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Biggest regret in your life? (serious)
BigDog | 
France dog_player 
please only serious replies
2021-03-18 10:29
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being very evil to my family when i was younger
2021-03-18 10:30
19 replies
FeelsBadMan 💙
2021-03-18 10:34
3 replies
ye 😔
2021-03-18 10:37
2 replies
To call TACO pro player
2021-03-19 07:34
1 reply
Made me laugh
2021-03-23 20:17
Gender change at the age of 8
2021-03-18 12:11
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#229
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Turkey ulkats
you can change it again dude who cares it ? it is your life
2021-03-18 22:36
2 replies
do you think life is game? it's really hard to change back men((
2021-03-19 13:39
surgery like that is still gonna still affect u for rest of life
2021-03-22 19:17
Im sorry for you, but how tf your family let you change sex when you were 8?
2021-03-19 14:45
2 replies
+1 deviliberals
2021-03-20 00:40
1 reply
+1
2021-03-22 03:00
same damn i was evil as a kid
2021-03-18 17:30
why'd u still be upset about that? do you know children who was born ideal and never made any mistakes?
2021-03-18 19:20
4 replies
name chexx out
2021-03-19 14:38
3 replies
can't see a connection
2021-03-19 14:47
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#639
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Norway FubarIno
Blame f turned into a perfect being I guess ♥
2021-03-22 17:47
1 reply
true)
2021-03-22 17:48
average bulgarian
2021-03-19 10:05
And you're still a little toxic shit, nothing changed.
2021-03-19 14:29
forcing on 14-14 when couldve saved and played for tie
2021-03-18 10:31
4 replies
On major finals?
2021-03-18 10:47
3 replies
no i think this was gn1
2021-03-18 11:03
2 replies
so same thing
2021-03-18 11:28
1 reply
yeah, the price was probably a bet on an AWP d lore, and he lost ;(
2021-03-22 02:52
#5
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Jordan Zereeni
once i got stuck in the school's bathroom for 15ish minutes because the door key was broken and then the entire school was bumping on my stall
2021-03-18 10:31
10 replies
#7
Spinx | 
Israel tapooz
how did you get out
2021-03-18 10:32
1 reply
#8
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Jordan Zereeni
the nanny broke the door
2021-03-18 10:35
not rly a regret, its not your fault just take it as a funny experience.
2021-03-18 10:33
5 replies
#14
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Jordan Zereeni
this memory just haunts me everyday
2021-03-18 10:34
4 replies
Dafuq you cant have many bad memories in that case
2021-03-18 12:39
1 reply
+1. worse things happen to me on a weekly basis
2021-03-19 09:12
Thats actually a nice funny story you can tell your friends later in life. No reason to regret.
2021-03-19 18:07
1 reply
#682
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France Insidium
+1
2021-03-23 15:19
keys for bathroom doors? really
2021-03-19 07:32
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#712
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Tunisia LenkonFTW
im sure he means the lock
2021-04-30 18:16
Buying a PC. It lead to me hiding from my negative emotions and experience s by numbing my mind by playing meaningless video games. With time I gave up every hobby I ever had and got worse and worse mentally and physically without even noticing.
2021-03-18 10:37
8 replies
I feel you.
2021-03-18 10:39
How old?
2021-03-18 10:50
4 replies
yeah I am 17 too and was really addicted to games, for final year of school I will not have access to a PC beacuse in Greece you cant do shit with degree
2021-03-18 11:17
3 replies
I will graduate very soon and my degree will be shit :(
2021-03-19 13:20
2 replies
Get your shit together now. I was the same at 17 and only matured enough to study when I was 20+. You will regret it later so do everything now as long as you can, my friend.
2021-03-19 14:39
1 reply
I will still have Abitur and probably be able to go to university and study computer science
2021-03-19 19:03
#293
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Turkey vpx3x
+1
2021-03-19 07:42
I feel you man, for me it was getting into video games, especially csgo
2021-03-19 11:19
majoring in chemistry probably
2021-03-18 10:39
23 replies
sounds boring af
2021-03-18 10:40
1 reply
it is indeed
2021-03-18 13:18
time to start cooking meth
2021-03-18 10:45
3 replies
science biatch
2021-03-18 21:46
Walter White is that you ?
2021-03-19 10:14
+1
2021-04-20 08:08
Damn
2021-03-18 10:54
#93
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United States GGtho
not really, I have always been interested in Chemistry, you have done some people cannot, so take it as a positive thing and keep studying it, cuz it's vast like an ocean
2021-03-18 11:48
5 replies
it's pretty boring but i'll stick with it since i've been at it for some time in the first place
2021-03-18 13:19
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#132
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United States GGtho
by boring you mean you can't understand what's happening anymore?
2021-03-18 13:33
1 reply
pretty much yeah hahaha aswell as me not being into it that much from the start
2021-03-18 14:39
and? no one asked u egocentric bitch
2021-03-24 06:07
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#702
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United States GGtho
Tf? Mental issues?
2021-03-24 08:00
WTF MENS(( CHEMISTRY > MATH > PHYSICS
2021-03-22 06:28
9 replies
cap
2021-03-22 07:51
7 replies
i dont follow, what does cap mean in this context?
2021-03-22 07:52
6 replies
physics best
2021-03-22 07:52
4 replies
2021-03-22 07:53
3 replies
2021-03-22 07:57
2 replies
M_E_N_S D:
2021-03-22 07:58
1 reply
itna cringe
2021-03-22 08:32
#693
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United Kingdom Triturn
bullshit
2021-03-23 20:09
well that's true, but I don't like maths or physics either
2021-03-22 10:42
I don't have a huge regret but I feel like I could have been much more enthusiastic about studying something like tourism or politics rather than food science. But I can't complain, I'm studying at one of the best universities in Turkey and food science is still fun and useful during daily life.
2021-03-18 10:41
17 replies
sry i dont speak to turks who occupy my great nation in the past
2021-03-18 10:43
16 replies
I'm 19 and I'm so sure that I wasn't the one to occupy your so-called great nation so cut the bullshit. But if you want to look at the history so much, you are not so innocent against us either(Naim Süleymanoglu) yet I come here to state my regular opinion on a regular topic without saying "oh sorry I don't speak to Bulgarians cuz they discriminated my people in the past" like a retard you are.
2021-03-18 10:48
1 reply
u example 1 person
2021-03-18 10:55
Imagine blaming modern generation turks for things they never had any influence on lmao. wake up, its the 21st century!
2021-03-18 11:21
4 replies
he responsbile for what his parents have done to my land, i will never talk to turk in my life ever.
2021-03-18 11:23
2 replies
NO HE ISNT BRO XD
2021-03-18 22:02
#666
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Poland PHoVE
you are actually stupid
2021-03-23 12:09
#665
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Poland PHoVE
+1
2021-03-23 12:08
ok turk
2021-03-18 11:30
please don't procreate
2021-03-18 11:45
1 reply
u2 weeb
2021-03-18 11:47
you just did hahahaha
2021-03-18 22:02
#391
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United States PP_Bizon
People blaming other generations for shit that the person didn't do, what's new
2021-03-19 13:42
#590
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Indonesia segopecel
hmm i got the impression ottoman generally didnt interfere with religion or culture that is not islam or turkish(except in their final days), so what is their fault exactly? not being rude, i am genuinely asking. from my prespective (as an indonesian, we were colonized by the dutch)i think under ottoman is better than being conquered/colonized by other western nation, bcs when they leave, they kept the culture intact. and by culture i mean not only the visible one like dress or language or food. but also the invisible part like customs values beliefs and perception. yes its bad ofc, but could be worse
2021-03-22 05:13
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#710
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Serbia Duff555
Not really
2021-04-30 18:11
Prime example of the average bulgarian.
2021-03-23 12:17
1 reply
nice rasict
2021-03-27 11:55
started gambling 4-5 years ago
2021-03-18 10:44
2 replies
how did it go? did it go completely wrong or are you addicted and regret it?
2021-03-18 11:51
1 reply
yeah i'm addicted to it
2021-03-18 13:31
#30
k1to | 
Austria eights
Maybe edicational choice... Job pays well but is very stressful. Sometimes I wish I would have just learned something more "simple". I have to drive around all the time, keep so many things in my head. I know that challenge at work is not a bad hing per se, butI would much rather just shut off thoughts about work once I get home. Never really a downtime to chill, work phone always activ, even on holidays. But whatever, I guess it could be a lot worse..
2021-03-18 10:46
2 replies
what do you even do man. In IT department or something?
2021-03-18 22:59
1 reply
nah real estate.
2021-03-19 01:07
not realizing how useless school is earlier . wasted 4 years of my life learning stuff i dont like and will never use just because thats what society wants you to do . all these years just so you can earn like 1-2k / month in a shit country like Romania . Now its even worse because i feel so out of place here because everyone around me is still going for that bad lifestyle and im the weird one lol
2021-03-18 10:51
9 replies
What other options exist?
2021-03-18 10:48
8 replies
Im learning economy on my own and invested into a good camera and a good studio mic . Im planning to start my own youtube car show as soon as possible . For now its not about being rich, its more about being free doing what i actually like , be my own boss
2021-03-18 10:57
6 replies
Good luck dude:)
2021-03-18 11:22
i wish you luck but i hope you understand that you should be studying for some kind of degree since youtube success is never guaranteed and youll more than likely need to find a job while doing youtube at some point
2021-03-18 11:31
2 replies
for sure , im not delusional. going to university later this year , as you said a degree is a back-up plan
2021-03-18 11:39
1 reply
yeah, hope you succeed brother!
