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LIFE SUCKS
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Estonia whosmans 
remembering 10 years ago when life was s1mple and i could just play club penguin and watch phineas and ferb all day, my only worry was buying all of the club penguin items in the catalog before thursday. But now I am only worried about not working hard enough, having to play with idiots on faceit solo, comparing myself to my friends who attend universities like stanford and work for companies like amazon, meanwhile I am bound to be in debt my entire life paying for a university just to work even harder so I can work somewhere I don't even want to work, and yet I still can't find a job at the grocery store either no employer replies so im just im my room with bad thoughts :D thinking about how I will be in even more debt if I can't find a job... where did the simple times go... when did I become so miserable :(
2021-03-05 06:12
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#1
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United States Fule
its called adulthood i feel you man its my first year in it
2021-03-05 06:14
#2
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Finland Eestu
Things will get better mens, now you just got to keep going and live life to its fullest. :)
2021-03-05 06:14
8 replies
#3
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Estonia whosmans
WHEN WILL THINGS GET BETTER NOTHING FEELS GOOD RN NOTHING FEELS LIKE IT WILLBECOME GOOD JUST EVERYTHING GETS HARDER AND HARDER
2021-03-05 06:15
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#12
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Finland Eestu
For me setting up some goals helped and also trying to enjoy the little positive things in life. I felt really hopeless and quite miserable before, since the only thing I did was wake up, do all the necessary things I had to do and then just play games and/or sleep. I started learning a new language (although not an useful one, but still) and set up a goal to properly learn that language. It doesn't have to be anything life changing, but if you have a goal that you want to reach, it gives you a reason to wake up everyday and try to reach it. It's just a matter of finding something that you are genuinely interested in and care about.
2021-03-05 06:27
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#24
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Estonia whosmans
ik what ur saying is right and i'm really trying to make goals for myself but the goals are too painful, I can't settle for less, my mind is hurting as I fail over and over. There is only so much I can bear
2021-03-05 06:45
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#30
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Finland Eestu
I know what you mean and I'm in a quite similar situation myself. The bigger goal that I have in mind is in no way reachable for me at this moment, but I can still work towards this goal and add smaller goals for me to reach along the way and it's something you could try as well if the bigger goal you're trying to reach seems impossible at the moment.
2021-03-05 07:21
try to reach smaller goals that you are able to reach. after you do them, it'll feel better (even by a bit)
2021-03-06 08:48
#56
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Turkey ShooGTr
Time dude... The only thing you have to do is waiting for the opportunity that will make your life much better. You have enough talent and diligence. I know you are working hard, you might be thinking that it doesn't worth it but it does. In the end, you will be as happy as anyone who got through these days :) I'm not trying to use cliche words dude, I mean it, also I know it. Just be patient. gl hf with your shittiest experience xD
2021-03-05 10:53
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#58
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Estonia whosmans
ty, i hope life gets better, but rn it only feels like everything will get worse :/
2021-03-05 23:59
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hoping for u that ur life will get better my friend in the future u will think about this moment and laugh about it
2021-03-06 02:01
#4
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Mexico PS5
true mens, i miss not caring about every single thing, you dont value something until its gone
2021-03-05 06:19
#5
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Brazil AWFenrir
Buddy, maybe it's time to take a break and rethink your goals and dreams. Nothing will make you happier than knowing that you are at least 1 step closer to where you want to be.
2021-03-05 06:19
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#11
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Estonia whosmans
nothing feels enjoyable and nothing feels worth pursuing. I move forward out of pressure, but even if I didn't I would be miserable. I've tried doing nothing, it feels bad. I've tried doing a lot with school, it feels overwhelming. I tried doing a lot with csgo, it went nowhere. IDK what I can do anymore
2021-03-05 06:26
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#48
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Brazil AWFenrir
I know how it is, I was like that a long time ago. What saved me was studying neuroscience and philosophy. Having a sense of how the mind works and learning how to act in situations like this, was what saved me. Don't give up. I know it seems difficult now, but with wisdom you will win. Stay strong, friend.
2021-03-05 09:21
just try your best and learn to not care as much -you exist because your parents had sex. that is all - you are on 1 planet in a universe with trillions of galaxies, potentially multiple universes and simulations calm down
2021-03-05 06:22
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Life advice better than Girl advice ^^
2021-03-05 06:22
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I don't give girl advice, I just shitpost in that regard
2021-03-05 06:31
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So your not TOR. He is actually that thirsty.
2021-03-05 06:32
Just try to find satisfaction in what you are learning and try to feel like you learned something that will help you. It's a great way to feel motivated
2021-03-05 06:22
#9
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Europe SBC|SG_TS
sherlock? IZ DAT IU?
