"May I ask ya, did you ever post your photos in the thread dedicated to showing pictures of yourself? I'll tell you I never did, I didn't have good photos at the time."
I didn't, no. When those threads were made, I rarely participated in them and the only time anybody on HLTV saw a picture of me was when Don_Haci leaked it from Facebook after I exposed his arse to the HLTV admins/mods. Following that, several threads were made and I practically deleted every photo I had on Facebook bar a few.
"And I think you're being too harsh on yourself, especially, especially if others have said that you're pretty cute. I bet you can tell when people are lying and saying things to be nice, if they actually did mean it, maybe you're just beating yourself to death?"
I don't whether it is a social-anxiety thing or a lack of vanity thing, I just find myself unattractive... I lack that certain thing to look in the mirror to make yourself look decent - I never did that.