2021-03-18 12:00
Based
2021-03-18 13:09
#581
ropz | 
United States Goob
i am trying to do something in a similar vein, be sure to post here and we will support you))
2021-03-22 03:24
Becoming CS pro. Ez.
2021-03-19 18:12
Spent much money on the shitiest game Fortnite
2021-03-18 10:48
5 replies
How much
2021-03-18 11:08
3 replies
much for a greek 14yo now I am 17
2021-03-18 11:15
2 replies
damn can't believe that game is already over 3 years old... time flies
2021-03-18 22:04
1 reply
#647
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Norway N3sHie1k
pubg is fucking 4 yo already... I remember playing it as it was yesterday
2021-03-22 19:15
It was fun bro np
2021-03-18 22:10
penis size reduction now my peepee is only 23 cm and I dont feel like a man anymore :(
2021-03-18 10:52
1 reply
ur dungeon master
2021-03-18 11:19
being lazy fuck afetr leaving home at the age of 18 after school
2021-03-18 10:53
Starting playing cs (not a joke).
2021-03-18 10:58
2 replies
+1 i regret staring gaming but there are those times that gaming saved me
2021-03-19 00:19
#541
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United States heakalele
+1 waste of time
2021-03-20 08:42
giving up drawing i really had a passion for it and loved drawing but i just stopped idk why and now i just cant get into it without thinking how good i could be rn if i never stopped and a little bonus is that i stopped talking to some people i met online
2021-03-18 10:59
3 replies
Can relate but for me it was boxing and not drawing.
2021-03-18 12:43
same i should seriously get back into drawing...
2021-03-18 22:04
Its only that thinking that stops you. Remember everything that you drew its a part of you, dont let your mind tell you that you had to make masterpieces every single time. Artists are really reproductive and maybe 2 out of 100 drawings will be good enough to satisfy you but still you have to take this journey throughout those 100 drawings. Get a pencil at night and make couple of quick drawings and you will get back. Stay safe my friend
2021-03-21 19:17
Probably not working hard enough at school and just cruising doing the bare minimum even though I had talent and could have done great things. There’s still opportunities so I’m not done yet though
2021-03-18 11:10
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#105
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United Kingdom davidk96
+1
2021-03-18 12:12
+1 reletable
2021-03-18 17:30
+1
2021-03-18 22:04
I can relate, I did exactly that. Altho I still dont know what I would even want to study. I did B.eng degree in vehicle engineering but I feel like cars are still more of a hobby and the jobs in this line dont interest me at all tbh.. So I feel like I wasted another 4 years with this.
2021-03-19 00:04
+1
2021-03-19 00:19
stole money
2021-03-18 11:05
15 replies
From who
2021-03-18 11:08
12 replies
classmate
2021-03-18 17:25
11 replies
How much
2021-03-18 17:26
10 replies
around 20 buckos
2021-03-18 17:26
9 replies
And you still feel guilty. Damn bro forget about that stuff
2021-03-18 17:27
8 replies
men i even feel guilty when stepping on ant:(( i cant sleep peacefully since that day, i should've gave the money back, but now we're far far away idk where she is now((
2021-03-18 17:28
7 replies
Go donate 20 to charity, it’ll make up for it if you still feel bad I guess.
2021-03-18 17:29
3 replies
thanks for actually caring men)) <33
2021-03-18 17:33
1 reply
No problem mens have a nice day :)
2021-03-18 17:34
+111
2021-03-23 11:53
Applauds to your parents for raising a noble person such as you.
2021-03-18 22:21
How did you bring yourself to steal with that kinda mindset?
2021-03-18 23:12
Just write to her. Be honest and you will feel how pressure is flying away from her.
2021-03-19 07:47
how when why
2021-03-18 11:14
what dafuq. at least stole a cellphone or something mens((
2021-03-19 11:53
pursuing a certain type of job because you think that's what you should do in society's definition of success, that's what your friends are doing or that's what university has instilled in you to do people are obsessed with money and status, but it doesn't bring happiness or fulfillness in life why get a job for 75k in a shitty office contributing nothing useful to your community, becoming depressed, having money but no motivation to do anything with it, not happy when doing the things you should want to be doing., your focus is always about 'getting that next promotion' to earn that extra 5k and move into a different office room and reply to different emails or work on a different excel sheet... when you get to 70 years old you'll look back on how you didn't live your life by the standards you wanted, your grandparents, parents and siblings all slowly passed away, you didn't have the time for them, or when you did you weren't your usual self because you're just depressed about your shit inner city office job sure, maybe you can go on that extra cruise in retirement with your wife, but when you meet the guy who was a head zookeeper, earning a comfortable 45k and loving his job with animals, or the doctor who saved many lives, or the schoolteacher who created many opportunities for people in life while having 3+ months holiday for his family a year, or the guy who opened his own restaraunt and met many people, you'll think 'fuck' was my life worth it? tl;dr - do the job you trained for if that's what you enjoy, or simply go for the job which will give you happiness, don't settle for something just because you think it looks good on paper to other people
2021-03-18 11:11
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"pursuing a certain type of job because you think that's what you should do in society's definition of success, that's what your friends are doing or that's what university has instilled in you to do" that hit me like a truck my man
2021-03-18 11:17
in greece average salary is 1k
2021-03-18 11:22
6 replies
Really? No idea personally. Google tells me the average is 2,430 Euros per month in Greece
2021-03-18 11:26
3 replies
its fake, average is 800-1200
2021-03-18 11:27
That's wrong for sure
2021-03-18 11:53
thats the average household income per month
2021-03-18 22:05
average brazilian salary is like 200-250 euros, you guys are still good
2021-03-22 03:53
1 reply
average Indonesian salary is like 200 dollars, you guys are still good.
2021-03-22 06:08
+1 well said brother
2021-03-18 11:34
1 reply
+1
2021-03-18 11:53
+1 vietnamese brother
2021-03-18 23:27
Not putting enough effort in school.
2021-03-18 11:08
2 replies
cuz gaming?
2021-03-18 11:14
1 reply
No, just general lack of motivation. I failed to set goals and thus, I couldn't motivate to work for anything. I just coasted through it all.
2021-03-18 11:15
Probably the fact that till 18 I was mainly focused and intrested in playing games. And not trying to earn some money instead
2021-03-18 11:15
1 reply
don't dwell on it. lots of time to make up for it
2021-03-18 12:21
I don’t have any regrets as in do something different if I was to start over. Sure I could wish for things to be different but but I don’t see how there would be any other outcome if I was to start over to be able to have things to regret
2021-03-18 11:25
Stopped going to the gym when i was 15
2021-03-18 11:24
4 replies
start going now
2021-03-18 11:26
3 replies
I can't rn, pandemic is really worrying in my country, but once things normalize, i Will.
2021-03-18 19:37
2 replies
dont just say it, actually do it, i believe in you bro))
2021-03-23 12:00
1 reply
ty men)))))
2021-03-23 14:02
Refusing to get help for some time with mental issues. All good now but would’ve been better if I was less stubborn
2021-03-18 11:28
5 replies
glad it worked out for you in the end though brother
2021-03-18 11:35
was there something that caused those mental issues?school expectation or something?
2021-03-18 23:13
1 reply
Im a bit crazy in the head and school triggered it at the time
2021-03-19 07:30
Can relate man :( I got diagnosed a rare syndrome 7years ago. My life changed overnight and I had really hard time with my health for 1.5 years, being between life and death 2 times (coma once). Its a long story, but after all that time I spent alone in hospitals with no people around me, I became very closed person and I dont talk much anymore. I think now, its too late to ask help from professionals, I am scared to talk this to my doctor, I would get all free and the best help, if I would only aks for it.
2021-03-20 08:20
1 reply
Its never too late man it can always get better don't give up mens)))
2021-03-22 19:30
not studying arguing a lot with my parents
2021-03-18 11:28
2 replies
Are you regretting that u was not eating kebabs before?
2021-03-18 21:53
1 reply
always
2021-03-18 22:33
#82
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Portugal dascouves
stopped playing football when I was younger
2021-03-18 11:30
2 replies
did the same i feel you
2021-03-18 12:01
same but it was for the best for me ( I have broken ankles )
2021-03-18 21:51
being born (not trol)
2021-03-18 11:37
3 replies
why? is it that bad my dude?
2021-03-18 23:14
2 replies
It's a combination of bad luck, bad decision making + some circumstances, but I hope that I will fix everything in the near future plus, if u would never been born u will never experience death, so u get me here I guess
2021-03-19 00:12
1 reply
sweet nothingness isn't really that enticing man.Make do with what you have and try to improve.I know it's easier to say rather than actually doing it.Some of the hltv bros above have overcome situations like yours.Give yours a one more go man.good luck
2021-03-19 00:31
#90
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Croatia nAmeless69
Many things but the biggest one is my betting addiction.. Because of that i missed on so much things, opportunities, learning, school, friends etc.. It basicly made me a loser but atleast i admit it and i am on a way of fixing myself.
2021-03-18 11:43
1 reply
Good luck, you'll have more opportunities in life just focus on fixing your problems first
2021-03-19 13:12
Not jumping into the water when i started burning in minecraft hunger games. some admin said that the winner of the game would get VIP status for free. I was in the top5...
2021-03-18 11:55
6 replies
Happened like around 7 years ago.