2021-03-05 06:24
Soda makes life better, trust me
2021-03-05 06:26
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#14
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United States poL_aris
pepsi best
2021-03-05 06:30
2 replies
obviously
2021-03-05 06:31
+1 But water is better
2021-03-05 07:53
#13
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Russia VelsVivard
You need someone to cooperate and provide a moral support, things get easier then. Or prepare yourself for radical problem solutions. It's hard but it works.
2021-03-05 06:29
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#59
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Estonia whosmans
all of my friends in university rn, not a single one isn't :/ everyone is so far away and busy meanwhile im alone and miserable with only my awful thoughts to accompany me
2021-03-06 00:01
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#111
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Ecuador Ageless
Come work with me I am dishwasher in USA and we are hiring $11/hr :)
2021-03-06 08:56
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#116
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Estonia whosmans
where do you find dishwasher jobs online? I haven't had much luck with my search for jobs
2021-03-06 09:29
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#127
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Ecuador Ageless
bro just walk into local fancy restaurant, say hola amigo, and they give you uniform and you start washing dishes that night trust me bro the spanish method works 100% of the time (if you do not know spanish things may be rough)
2021-03-06 22:52
I'm in a shitty position myself and I try hard to escape it. We can cooperate and get together, believe me, it's easier when you have someone who's in a similar position and we can get out of it way faster.
2021-03-06 09:02
as in any video game, the difficulty increases as you progress, if you feel that life is hard, well, quit then.
2021-03-05 06:33
4 replies
in video game you can play on easy mode + use cheats
2021-03-05 07:08
3 replies
Cheaters aren't humans
2021-03-05 07:45
Well now you got the hard difficult so deal with it, and if you cheat you might get banned and that is basically game over man.
2021-03-05 07:48
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it's not necessarily about multiplayer, you can cheat in a single player game and nobody cares about it
2021-03-05 07:57
#19
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United States poL_aris
im struggling a lot too tbh. only thing I know for certain is that therapy does NOT help me.
2021-03-05 06:36
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#20
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Estonia whosmans
therapy is a joke, disgusts me that people even recommend this. It changes nothing
2021-03-05 06:37
5 replies
When in doubt rub one out
2021-03-05 06:42
3 replies
that shit makes me depressed
2021-03-05 06:44
2 replies
Why
2021-03-05 06:47
1 reply
It could help some people. Like people who are well off but just have some emotional problems
2021-03-05 07:18
it does help people i know that it did help me a little bit but only the fact that some one is listening to ur shit. they dont give a fuck about u but it does help to talk to somebody
2021-03-06 02:04
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#92
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United States poL_aris
+1 I'm just saying it doesn't solve your problems for you.
2021-03-06 05:14
2 replies
yea but sometimes sharing ur pain helps
2021-03-06 13:36
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#118
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United States poL_aris
it definitely does help in the short term
2021-03-06 13:36
flair chex out but anyway men, pls dont suicide. cuz we are mens
2021-03-05 06:41
#27
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Romania Laskof
yes life is hard, but just remember that u made it this far mens, its going to get better
2021-03-05 07:09
calm down do something enjoyable and try stop thinking about it like watch youtube or a nice show on netflix. Just do whatever you can to not think about the negatives in life and as others said have a goal for me i usually like saving up to something like 2 years ago i saved up for a pc, this last year to this year i saved up enough for a car (only 2000€ but still nice hehe) and know i will probably save up for a f1+f2 weekend hope this helps mens))
2021-03-05 07:18
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#60
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Estonia whosmans
u dont understand man, nothing is enjoyable anymore. Everything feels like it is the wrong decision, manifesting fears that stagnate me further
2021-03-06 00:03
And them I watch today's girls, who try to look adults while being 14yo..
2021-03-05 07:24
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lol i swear girls have it on easy mode
2021-03-06 02:06
the feels mens :(
2021-03-05 07:27
Amazon OMEGALUL Working in Amazon = ruining ur life cuz u will be replaced by AI KKKKKKKKKK
2021-03-05 07:45
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#61
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Estonia whosmans
they are developing the AI
2021-03-06 00:03
You dont deserve to enjoy life yet, grind, endure the hardships and become a real mens, on the other side(10-30y),after that, you can start to enjoy life again mens))
2021-03-05 07:47
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how old until you enjoy it?
2021-03-05 07:51
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If your smart and Great, 25-30y already, if normal 32-40y, if late bloomer 50y, if failure never. (FOR MENS).
2021-03-05 08:35
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fair
2021-03-05 08:38
Its called growing up and having responsibilities. Its time you make plans about future and work towards them.
