01-15 22:11
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dont listen to this guy, he got no idea what hes talking about
2021-01-15 22:25
yh life seems kind of meaningless and empty now, it seems more bad than good
2021-01-15 22:04
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
Having bad thoughts doesn't make you a bad person, acting on them does. You are not a bad person and you are certainly not one because you assume yourself to be mentally ill, that just makes you unique on multiple layers, friend. :) Always remember that you are unique in this world, mentally ill or not, friend. <3
2021-01-15 22:05
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Thank you bud :)
2021-01-15 22:09
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#33
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
If you ever need anything at all, please do not hesitate to PM me, friend. :) You are not alone in this world and do not be afraid to ask for help if you need it.
2021-01-15 22:11
usually most people think of violent things every once in a while, if you are really scared that you will act out or are already acting out on minor things, maybe try seeing a therapist, really they help a lot, maybe also try find a hobby (take up painting it really helped me through dark times) really just anything or anyone that takes your mind off it (except drugs and alcohol) will help you a lot, i hope you feel better soon mate! :)
2021-01-15 22:07
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Thank you, ive been thinking about therapist but kinda worried ill just leave key parts of my mind out of shame
2021-01-15 22:10
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really don't worry about that, therapists don't make you forget, they make you accept what happens and try helping with coping mechanism, remember therapists are always there for you, no matter what, they care about you and your emotions a lot i think what you are missing is something to do, i'm not sure if in Albania you are in lock down but if you are i can understand how bored you must be, like i suggested earlier try taking a hobby up, take it slowly and steady and you should see an improvement in your mental well being :)
2021-01-15 22:16
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Yes its very boring now, i always wanted to learn a new language. Maybe now its the time!
2021-01-15 22:23
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of course dude! now is the best time to do it, i hope you get on well with it, good luck as always and if you need someone to talk to about anything just pm me :)
2021-01-15 22:25
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#57
KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Thanks 😃
2021-01-15 22:28
u posting here so probably
2021-01-15 22:11
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#48
KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Lol 😂
2021-01-15 22:23
#34
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Europe Nuskel
Well, I for sure don't have those, I can't even identify my thoughts right now.
2021-01-15 22:11
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#47
KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Damn, sounds rough
2021-01-15 22:22
#37
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Netherlands shy_pooper
these thoughts just serve to remind you of how dark human nature can be, its just a bit of nature. Sometimes you have period where you have these thoughts often, sometimes you have period where you dont have them at all, I think is normal.
2021-01-15 22:14
what do you mean by "heinous things" ? do you fantasize about hurting other people?
2021-01-15 22:20
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Yes, extreme violence without motive
2021-01-15 22:22
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probably because of some trauma, frustrations, heartbreak or being bullied. when I'm mad about something, I have these thoughts as well, especially if I'm not in the right mental state. still, I notice most of these thoughts when sitting too much inside the house. if you can't go outside because of the pandemic, try mindfulness meditation. it helps.
2021-01-15 22:37
You are probably muslim since youre from Albania so yes you are sorry
2021-01-15 22:20
youtube.com/watch?v=UkoB-hS1sts Watch this and it’ll all make sense
2021-01-15 22:21
uncontrollable, intrusive and violent thoughts? look up pure ocd and see if it looks familiar
2021-01-15 22:21
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KRIMZ | 
Sweden imded
Will do, thanks
2021-01-15 22:24
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i once had constant thoughts of being a pedophile and hurting people giving me extreme anxiety. it drove me to desperately look for assurance online and i found out there is a disorder like this. gl man
2021-01-15 22:29
#58
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Serbia hitomi79
just a period dude, it'll pass. If you;re old enough- have sex, it relieves the stress, Smoke Marry Jane, that;s why it exists ! I know you guys down south have a very quality sorts :)
2021-01-15 22:28
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2021-01-15 22:31
go and fight serbians
2021-01-15 22:31
yrd
2021-01-15 22:35
Can you example some of your "dark thoughts"?
2021-01-15 22:35
like we all do.
2021-01-15 22:39
#70
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Serbia CoIe47
flag checks out i guess
2021-01-15 22:40
Don't associate yourself with your brain. Usually people who do that are stuck in a loop where they become mentally ill. Believe me, I had a huge episode of dementia when I took too many psychedelics and went into a club. I managed to snap out of it but if I didn't, I would probably be in a psych hospital rn. After that I figured out the brain can be the most powerful weapon, which can backfire if not careful. You're not the person your thoughts say you are. I wouldn't say you're mentally ill since you're aware of your thoughts, so you need just to find something to raise your overall vibration and mood. Keep your mind occupied with things you know are not detrimental for you. Also spend time in nature. It's the natural cure of bad thoughts 100%.
2021-01-15 22:53
The reality of being human is that we are all capable of heinous things. It's easy to dwell on dark things when your mind is unoccupied. I was a lot better off when I was working.
2021-01-15 22:51
Thoughts are just thoughts, it's so big deal since you aren't acting on them. THAT BEING SAID, thoughts are always the cause of actions, so having good thoughts is very important. Your thoughts also effect your hormones and your cells, so your mood and general energy levels / wellbeing is influenced quite a bit. I think you're fine, but put time into trying to control your thoughts and change the negative ones. There are plenty of ressources online, and if those don't work, don't be afraid to go see a doctor. But I really don't think you need to, just try to switch your philosophy in life maybe. The Buddhist ideal of loving all unconditionally is really good here as just by trying to do it you will be having so many positive thoughts which will effect your future thoughts and how dark or positive they are.
2021-01-16 23:04
W
2021-01-17 00:27
just go to crazyshit or liveleak, etc... & read those comments up there, u will find yourself pretty normal compared to those users
2021-01-17 00:33
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