2021-03-18 11:56
5 replies
#301
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Slovakia ypsylonnn
I see why Finland is one of the happiest countries
2021-03-19 08:12
4 replies
Kkkk
2021-03-19 10:38
#374
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Finland X0BA
Finland happiest country and I still haven't seen anyone smiling
2021-03-19 13:02
2 replies
In Finland you never see anyone smiling, but you rarely see people visibly upset. Everyone just kind of has this look of being content with your life. They're quiet, but if you ask them for something they'll try their best to help you with enthusiasm. We're not the happiest because we're always smiling, but rather we're just the most content with what we have
2021-03-20 04:11
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#568
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Finland X0BA
8/8 true +yes
2021-03-21 20:31
took the student loan and had 5 great years. they could have still been grade with a job besides.
2021-03-18 11:58
when I got stuck in washing machine and I yelled step bro for help
2021-03-18 12:01
1 reply
What happened next? I have popcorns ready.
2021-03-19 10:39
not really big of a regret, but when I quit professional hockey, resigned contract and left the team due to increased amount of injuries I had. Now I think that I could have taken a risk and to should have stay. I wasn't all star player like Ovi, but my mates among whom I was considered as a better player made it to KHL, not key players but whatever. Gladly, financially, physically and mentally I found myself even in a lot better position, but sometimes I just miss those days, when I used to play hockey, it feels like I could have done more :)
2021-03-18 12:09
wasting time
2021-03-18 12:15
i have done almost nothing to change the course of my life and my choices always was the easiest ones at the moment also my drug/alcohol abuse in my early teen years messed up with me too xd
2021-03-18 12:28
#109
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Europe letqpena
I don't have much regrets but procrastination is an ongoing issue outside work.
2021-03-18 12:32
No regrets to be honest I am having my decent life without risks I study I have no gf and I havent been left in a very hard situation to give such decision.
2021-03-18 12:37
2 replies
Hello i love your tea your tea is the best in the world
2021-03-18 21:51
1 reply
Thx.
2021-03-19 05:19
didnt realise she was into me
2021-03-18 12:38
1 reply
#138
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New Zealand Eauor
f comrade
2021-03-18 13:42
Sold Cobblestone case for 1400 rub (20 dollars) back in August 2016 just to buy deus ex Mankind divided
2021-03-18 12:39
2 replies
Unlucko
2021-03-18 13:39
I opened 3 of them in 2016 and git like 5$ in skins xD
2021-03-19 07:55
nothing it all happened for a reason
2021-03-18 12:44
1 reply
#233
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Europe PyDaRaS
eating a poop
2021-03-18 22:40
being born in turkey
2021-03-18 12:52
Geting maried. OMFGOD, that is realy bad mans, i was in love like a idiot, and today is too much trouble to get off of that shit, i work and study fucking hard, have time for nothing and de demand is high, not for sex, for everything else.
2021-03-18 13:19
7 replies
that sucks, u dont love your wife?
2021-03-18 13:32
6 replies
man, is a crazy thing, i still love her, but i also hate her. We still have respect one by other we don't argue screaming or something like that, but every fucking day is a roller coaster of now we are in love, now we hate each other. Is like watching a agressive bipolar, and that sucks.
2021-03-18 13:46
5 replies
see a relationship therapist bro, u guys cant live like that.
2021-03-18 15:20
Well,what's actually causing the chaos? Your stress or her mood swings?
2021-03-18 23:30
3 replies
Is more like the dynamic of a relationship, when u don't live togheter u have to do whit your problens and frustations by yourself, and i do that real good, but when u get maried that same problems, now are problems of both, and god, those times are troubled times, the pandemic here is hiting real bad, my jounery betwen the job and college take about 18h by day, she have a similar jouney 2, so is hard to have quality time, the time we have togheter allways end in trying solve or discuss those problens.
2021-03-19 12:46
2 replies
At least you're communicating your problems which is a good thing bud. Maybe a bit of patience and empathy amongst each other would help you guys.
2021-03-19 14:57
1 reply
Yeah, but i still regreat my decision, should be stable first economic in my life before do that, serve as a example for the young guys to not let they get moved by the moment, if pressed by family or partner, just say FUCK. Rofl;
2021-03-19 15:01
#135
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Finland JmNn1
being born
2021-03-18 13:38
Nothing I would like to share honestly... you can consider it a biggest regret and a saving grace at the same time which I couldn't control whatsoever....
2021-03-18 17:32
#153
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Europe SBC|SG_TS
"Biggest regret in your life?" XAXAXAXAXAXAXAAAAAAAAAAAAA nt, hltv users dont have life
2021-03-18 17:32
3 replies
0/8
2021-03-18 17:42
#276
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United States poL_aris
0/8
2021-03-19 00:23
#368
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Europe PiapA
0/8
2021-03-19 12:35
losing my passion about my job, I used to be able to program 12 h a day easily and smiling, now I can't even focus for 5 hours
2021-03-18 17:33
being nice to people who dont deserve it
2021-03-18 17:33
4 replies
You shouldn't regret being nice, you lose nothing
2021-03-18 17:52
3 replies
not really sometimes people take advantage of you when youre being nice
2021-03-18 21:42
2 replies
Being nice doesn't mean doing everything someone asks you to do you know?
2021-03-18 21:45
+1 some people are just toxic and will use you to boost their selfesteem
2021-03-21 19:26
Dating(fortunately only once)
2021-03-18 17:33
Not taking studies seriously. From the bightest student in middle school, to mediocre in high-school and now failing 4/6 classes in first semester and not knowing a thing for my exams of second semester next week. Wasting a lot of parents money in college, everyone still seeing me as "the bright kid", feeling inferior to peer in college due to lack of hardwork and poor results, feeling mad because girlfriend is doing her assgnments and haven't talked in a week and here I am wasting my time instead of studying for my examinations next week and complaining to girlfriend for not providing enough time when she clearly has her things to do and thinks I am studying my ass of for examination. Also, majoring in Computer Engineering, I know it's tough. :( IDK how I'll even pass any subjects and what I'll make of me. I feel so overwhelmed that I don't even start studying as I don't know a thing since my college started and I have exams in 5 days to be exact. Also, I had 3.9/4.0 GPA in middle school and only 2.92/4.0 in highschool barely passing. And failing 4/6 classes in college first semester. Also, I can't get over the fact that kid with such a potential, forward in every ECA is just a trash right now and only I know my current condition. My parents, relatives and my friends outside college still think I am still talented and good student and a capable person whereas I am only aware of what a big mess I am in. :(
2021-03-18 17:38
4 replies
Hold on mate, i am there too 3rd year tho, should be my last one, but now i've got to take one more year
2021-03-18 17:41
+1 I smoked the exam's during 1st class elementary literally perfect scores in all subjects with 0 effort(literally 0 no reading books no listening to explanations) and now struggled to find consistency until now. The last time I got perfect scores were the 6th grade elementary national exam on 1 subject, Math. Now, look at me on highschool only getting 20-40 scores, not understanding shit while looking at others having 80+ scores :( feelsbadman.
2021-03-22 06:22
2 replies
I legit used to score 95+ out of 100 in Mathematics till grade 10 with almost little to no effort. Around 50, 60 in high-school and now around 20 out of 100 in Engineering mathematics. Feelsbadman. I wish I sucked back then and was as good now :(
2021-03-22 15:38
1 reply
#715
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Tunisia LenkonFTW
same shit happening to me rn , i was top student all of middle school . Now just middle of the pack kinda student . Next year is my last year in and i wonna ace the national exam so i can study abroad . Anyhow i wanted to ask if you could give me some advice to get me back on track
2021-04-30 18:35
Being a huge fan of dark humor, i once told a really bad joke around a frined of mine that was having a fucking awful day. she had a rough fight with her parents about her studies in my city (they accused her of a fuckton of shit she wasnt to blame for, specially problems caused by covid at our university) Well, after that she was in bad shape and me and another friend of mine took hers for dinner so we wouldnt let her be alone like that Add to that, a stressful week, with some bad suprises, and a backstory of depressions, suicidal tendencies and shit like that) and my joke was the trigger, the last straw nad she tried to commit suicide later that night EDIT: It really was a awful joke, and immediately after it left my mouth i felt really shitty and a really bad friend, but the damage had been done Needlessly to say, she's not really my friend anymore, and probably for the best for her still feel like a piece if shit
2021-03-18 17:53
4 replies
Its not your fault bro... You cant control how she feels. Only she can. Dont blame urself for that man
2021-03-18 23:56
1 reply
I know this, i also know that if wasnt me that day, something would've trigger that later Or not But as a big advocate for mental health I can't stop to think about how much i did her wrong, i guess i gotta learn with the experience and be more careful from now on
2021-03-18 23:59
#412
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Serbia CoIe47
what in the fuck
2021-03-19 14:14
1 reply
yeah, i literally regret nothing but that
2021-03-20 03:52
probably i regret all that time spent on gaming, I had fun but still feels like I could have done something much more productive. Or atleast just be outside and experience life better
2021-03-18 18:50
Wasted 4 hours watching Snydercut
2021-03-18 20:38
7 replies
Is it not good for you? I was planning to watch it, rating seems to be good and people enjoy it much more than old justice league movie
2021-03-19 11:53
6 replies
The movie is too long and made in 4:3 res, i had to sit right in front of the PC to watch it The movie isnt even something new, just some story scenes are remade and Steppenwolf replaced with Darkside in these scenes and he looks like a loser there
2021-03-19 12:58
5 replies
I just finished watching, it was well done. Much better than the original. I didn't feel like it was 4 hours because it was good. I didn't watch in one seating tho (in 2) The movie too long I cannot complain because it tells the story way way better (coming from a person who watches tv shows). I can't imagine how they would release 4 hours movie theatre (split into 2 movies 2 hours but will be weird)
2021-03-19 13:36
4 replies
I hope they make a shorter sequel because the final scene with killing Steppenwolf in front of Darkside was kinda epic
2021-03-19 14:00
3 replies
I hope not. I would rather have fully finished and well told story than something shorter because it has to be. Movies should be for story telling with visuals
2021-03-19 14:09
2 replies
I mean the next movie for 2 hrs and if it's not enough then another movie for 2 hrs
2021-03-19 14:35
1 reply
Oh ye that's obvious, but what I meant it hard to find a good spot to cut the movie in half.