2021-03-05 07:50
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#65
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Estonia whosmans
keep failing at my goals, nothing is working
2021-03-06 00:05
1 reply
Find things you are good at and enjoy. Make goals surrounding them and u'll have nice life ))
2021-03-06 00:30
Think about the fact that at least you weren't born in Africa
2021-03-05 07:54
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#63
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Estonia whosmans
id rather be born in africa because without technology and obligation i'd be chilling in a village with no concept of what I'm missing
2021-03-06 00:04
1 reply
Hmm , interesting view
2021-03-06 00:05
better to live in africa on a farm with sheeps, everyone is depressed up here
2021-03-06 00:40
#43
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Austria eights
It's interesting how by society it is still considered essential that you go to university, although that thought comes from a time where a small percentage of persons went and were able to get a good job in their field quite consistantly. While nowadays in some places as many as 50 percent of young adults go to university, so it isn't nearly as easy to get a good job afterwards.
2021-03-05 08:09
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#66
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Estonia whosmans
all I really know is studying and playing video games. I don't have many other options
2021-03-06 00:05
#46
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United States C9top1
life is easy just bet on c9 every match and get big gains
2021-03-05 08:38
People like you leave room for others who actually want to become something in life, so thank you for that. Another oxygen waster crying about life in a forum. If your life highlights are based on video games and cartoons then it never really began for you, did it? The way you described your life sounds exactly what it would be if all you do is listen to others instead of taking control of your life.
2021-03-05 08:44
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Lmao that's just not how things work. There are tons of people who think life is bullshit, but keep grinding and eventually make it. And there are tons of idiots who're optimistic about making it, but are too stupid or lazy to make it happen. It's about your actions more than your outlook on life. Tons of people think the way OP do and still make it. I think life is bullshit too, but that doesn't stop me from applying for jobs, working on my skills, studying, and grinding out interviews the best I can. Is calling someone a waste of oxygen, who's just sharing his experience, really the best way to bring success to your life by the way?
2021-03-06 02:04
#49
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Korea XigNw0w
So, you miss life free of worries and stress. Well, you aren't alone a lot of people want that.
2021-03-05 10:22
step1 stop being loser/victim step2 take responsibility for everything in your life step3 log out from hltv
2021-03-05 10:28
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0/8
2021-03-06 00:04
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What he said is honestly good advice. But, things are pretty hard these days and there's only so much to go around. If everyone did this there would still be some losers.
2021-03-06 01:57
Honestly taking extreme responsibility is really the best way to go. Some people honestly do just have shit luck, but you can't really control that so may as well ignore it.
2021-03-06 02:06
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i now what you mean, sometimes its seems to be overwhelming, silly and pointless to think we can understand, control or influance the vastness and complexity of reality, that we are no more than a irrelevant spec of dust, and life is just ironic cosmic joke, but that is still staying in the cricle of victimhood and learned helplessness, the only tool we know that proven to be working to some degree in order to empower individuals is by self-responsiblity, that mindset is "better" than learned helplessness and victimhood, even if it not 100% accurate or sometitmes even appears as delusional, it might allow us to move forward
2021-03-06 16:04
remembering 10 years ago when life was xanares and i could just play club penguin and watch phineas and ferb all day, my only worry was buying all of the club penguin items in the catalog before thursday. But now I am only worried about not working hard enough, having to play with idiots on faceit solo, comparing myself to my friends who attend universities like stanford and work for companies like amazon, meanwhile I am bound to be in debt my entire life paying for a university just to work even harder so I can work somewhere I don't even want to work, and yet I still can't find a job at the grocery store either no employer replies so im just im my room with bad thoughts :D thinking about how I will be in even more debt if I can't find a job... where did the simple times go... when did I become so miserable :(
2021-03-05 10:28
1 reply
#53
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Turkey ShooGTr
GTFO of here kid.
2021-03-05 10:34
#54
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Nigeria kamlot955
get a pussy /close
2021-03-05 10:35
#55
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Belarus slpng
same
2021-03-05 10:50
Debt is temporary, gaming is forever
2021-03-05 10:53
Welcome to the club
2021-03-06 00:04
Wow dont be a pussy. Its simple you becoma a boss and you make people work for you for free and they will make money for you. You have to put yourself in positions where you are winning in life and not wasting your time working jobs for dumb people
2021-03-06 00:08
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#69
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Estonia whosmans
doesnt sound enjoyable
2021-03-06 00:08
sounds like drugdealing and slaves
2021-03-06 00:42
#72
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Israel FGOJalter
bro do you wanna talk about it?
2021-03-06 00:41
couldnt agree any more
2021-03-06 00:42
1. wtf club penguin is? 2. Have you ever asked yourself what would happen if you are in debt you cannot repay? Except "debt is wrong" ?