2021-03-19 14:43
wasting 3 years of my life for a girl who did not deserve my love
2021-03-18 21:42
1 reply
#655
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Georgia JustAzai
Feeling same right now :((((
2021-03-23 08:39
faking a signature
2021-03-18 21:43
playing team based games.i should of just played 1vs1 type games instead.
2021-03-18 21:45
Once in the second grade, my friend shit in the school toilet and I opened the door and my friends and I started laughing. That day I got my pants dirty with shit. I don't know how to write this in English, but I hope you understand me. I m very regretting that my pants were dirty
2021-03-18 21:50
3 replies
Lmao
2021-03-19 11:01
2 replies
Aga menya togda zastavili shtani stirat'
2021-03-19 11:08
1 reply
Ahahahaha that's really hilarious
2021-03-19 11:09
#191
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United Kingdom (SST)POT
This is my dads not mine. When bit coin came out my dad was interested and bought some for £20. He sold it for £50. That bitcoin would now be worth around 400k
2021-03-18 21:55
Treating girls like they are pieces of meat.. Ah wait, nope not that. Perhaps dropping out of University so close to finishing my degree but that said I wouldn't change my current situation for that so... Probably taking too many party drugs that will come back to hurt me one day.
2021-03-18 21:55
a lot of people regret not studying lol. you should be glad 60%-80% of the classes taught almost in all of the universities are useless, time-wasting shit. for example, I am studying computer engineering and they teach us microprocessor programming, like only maybe 0.2 % of all students would work on microprocessors'. others are the same. you shouldn't be sad for not studying. I wish schools didn't exist at all. they used to matter because they were not many people for many jobs and employers were caring about, even little, so a degree was important. now every mf has 1
2021-03-18 21:56
1 reply
#399
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United States PP_Bizon
I agree, university is EXTREMELY overrated, especially for things like gender studies etc. My friend in uni is studying architecture but is wasting his time making random shit out of whatever material the teacher thought of. The only thing I see colleges for is not necessarily learning, but more connections & reputation gaining (for certain unis). If you really wanted to learn, you would realize that you don't need to take a 20k/yr course but you could start off by using the internet, reading books etc.
2021-03-19 14:07
watching +18 things, f*cks my mentality, f*cked my mentality
2021-03-18 21:58
7 replies
How are you now?
2021-03-18 22:00
6 replies
I am good, trying to be better. If I really want something i can do it. Thats how i feel. And how are you
2021-03-21 06:35
5 replies
Good job. I feel great too. We need to leave our regrets in the past
2021-03-21 08:44
4 replies
Yeah i agree with you, how old are you btw?
2021-03-22 18:54
3 replies
im 22 and how old are you?
2021-03-23 20:08
2 replies
18 in 10 days. But i am feeling like im 100 years old
2021-03-23 23:50
1 reply
Good luck man! Become wiser!
2021-03-24 09:27
playing team based games..i should of just played 1vs1 or solo only multiplayer games
2021-03-18 22:06
not getting a good math grade when going into high school
2021-03-18 22:07
#213
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Russia mrPIVO
idk i'm doing pretty fine
2021-03-18 22:12
that i dident bought bitcoin early. :(
2021-03-18 22:15
2 replies
thats not regret since u didnt do anything, its about u do something that u regret...
2021-03-18 22:34
I bought bitcoin in 2017 at 4k, but used it to buy drugs on dream market instead
2021-03-19 11:36
being the biggest asshole to people just because of personal insecurities and first heartbreak LMAO
2021-03-18 22:26
Started to gamble (mainly match betting) as a 13/14 year old, I'm still 14 and I'm afraid I'll end up as a gambling addict
2021-03-18 22:31
#224
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Germany N4ime
IDK honestly, obviously there are many moments in my life where in retrospective i could have done better... -From the age of 11-16 i pretty much lived in front of my PC -I´ve threaten some people in a bad way -Should have been more honest in the past -I regret losing interest in playing guitar... - I was quiet lazy - Should have been less agreeable Sometimes i just have giant cringe kicks looking back at my former self. How ever i feel like this is normal. We all should develop and at least i´m able to recognize my flaws and better myself. In a few years i will probably look at my current self the same way i view my younger self today.
2021-03-18 22:31
1 reply
#400
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United States PP_Bizon
+1 Making mistakes is important in order to grow/learn things.
2021-03-19 14:08
#228
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Foxxyownz
taking prolonged breaks from the hobby i love(d), if i had continued i could've been one of the best in my country
2021-03-18 22:35
#230
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Europe PyDaRaS
Going to jail for 8 years
2021-03-18 22:36
8 replies
what u do
2021-03-18 22:43
5 replies
#237
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Europe PyDaRaS
some bad things
2021-03-18 22:44
4 replies
Such as?
2021-03-19 10:08
3 replies
Baiting
2021-03-19 10:26
#449
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Europe PyDaRaS
Drunk skirmish turned out in homicide. Got only 8 years, because I didnt start the brawl.
2021-03-19 14:45
1 reply
Shit mate that’s unlucky for both sides. You must be fucked psychologically from that
2021-03-19 17:50
wouldnt the regret be participating in the fight, rather than going to jail? or u dont regret the action, u regret being caught?
2021-03-22 03:05
1 reply
#630
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Europe PyDaRaS
I regret being there that night
2021-03-22 14:51
#231
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Sweden frizzahh
Not geting the driver license as 18 yo
2021-03-18 22:37
1 reply
I feel you on that one even tho i finished it with 19 yo i still regret that 1,5 years not having one lmao
2021-03-19 14:33
#232
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Europe PyDaRaS
excessively masturbating for the past 10 years
2021-03-18 22:39
signinng up here
2021-03-18 22:42
Not telling about my feels for a girl in school. Now 15 years or so later I still keep thinking about her from time to time and have these flashbacks appear in my head what I should have done differently then.
2021-03-18 22:47
2 replies
#402
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United States PP_Bizon
15 years is a long time, damn
2021-03-19 14:08
I am at my 3rd year and I can tell you that, it would never work out anymore. We found eachother again half a year ago, I fell in and first time ever I was talking about my feelings. We were together for 3 weeks I think. Suddenly she started ghosting, its been a month already.
2021-03-22 08:16
Start smoke cigarettes 7 years ago...
2021-03-18 22:44
probably developing extreme anxiety and FOMO for all decisions and thus being paralyzed to anything anymore. I was very good at giving a presentation in front of the class (and still am) but now I just worry SOOOOO much it hurts.
2021-03-18 22:46
2 replies
Fomo?
2021-03-19 09:10
1 reply
#376
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Finland X0BA
fomo=fear of missing out
2021-03-19 13:08
Messing up the relationship with the girl i loved. And still love, I guess. Sadly i was really mentally unstable back then which slowly but surely made sure of the relationship's destruction. Needless to say, time was really shit for about 1,5 years after it as well. Hey, at least I am actually doing really well now :) Still miss her tho
2021-03-18 22:47
1 reply
#656
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Georgia JustAzai
Same here lol , but she was kind of strange girl , I bought her iphone X for her birthday it was new back then for birthday , next day i get message and she was saying he didnt love me and we broke up. after that painful years i still love her :(
2021-03-23 08:45
Spending thousands on skins
2021-03-18 22:50
3 replies
You could withdraw them using sites
2021-03-19 10:59
2 replies
I withdrawed everything, months like half a year ago but still have put way to much money in cs go
2021-03-19 12:53
1 reply
Dude as long as you withdrew it it's fine :)
2021-03-19 13:07
clicking this thread
2021-03-18 23:12
Not knowing as a teenager what I know now. Plus, also not buying those 50 bitcoin when I first learned about crypto currency, but seriously that is just money so way down on the list.
2021-03-18 23:17
6 replies
buy 50 monero now
2021-03-19 07:32
5 replies
buy 50 siacoin. will abolish fiat by 2025 and hit 15k.
2021-03-19 09:17
4 replies
utility coin like sia? doubt it. if you want services like that just use proper cryptocurrencies to pay for them, it's a scam to create a token for everything. at least sia is not a scam in of itself but still
2021-03-19 12:55
3 replies
TO THE MOON! I am just kidding, a mate of mine convinced me to invest 200 euros into sia coin in decmber 2017 (200 Euros was quite a chunk of money for me back then). For two weeks it mooned and then proceeded to take a massive shit leaving me with a loss somewhere in the high 80's percentwise. The site on which I was holding my SC was hacked and then closed it's operations, meaning all my SC are gone. So SC turned into a fucking meme between us, regardless I still kinda like the project although I have not been following it closely. Do you believe that all utility tokens with a rather small use-case won't rise much in comparison to coins and tokens that are utilized on smart-contract blockchains?
2021-03-19 14:04
2 replies
yeah you need a very large market cap coin for it to 1) be accepted universally enough so it's useful 2) not be too volatile 3) have a secure network 4) keep it's value 5) for fungible coin have a large anonymity set even if above were not problems, most coins/tokens are unfairly distributed or centrally governed and lack the tech despite promising otherwise. i don't count too heavily on smart contracts, they're useful for some things but in many cases quite overhyped as it's nearly impossible to be trustless when interacting with the real world data
2021-03-20 08:02
1 reply
Do you want to rate my portfolio? I would be interested in your opinion.
2021-03-20 15:34
not hanging out with friends after school
2021-03-18 23:17
The first bet i've made in my life.
2021-03-18 23:33
1 reply
Same dude same
2021-03-19 10:58
Not learning more about money in my 20s, and not focusing on my career back then.
2021-03-18 23:35
Being unsocial as fuck and lazy for last 2 years of school, missed so much fun and making good friends... now im stuck in quarantine with my parents and nobody to talk to and wasting my best years alone... shits depressing.
2021-03-19 00:04
2 replies
can relate mens((
2021-03-19 00:19
I spent the last year in quarantine And my plan was to socialise in the final year organise events (which I sorta did but online isn’t half as fun)
2021-03-19 10:58
I cheated in cs like for few wingman games on my main account, and few weeks later I got VACed. I didn't really care at that moment but rn I regret it so much and I never used and will never use cheats again in any game Also at the <13 age I just couldn't say word "NO" ever. I lost so many time with it.. And I have a I cheated not because I wanted to rank up or something, I just loved this feeling that you know something that your enemy does not, I was just having fun. But valve showed UNO reverse card to me
2021-03-19 00:10
idk I've never done something i would deeply regret but I wish i knew my grandmother would pass away so i could spend my whole free time with her so i kinda regret it
2021-03-19 00:05
#267
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Brazil hugoooo
Not fighting procrastination before
2021-03-19 00:07
I feel like I was an ungrateful bitch when I was smaller, I was always crying and complaining about stuff when I was younger. I think I realized this after my father died, I was 12 at the time so you could say I was just a dumb child, but I still think about my behavior sometimes, I feel that he deserved better. He was an amazing person and I wish I spent more time with him...
2021-03-19 00:09
2 replies
I feel bad for you. You never realize how fast people can be ripped out of your life and at that early age few people truly appreciate their parents. Don't beat yourself up over it. You were just a kid and obviously didn't have any malice.
2021-03-19 09:16
1 reply
+1 When I moved from home I could not get out of there and build distance fast enough. It is only later in life that I've gotten some perspective, seeing how I just focused on myself when really I should have some thought on my parents, my little sister and really also the people I knew in school. Like had I support my sister, then for example she would have likely done better in school and gotten a better life.
2021-03-19 17:12
#270
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Peru devbot
I have almost nothing to say, maybe not talk to a grill that interested me
2021-03-19 00:13
#279
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Turkey RENNNDER
730
2021-03-19 00:36
2 replies
#496
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Ecuador Ageless
csgo, you are smart men))
2021-03-19 18:24
1 reply
#504
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Turkey RENNNDER
Finally, a smart HLTV user figured it out.
2021-03-19 18:30
nothing. no regrets nah but really... IDK probably being a pussy and not talking to girls
2021-03-19 00:37
3 replies
Expected
2021-03-19 10:06
#498
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Ecuador Ageless
Name checks out first non-bait wow congrats
2021-03-19 18:24
1 reply
thanks
2021-03-20 00:37
That I started betting 4 years ago and lost tons of money, im glad i managed to quit
2021-03-19 00:54
8 replies
Damn dude betting really is bad
2021-03-19 10:56
7 replies
Was good when I was winning men, But since online games are played I lost in total over 50k$ :(
2021-03-19 11:35
6 replies
If you don't mind me asking, but how do you get access to 50k in Latvia?
2021-03-19 14:13
5 replies
I decided to live in Latvia for couple of years, but my dad is russian duke with 2 chateaus and my mom is italian princess from Florence, so pretty easily I guess :D
2021-03-19 14:19
4 replies
Welp. In that case your fall can't have been to hard or was it? Interesting that we have royalty among us. My grandmother told me that we are very distant relatives of the former royal family of Bulgaria. Might need to investigate this a little more.
2021-03-19 14:22
3 replies
Well, in my case I dont write my dad for money that often, I had some savings and homeoffice IT job to earn something, my family only pays my rent and food costs since im still studying and i kinda lost my own money, that hurts the most right, it feels like i own myself what I lost
2021-03-19 14:24
2 replies
are you in debt? also better to "just" lose your own money, than to also lose other people's money and get them involved in your fuck-ups.
2021-03-19 14:28
1 reply
Well I have no debts, over past years I earned some money and continuously lost it over 5 years of betting, so no. I just lost some of my money
2021-03-19 14:38
letting people use me for their benefits all the time
2021-03-19 07:32
never actually spending time with family, just cause I had to "study"/"had work"
2021-03-19 07:40
focusing on my hobby rather than studying at university. after i graduated i cant even find a job and corona stuff. i tried to do freelance job based on my hobby skills but the income isn't enough and my family wants me to work at office. also keeping my motivation is very hard because the pressure and depression. that's why i almost gave up find a job and instead focus on my hobby stuff and go to retail job.
2021-03-19 07:53
Wasting time 6 years ago on tf2
2021-03-19 07:55
I can’t really come up with something, generally i am pretty optimistic and pretty hqppy with my choices. My biggest regret is probably not asking out girls that i liked or answering the hints that girls gave me. I could also say spending 5,000 hours on Arma 3 in 3 years could be a regret but i enjoyed every last second of it so i will never regret it.
2021-03-19 08:07
The fact that I got drunk before a really important working trip to a foreign country, fought with a guy, broke my femoral neck, and now I have an endoprosthesis
2021-03-19 08:08
4 replies
Is this what happens in the average russian 9 to 5?
2021-03-19 09:14
3 replies
yea, every single dude here is a cyborg
2021-03-19 09:57
2 replies
sounds good. hope you have a speedy recovery.
2021-03-19 10:23
1 reply
ty man. it actually happened more than 2 years ago and I recovered fast but it all bothers me still
2021-03-21 16:25
#302
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Switzerland Jaksin
Joining HLTV
2021-03-19 08:16
Making my happiness dependent on a girl who couldn't decide whether she loved me or wanted me out of her life.
2021-03-19 09:13
12 replies
this guy is literally 14
2021-03-19 10:37
11 replies
Haahaah
2021-03-19 10:55
nah he is 25 he told me once
2021-03-19 10:59
4 replies
Only makes it more sad. Nah, I think we've all been in love at some point.
2021-03-19 11:08
1 reply
I haven't
2021-03-19 11:14
I don't remember you? When did we talk and about what?
2021-03-19 14:05
wrong comment my bad.
2021-03-19 14:06
I was 17/18 at that time and essentially wasted almost two years on her. Idk why you have to make fun of me for that, because it was truly one of the worst times in my life. Usually I can take jokes rather well, but I really do not like this one.
2021-03-19 14:06
4 replies
#408
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United States PP_Bizon
dw, the dude is borderline pedo. No need to listen to a retard like him.
2021-03-19 14:11
2 replies
Yeah, I replied to his other comment in which he talked about teenage ... . I think he was probably mad at me for calling him out and therefore checked for my comment.
2021-03-19 14:12
Yeah I wish I was actually fucking teenage pussy, but I'm totally not. It's ok not to know what you want from life, that's why you gain experience and find out about stuff.
2021-03-19 16:08
You post shit, you get shit on.
2021-03-19 16:06
There's a lot of regrets in everyone's life I guess. For me it would be gaming and sex addition. Maybe it doesn't sound so troublesome, but it is. Gaming addiction led me to procrastinating important stuff a lot. Once in a couple of months I'm taking free days in work just to play some games to reset myself and I'm not telling her, cuz I know how mad she would be. I'm not productive with my time because of gaming. Can't take my job seriously and I'm doing necessary mininum to keep being hired (Im react developer) and I can see that people with smaller experience are better than I am. But even that I'm aware of that, it's hard to change your habits. Sadly all my close friends are gamers themselves, so it doesn't help with quiting. I know they have the samw peoblems as I do. I'm 27 right now, so i feel like I should act more like an adult. Sex addiction doesn't sound scary, but trust me it has a big influence on a long term relationship. (I'm already 8 years together with my fiance). Sadly, emotions > logic.
2021-03-19 09:26
7 replies
what you are addicted to sex with her or hookers or porn?
2021-03-19 11:00
5 replies
Never been with hookers, and never cheated on her. It's overall sex and porn addiction. I mean, she can't regen so fast as I do and she has lower needs in this term than I have.
2021-03-19 11:22
4 replies
at least you're not a virgin
2021-03-19 11:49
have you ever considered therapy?
2021-03-19 14:23
2 replies
I'm planning to start one with psycholigist. Not only about sex & games, but 'complete' therapy. Still I'm delaying it :P
2021-03-20 08:49
1 reply
Sounds ood. Admittign you need help and seeking it is probably one of the hardes steps. Hope things tunr out well for you.