2021-03-06 00:47
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#76
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Estonia whosmans
what happens to me if I have american debt I can't pay? My friends have always told me that incurring debt is never worth it, but what actually happens?
2021-03-06 01:23
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I'm asking you. if you don't know, then why stress about something you don't know?
2021-03-06 01:34
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#78
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Estonia whosmans
ye idk tbh, but it seems like it should be detrimental to my future but should be something that I can prevent
2021-03-06 01:37
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I believe that is less detrimental than being miserable, isn't it ?
2021-03-06 01:41
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#81
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Estonia whosmans
yeah i guess i shouldnt worry so much about a future i can't comprehend yet ty
2021-03-06 01:45
#80
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Czech Republic Korenus
Yeah i kinda feel lost in adulthood, like i didnt have enough time to be child so i dont wanna be adult not yet, which sadly isnt just about choice once you hit that 18yrs and get off the high school you are doomed :(
2021-03-06 01:42
#82
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Brazil kindo
that's adulthood bro. i'm experiencing it for the first time too rn that im working and going to college. That's common, missing the times where your only responsibility was to study and get good grades, and your worries where games and toys. By the time goes u get used to it and realise that it isn't as tough as u thought for the first time. Stay strong man. Any problems, hmu on PM :)
2021-03-06 01:55
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#95
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Estonia whosmans
i hope so man :/
2021-03-06 07:38
#89
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Europe Nuskel
Well, it only sucks because I made it that miserable.
2021-03-06 02:12
2 replies
Why would you do that
2021-03-06 02:13
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#122
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Europe Nuskel
Because I'm dumb and don't do the things I'm supposed to.
2021-03-06 19:38
#91
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Peru TenoriPEEK
im agree with you , my father is a fucking mother fucker becuase i have a lot of level in cs but he only wants that i study and study . im streseed with the online classes . i need comunicate with my friends . he only let me play max 4 hr no more . SO STUPID . IM 17 YEARS OLD LET ME ALONE PLEASE . THANK YOU
2021-03-06 02:18
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your father is right lol retard
2021-03-06 05:44
he is a mother fker becuase he fk your mother
2021-03-06 08:22
#104
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Kazakhstan bjornzz
bruh
2021-03-06 08:39
xd : ,c
2021-03-06 15:29
are you eating shit?? yes??
2021-03-06 07:39
People battle severe illnesses, recover from serious injuries and still have a will to live. So just shut up and stop whining son.
2021-03-06 07:46
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#100
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Estonia whosmans
dumb logic to think people can't feel bad because someone else feels worse. Why do you think rich people like Robin Williams kill themselves? They aren't suffering any diseases and are super wealthy and successful in their careers. Was Robin Williams wrong to think that he was suffering?
2021-03-06 08:32
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Because they're weak
2021-03-06 08:45
sound weird but going to university and working a job will put you in debt for life . as long as you work for someone you will never be happy
2021-03-06 08:30
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yeah right +1 that's why parents should use their brain better and create their own work before they will have a kid
2021-03-06 08:36
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"study hard to get a good job" is a cliché at this point . literary no one tells their kids "study hard to open your own business"
2021-03-06 08:56
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yeah true. my parents always say to me to study and go work for somewhere. What they should say is "study and create your own work"
2021-03-06 08:58
Don't waste your time by looking for someones help brother, Just step up do what you have to do. If it won't work then don't be ashamed for it. World need unsuccessful people too and there is no law that you must success.
2021-03-06 08:33
you are virgin man Life is good you can travel around the world and so many nice things
2021-03-06 08:35
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Honestly, a lot of people that make fun of virgins probably wish they were ones again. It's never as good as the first few times tbh...
2021-03-06 19:41
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+100
2021-03-06 19:55
Ask yourself where does your fear, stress and shit world view come from? I bet it's from the screens, turn off the screens the birds are still chirping outside and the world is beautiful.
2021-03-06 08:42
Cry is always free
2021-03-06 08:52
#109
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Slovakia VERGiLx
Take control of your life, do what you want to do, not what others want you to do. Stop whining about not being a child anymore, work towards financial freedom and then you can play stupid games all day long.
2021-03-06 08:52
having to play with idiots on faceit solo hahaahahah HARD LIIIIIIFEEE AHAHA
2021-03-06 08:57
#114
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Finland KieZuZ
Come to Finland and drive old bwm and be drunk 100% of time like most estonians I see here. Seems to work for them.
2021-03-06 09:02
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why be drunk?
2021-03-06 16:07
#125
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Estonia FrispeN
Summer comes and bad thoughts dissapear.
2021-03-06 19:56
welcome to the team
2021-03-07 02:01
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