2021-03-20 15:33
The point of life is to enjoy it. Seems like you don't want to.
2021-03-23 12:04
#312
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Russia Syonamaru
Once I got high on hashish (in the morning) and met the school director whose lesson I had
2021-03-19 10:02
wasting money and time on college when i could just download books from the internet for free
2021-03-19 10:40
getting into gaming
2021-03-19 10:40
9 replies
Getting in gaming and then later into gambling is mine
2021-03-19 10:54
7 replies
#333
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Korea zeppyxdxd
Same, csgo is the reason i started gambling
2021-03-19 10:58
1 reply
Same
2021-03-19 10:59
happened to a lot of young people because of the skin-gambling, hopefully you can overcome it!
2021-03-19 11:47
4 replies
It's like I made a little back after losing it all and withdrawing that would've been great honestly but I just lost it all again in a matter of minutes
2021-03-19 13:08
3 replies
The best mindset is to always quite while you are ahead, because in the long run, you definitely won't be.
2021-03-19 14:23
2 replies
100% gambling is only to be done for profit, the mathematics behind gambling screams "NO" for me personally
2021-03-19 14:50
Exactly
2021-03-19 17:04
deciding to use that name on hltv should be your biggest regret
2021-03-19 10:58
Not being able to win Boston Major at 15-11. Hello, I am Guardian!
2021-03-19 10:44
2 replies
Mens
2021-03-19 10:53
#385
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
good one
2021-03-19 13:19
everytime I win huge amount in bets, I lose them straight ahead. Also could bang a lot o chicks when I was younger but didn't want to because I had a huge crush on a girl for years. I was so blind and retarded. :(
2021-03-19 10:56
3 replies
Damn
2021-03-19 11:00
The fucked up thing is if you slept with all the chicks you talked about your crush would get interested in you
2021-03-21 07:01
1 reply
lmao
2021-03-21 18:56
#342
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Serbia TheSerb
Letting my pro cs dream die. I was insanely skilled with the awp and i was failing uni becouse i was praccing like 10-15h a day and the end od the year was comming so i stopped playing and started studying but my brain was fucked from so much cs my concentration was out and i failed that year anyway. I came back to cs and my skill went downhill i was too rusty and i kinda lost the confidence to play like i did. So i stopped playing cs and went back to uni and to working out.
2021-03-19 11:04
4 replies
#543
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United States heakalele
that sounds like a better outcome tbh nothing to regret
2021-03-20 09:03
I regret not studying and that i kept playing instead
2021-03-22 10:00
2 replies
#625
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Serbia TheSerb
Mby you werent as good? Or mby i did the right thing who knows?
2021-03-22 11:13
1 reply
Definitely wasn't the issue, I've played with and against pro's plenty of times and beat them in qualifiers. I just realized how stupid being a pro in itself is. When i started to think about the actual job of being a pro i doubt i would want to be doing it.
2021-04-20 08:07
Once upon a time i was playing cs and called my teammate a n****. Then i found out that he was a Somali guy living in Sweden. I am still ashamed of what i did. If you are reading this rn, please forgive me(
2021-03-19 11:07
3 replies
Forgived
2021-03-19 13:09
1 reply
nt You don't live in Sweden
2021-03-19 13:16
you got a good soul. i have a similar memory, where i didn't even really intend to be mean, but accidentally was. i invited a friend of mine to my birthday and at the end she hugged me and said thank you for inviting me, i usually never get invited to anything. i was really drunk and tired and didn't want to have a self-pity convo and said "cmon pls dont make this sad now". i later found out i really hurt her since she was trying to open upto me and i basically told her to fuck off.
2021-03-19 14:26
not messaging my 95 mathes on tinder
2021-03-19 11:20
Never making an effort to make friends, now I have no one and don't know how to talk to people.
2021-03-19 11:22
3 replies
sad story... :(
2021-03-19 11:24
:((( K
2021-03-19 13:09
Relatable, never thought I'd be in this situation until it happened((
2021-03-19 14:13
Didn't make an effort in the best relationship i had. I miss her until now
2021-03-19 11:28
2 replies
Name checks out
2021-03-19 11:51
1 reply
LMFAO true, but i was too young in that moment, and only now (10 years later) i have the knowledge to know how good she was for me.
2021-03-19 17:53
drop out college. not serious enough to finish it. sold my crypto too early.
2021-03-19 11:55
Not grinding sports hard enough
2021-03-19 12:05
the game
2021-03-19 13:15
#386
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
not making a move back then, didn't realize she was into me and now i think about it a lot and i think that she really was, we were soulmates and all of a sudden all went to shit lololol
2021-03-19 13:20
12 replies
I feel you.
2021-03-19 14:18
1 reply
#427
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
yeah, it sucks
2021-03-19 14:28
All for the best.
2021-03-23 12:05
9 replies
#677
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
not so sure about that, it's been over 1.5 years and it's pretty shitty now
2021-03-23 13:35
8 replies
Mens it happens for a reason
2021-03-23 14:49
7 replies
#681
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
ye hope so xd
2021-03-23 14:52
6 replies
You are the reason xXaxax
2021-03-23 15:29
5 replies
#687
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
D:
2021-03-23 18:12
4 replies
No but for real, don't hang on those thoughts, it's useless, you never knew the outcome of it anyway. Next time just try instead of what if.
2021-03-23 18:44
3 replies
#690
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
yeah i've learned the lesson now i was kinda pushing it away for a year or so but it came back now and i don't think there will be another chance like that one
2021-03-23 19:01
2 replies
Life is full of surprises. You probably still young so lots of things to come.
2021-03-23 19:06
1 reply
#696
NiKo | 
Europe trey_
let's hope it's true
2021-03-23 21:44
sharing nudes publicly (not my own)
2021-03-19 13:26
2 replies
Yeah that's really bad at least you know it now
2021-03-19 14:11
1 reply
yeah i learned from my mistake PeruvianWidepeeker
2021-03-19 14:17
#394
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Canada roylin
i stoped learning chinese:(
2021-03-19 14:04
5 replies
u can always restart learning now :)
2021-03-22 02:54
1 reply
#584
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Canada roylin
Yea I’m trying to do it a bit now :)
2021-03-22 03:39
#587
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Canada roylin
Also not talking to my best friend enough a couple yrs ago it seems like we lost contact
2021-03-22 03:44
2 replies
you can always start talking to him/her again. Don't live in regrets. At least try your best before giving up :)
2021-03-22 05:48
1 reply
#629
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Canada roylin
yea i should try to thanks dude :D
2021-03-22 13:23
Falling in love too easily
2021-03-19 14:05
1 reply
+1
2021-03-19 14:20
#403
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Slovakia VERGiLx
If you can change something about your regret then do it. If you cant then stop worrying about it, past does not matter.
2021-03-19 14:08
5 replies
#414
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United States PP_Bizon
The best thing to do with regrets is learn from them, which is easier said than done
2021-03-19 14:16
I kind of agree on the other hand and then don't. Of course it is not good to dwell on past mistake and make yourself miserable over it, however it is important to learn from experience, this is the very concept of intelligence. So it is good to analyze your behavior and see where you maybe did things wrong or might have room for improvement.
2021-03-19 14:20
3 replies
#434
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Slovakia VERGiLx
You can be intelligent even with poor self awareness
2021-03-19 14:34
2 replies
Well in my AI university course they talked about intelligence as the abilitiy to learn from past experience and with that knowledge to then react to new and unkown scenarios. Poor self awareness usually means arrogance and arrogant people are usually idiots in my eyes.
2021-03-19 14:36
1 reply
#445
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Slovakia VERGiLx
I don't think you can define intelligence like that, maybe if you talk about artificial intelligence but humans are more complicated
2021-03-19 14:39
Being me and not being me
2021-03-19 14:09
2 replies
expected PeruvianWidepeeker
2021-03-19 14:17
1 reply
Nt PeruvianWidepeeker
2021-03-19 14:55
biggest regret was not investing in bitcoin
2021-03-19 14:15
1 reply
2009 that shit was like 30 us cents
2021-03-22 03:10
i dont have any. thats what happens when u do what you want
2021-03-19 14:23
Got addicted to the white powder. Clean for a year, but lots of fucked up shit happened in that time.
2021-03-19 14:31
2 replies
Proud of you. Keep up the good fight :)
2021-03-19 14:36
1 reply
Thanks man, I'm in a much better place now. Don't even think about it. Just broke the year mark on the 6th. I'm glad I'm past it.
2021-03-19 14:37
Not answering that one phone call...
2021-03-19 14:34
2 replies
1 reply
I wish i did. It was a beautiful friday evening with a few beers while the sun was going down.
2021-03-19 14:42
wish things could've gone differently if u read this i hope ur good :D
2021-03-19 14:45
not wasting every second on my life like it was the last one... looking back at things and seeing what i was able to do...
2021-03-19 14:38
Doing drugs. Cant forget that feeling. Im a addict and considering going into rehab. I relapse everytime
2021-03-19 14:54
13 replies
weed? or worse?
2021-03-19 17:53
12 replies
Worse. Weed is shit compared to hard drugs. Im addicted to ketamine. Psychially really addicting. Cravings are 10x worse than quitting nicotine. Its hell. Yesterday i flushed it down the toilet again for the millionth time, and this morning i ordered again coming in tomorrow. Its so hard to quit and drugs feel so good
2021-03-19 18:15
11 replies
xd so maybe just start smoking weed instead of this shit? I smoke weedfor last many years and I never wanted another drug and didnt needed.. I even prefer it before alcohol
2021-03-19 18:17
7 replies
and now I switched to herb vaporizer so its not affecting lungs
2021-03-19 18:21
If You try hard drugs You never want weed again lol
2021-03-19 18:21
5 replies
yea that might be true
2021-03-19 18:22
you need to forget the feeling of it
2021-03-19 18:22
2 replies
Weed and alcohol even triggers it
2021-03-19 18:26
1 reply
in that case you have to stay like priest and use nothing fun
2021-03-19 18:27
Can't agree with this.
2021-03-22 16:02
#497
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Lebanon Dogman69
with corona very hard to quit, you have no substitute activities. Can only imagine how the boredom makes you want to do it all the time
2021-03-19 18:24
1 reply
Thats true but also making up excuses imo
2021-03-21 06:57
Het is echt zo erg?
2021-03-22 16:02
not petting every dog I've ever seen
2021-03-19 15:06
4 replies
bro.. I was in srilanka... dogs everywhere even when you dont want to see them... we came after trip to mountain and one dog under our car I go pet him he was probably sleeping I got bit a little bit of bleelding but many of dogs have rabbies so I needed to go to hospital to get antidote... and 4 more antidotes back in my country
2021-03-19 17:55
3 replies
well thats not fun
2021-03-19 19:04
2 replies
thats why I dont pet random dogs anymore
2021-03-19 20:00
1 reply
You can pet dogs just don't do it in Sri Lanka
2021-03-22 03:28
#459
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Czech Republic poledne
missing 2 awp shoots on mirage when we were 15/14 wining i was in 1vs1 I was t site and the bomb was planted and it was only 7 sec to defuse nad i missed 2 shoots when he didn´t move .... terible :D
2021-03-19 15:27
Playing CS Joining HLTV
2021-03-19 17:42
#470
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Mongolia Kkura
Missed a chance with the girl of my dreams.
2021-03-19 17:46
not abusing the krieg
2021-03-19 17:46
1 reply
Lmao 😂
2021-03-19 18:45
Not pushing though highschool instead of going into mental institution because i got bullied to the point i had done multiple suicide attempts. Got no diploma now and can barely get a job.
2021-03-19 17:54
5 replies
It'll get better bro. Just hang on.
2021-03-19 18:13
4 replies
Thnx for the positivity. Since i've moved out of my parents house it's been alot better. Is started losing alot of weight (went from 130 kg to 100 in 2 months) and mentally have been alot better. Now i just have to face the regret of never having a diploma...
2021-03-19 18:26
3 replies
It's just a piece of paper, bro. Working at a job made me learn 100x more in six months than five years at a university. Also if it really means that much to you, you can always go back and finish it now.
2021-03-19 18:28
2 replies
Tbf though, it's a piece of paper that a lot of employers put too much importance on. Even if it actually isn't worth a lot, its absence will still hurt you later on
2021-03-19 18:41
1 reply
Nah. At least not in my industry. No one has ever asked for my papers, as long as I know my shit.
2021-03-19 18:53
I missed chances with a lot of cute girls during my teenage years, which now seems so obvious, but I was retard at the time. Now Im out of school and out of college and the few girls I interact with at work are either dating, married or ugly af.
2021-03-19 18:17
1 reply
well, maybe be friends with them girls .and get to know their circle of friends?
2021-03-20 10:33
swimming so damn fast that one time when i was very young
2021-03-19 18:18
Becoming fat in 6th grade. I lost weight in my 8th year of school but it has totally destroyed my confidence even until now. Never recording my best 1v2 retake. 1 in a million highlight. I doubt even something remotely close to that round ever happened in csgo.
2021-03-19 18:24
definitely making college education a part of my life. I still keep this nonsense in the first order of my life, in case maybe it will work for me in the future. I'm aware it's not too late to do anything but I think I'm wasting time for new generation jobs (about streaming, recording or drop-shipping) that I decide to start after graduation. I wish I did the groundwork for this in middle school or high school :( -I should be appreciated for being able to pour my heart here xd
2021-03-19 18:28
Not improving myself that much both psychal and mental when i had chance. I am not old i am 20 but i don't have enough motivation, enough happiness to even move right now.
2021-03-19 18:31
Waste 4 years of my time just gaming, now I realized how much bad was it to my professional career.
2021-03-19 18:35
I have 2: The first one was not coming out to my parents at 12. I'm not sure how it would have gone at the time, they probably would have dismissed it out right, but it also could have saved me years of gendered frustration Second was quitting soccer(football) when I was younger. I wasn't ever going to go pro or anything, but I loved the game, and I probably wouldn't have so many communication/self image issues if i had kept with it
2021-03-19 18:39
Not dying in my sleep
2021-03-19 18:43
forgiving a girl cheating on me (she did it one more time and i was really broken) never do this, u'll regret it ur whole life
2021-03-19 18:49
3 replies
Did you guys have good chemistry or it was more f a mutual physical attraction? The latter kinda relationships usually fall apart easy man.
2021-03-20 10:35
2 replies
We had both kinda and it was really going well until some moment, then she started to fuck everything up and kinda destroying my feelings; i felt something is really wrong and then it turned out to be like that the thing is that i put trust in her and did everything for her, she started to have some mental issues regarding her family and overall everything was not going out well in her life I was nearby all the time and supported her whatever she was going thru, it has kinda hurt for some time. It's all good now and I feel it was supposed to be like that, we all learn our lessons from our mistakes, now I'm more acknowledged in more aspects that's the good side
2021-03-20 12:42
1 reply
Did everything for her? You know, here's the thing when you're the only one working towards the relationship, it loses it's value. Seems like you were really nice and did everything to appease her in a really nice way. The problem is, most women get bored of getting things easy. And saying to yes to anything and everything she says kinda takes away your own value as a man. Good to hear you learnt from your past mistakes brother.
2021-03-20 12:47
Wasting too much time for nothing special things
2021-03-19 19:06
Not asking out my crush in high school. Found out later that she liked me as well :(
2021-03-20 00:40
spending too much time in hltv and csgo instead of finishing my degree
2021-03-20 00:42
#526
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Europe Vallon4
Not spending time with my dad or even being on regular terms with him. Sort of alienated him. And now it's too late. Will never forgive myself for it.
2021-03-20 00:51
#527
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North America pkheat
not me but someone else confession in a forum prnt.sc/10qga92
2021-03-20 02:11
#528
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North America Yurkn
Watching and getting addicted to porn, getting out is the biggest freedom you can experience (this is from my religious Christian standpoint)
2021-03-20 02:20
4 replies
So you're saying you quit porn after being a christian?Or did you find some other motivation to do so?
2021-03-20 18:42
3 replies
#569
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North America Yurkn
I've been a Christian my whole life, and I just made the error of slipping up in the whole porn atmosphere, but the final push in motivation I got, was my girlfriend who I've been with almost a year, and I guess I just didn't want to disappoint her or "fail" her. This was my motivation, but I knew because of my Christian background that this was something I had struggled with for awhile, and finding her just gave me that last little boost
2021-03-22 02:44
2 replies
seems like you found a gem man.wish you the best brother.
2021-03-22 07:48
1 reply
#633
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North America Yurkn
you too have a blessed day and days to come
2021-03-22 15:47
Serious reply: -Wasted too much time on university and got addicted to league of legends (I was legit addicted) -Dating a japanese for a few years was my biggest mistake ever (not a weeb btw). - Not visiting my grandparents more when I had them is definetely up in the list.
2021-03-20 04:02
3 replies
-Dating a japanese for a few years was my biggest mistake ever (not a weeb btw). im intrigued, what did she do to you??
2021-03-20 08:17
What was wrong with the asian?
2021-03-20 08:27
1 reply
asian lives matters
2021-03-23 12:47
Not being able to repay everything my mother did for me. She died 12 years ago. Cherish your mothers, please.
2021-03-20 04:05
2 replies
She is still in you, so make the best of your life to make her proud.
2021-03-20 08:28
Damn thats sad but though at the same time. How old are you? if you are not that old, then you probably couldnt do that. not everyone are born to be "Elon Musk" and buy houses for their moms.
2021-03-22 03:18
i have some regrets but nothing that made my life insufferable. the biggest one would probably be not pursuing my math skills. i was shitting on the competition in the middle school but i quit because it was taking time and i wanted to do other things like gaming, also i did not take it really seriously. i would have put math olympics as my number one priority if i had the chance to go back at time.
2021-03-20 08:22
Honestly I got quite a few. Some of the biggest being quitting the job I had at the casino, I was making so much fuckin money there I have no idea why I let the stress get to me. Life would've been so much easier had I stuck with it, I'd not be a broke fuckin bitch half the time. And honestly? A big one is not realizing about 6 years earlier that the girl I considered my close friend was actually my fucking soulmate. I wasted a lot of time and stress with other girls and she went through a couple terrible relationships too. Turns out the whole time we had a thing for each other and neither of us said anything. I wish we could've saved all the shit that we went through. Like my one girlfriend cheating on me or another turning out to be psychotic and pulling a knife on me. Nothing like the little Korean cutie that's always stuck by my side, even when she was getting beaten by her loser ex boyfriend. Fuck man, there's a lot more. I have a lot of regrets
2021-03-20 09:07
6 replies
#585
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Sweden crittaN
Look at it on the bright side, chances are those experiences make your current relationship much stronger
2021-03-22 03:39
1 reply
+1, We are VERY happy now. So I hope in the end it was all worth it. I mean, she is just amazing
2021-03-23 08:05
Life sometimes has stuff predetermined in my eyes, I came out of an very toxic relationship where the girl almost pushed me into hitting her, that's how bad it was.. I luckily never did because I couldn't have coped with that. Then 1,5 year goes on and I've had 2 flings but nothing serious, then my (now gf) old colleague from my old job came around again with the single status. We went for a night of playing pool, the rest is history! Moral: You'll have to deal with the lemons life gives you, but it's your choice what to do with them. But sometimes, things are just out of your own control.
2021-03-22 06:30
3 replies
I totally get it man. I am happy that you found happiness as well. Sometimes I guess we all gotta go through shit stuff to find the good stuff
2021-03-23 08:05
2 replies
That's what I meant to say yes! You have to deal with the shit life gives you sometimes. I've had my fair share of shit but I've always come out stronger, I even got diagnosed with cancer at the age of 21, that's and real tough pill to swallow, but positivity throughout my chemotherapy and stuff got me through, my family was hurting more than I was... But it got me through and I'm 2 years clean rn and to this day, I've felt it was meant to be. Why you would ask? Because I was addicted to cocaine...
2021-03-23 08:14
1 reply
Man funny thing is I was addicted to cocaine for a bit too lol. I also cut that habit, didnt really get anything health-wise but I was super irritable and just fucking needing it all the time.
2021-03-23 18:16
this thread made me realize i don't actually have regrets that big lol, maybe its because i dont have expectations.
2021-03-20 19:16
Stepdad died unexpectedly while we were on bad terms, last conversation ever was an argument filled with abuse. Never got to thank him for being the only Male role model i've ever had
2021-03-20 19:21
I was born
2021-03-20 19:22
bet on navi
2021-03-20 19:24
#557
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United States Shr3y
Not pulling out. Literally ruined my life for a 10 second pleasure
2021-03-21 06:38
#558
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Other M@GNU5
Being Asian
2021-03-21 06:38
Not taking my first 3 years of university seriously (aka not even going). Now I have to graduate late (like way late), and I gained interest in my field so I want to go for a masters aboard (cause our equipment and facilities here is super outdated, plus the industry here is looking bleak) but there's almost no way I'm getting a scholarship with my current GPA.
2021-03-21 06:52
probably saying shit to my, now dead, depressed uncle long story short, when i was younger, my uncle left my house and left me with my brother and my alcoholic mother, that also had depression and basically never left her room (now also sadly dead) and years ago, weeks before he died, i questioned him about that. never EVER question bad decisions from depressed people weeks after that he committed suicide, till this day i wonder if it was my fault
2021-03-22 02:58
1 reply
you might be the last blow, but he made many decisions. Dont put the burden onto yourself. Depressed people are not always depressed, you can do some things good, not to leave an absolute mess (like a death assurance, most exclude suicide for the first 6 months, then u are good to go basicly, thats a minimal effort care taking)
2021-03-22 06:29
playing csgo
2021-03-22 02:59
PC
2021-03-22 03:16
Betting on Navi yesterday and losing money kek
2021-03-22 03:24
1 reply
Why bet on bavi when they play gambit? Mens, do research
2021-03-22 06:37
#583
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Sweden crittaN
Not being more curious about bitcoin the first 3 times I heard about it
2021-03-22 03:37
1 reply
So greed is your problem, not bitcoin
2021-03-22 06:35
#586
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Brazil Nipon
being the most SOB in the whole world to my first gf, she totally did not deserve that and even though she said she forgave me, i want her not to, i don't deserve this from her
2021-03-22 03:42
2 replies
Help her in any way possible
2021-03-22 06:35
1 reply
#637
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Brazil Nipon
i want to, but i also want to respect her space, so i don't really know how to
2021-03-22 17:43
trusting on "friends" only to find out that they talked some messed up sh*t about me behind my back who only talked to me because I helped them in their studies
2021-03-22 06:37
Choosing tf2 instead of CS:GO 9 years ago. Didnt expected it will be huge business so right now I could play pro
2021-03-22 06:49
became really close to my girl best friend to the point we were essentially dating, going to her house everyday after school, we'd wait for each other after class, go on lunch/dinner dates, spend the whole night together and tons of people at school had the impression that we were actually dating a lot of things got messed up, there was miscommunication, me and her got in a massive fight and ended up not being friends for the first time in years for a few months straight before making the path to being somewhat close friends again. Worst regret of my entire life, I am still in love with her to this day and we've never been as close since and she made me the happiest in the world since my previous gf had cheated on me and I finally felt comfortable enough to say I loved her so things were really amazing. It's really sad just thinking about it and how I can never have it back and we'll never be able to reach it again but yeah.
2021-03-22 08:52
4 replies
:SADGE:
2021-03-22 10:04
1 reply
idk what that is
2021-03-22 13:15
Are u together now but its not like it was before? Either way sad love story.
2021-03-23 12:56
1 reply
Yeah we became friends again beginning of 2020, had another fight then became friends again in March, then up until August we were sort of mutual and not really close at all anymore, but became closer overtime. We're now best friends again and super close and actually probably better than before but the idea of dating or doing that stuff together anymore is not really a thing. We still talk everyday very often.
2021-03-23 13:29
Betting 18k USD of CS:GO skins.
2021-03-22 08:54
I did not follow up my football talent. I was very good footballer, but then i switched on boxing,judo. I still do judo and excersise, but the football was my real talent.
2021-03-22 10:06
#622
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Finland Ninjamaa
Not finding any hobbies or interests. Everything feels so meaningless. I have all the support possible from my family. Its all my fault.
2021-03-22 10:26
1 reply
Try working as socialworker
2021-03-23 12:58
putting my katowice 2014 dignitas holo on stat trak ak blue laminate back then, during the major, now it is worth 5000€+. mens(((
2021-03-22 11:17
1 reply
Outch, but back then it was just few cents. Dont regret money! Now u have a great story to tell!
2021-03-23 12:59
haha too,many regrets
2021-03-22 13:17
#631
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Chile gentleeH
not selling my csgo inv for bitcoin in 2015
2021-03-22 14:53
-Not making more close friends while younger. I have many good friends, but no best friend. Used to have 2 really close friends but we stopped talking to each other a few years back. I feel like I can really rely only on myself. -Crashing a car while drunk. -Smoking. I was really talented basketball player and I'm still quite good, I play for our towns A mens team, but I feel like if I didn't start smoking and practiced more I could have been somewhere else. -Betting large amounts of money. -Stealing money from my family.
2021-03-22 16:00
Accidentally dropping my ice cream when I was 6.
2021-03-22 17:45
1 reply
U must be a good man
2021-03-23 13:01
Failing my third year at high school, was kinda disappointed in myself for letting my parents down. Not having started boxing earlier and learning about how fun this sport is.
2021-03-22 17:50
#645
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Brazil yakd
Shz : trying to knife simple in a 1vs2 with a 14:13 score line.
2021-03-22 19:04
Not hanging out with my friends more to focus on "studying" "staying around better ppl" "playing games" and generally just staying home. All them good memories i couldve had i missed out on. Im not referring to partying and drugs but just simply hangout more with classmates out of school. The worst thing they ever did was smoke cigars which is smth everyone here does anyways.
2021-03-23 08:15
I could have attended a great school if only I worked a little - I had good grades without doing anything until the end of high-school, if I tried harder I would have had excellent results and entered any school.
2021-03-23 11:44
1 reply
Im in the same situation
2021-03-23 12:23
didn't make decision for my own good and let my father decide what he wants me to be. now i'm miserable and clueless as fck at age 28. no money, living in apartment solo and left my family. depressed, no contact at all. I just hoped when I was around 25 and have big salary, I leave my father but I stay naive and believes that all his plans is good for me. but no. it only makes worse.
2021-03-23 12:47
3 replies
You can only comeback stronger now. Good luck.
2021-03-23 15:38
1 reply
I will my friend lets hope for the best my friend
2021-03-24 06:00
live your life like you're the hero in your own fucking movie. right now is when the movie starts, and it shows you as a fucking loser. and just decide not to be a loser anymore.
2021-03-27 11:57
Being born, if I somehow made that decision before I was born, I regret that
2021-03-23 12:52
#678
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Vietnam djpepe
Refused my crush when she confessed to me
2021-03-23 13:38
1 reply
+1 I TRIED THE SAME :D
2021-03-27 11:56
#684
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Portugal kubZ
stop cs coach in 2011 because of my ex-girlfriend lol
2021-03-23 15:35
Not working out earlier and thus Im an extremely weak and scrawny kid that needs to start doing so and abandoning friendships overtime.
2021-03-23 15:36
Losing touch with close friends I grew up with. One of them passed away last week, and I haven't talked to him in a few years. In high school we hung out almost everyday, I went to college, joined the army, started a family and recently moved home. I kept telling myself I would reach out to him and a few others to have a few drinks to catch up. I just kept making excuses with my "busy" life and now I'm too late.
2021-03-23 20:14
Should have spent more time with my Mom when she was terminally ill and dying in the hospital.
2021-03-23 23:57
#701
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Finland KieZuZ
Still being together with my wife. Should have divorced years ago
2021-03-24 06:08
1 reply
wtf bro u unhappy
2021-03-27 11:56
wasting my young days playing cs 1.6 and css
2021-04-30 18:15
being an atheist
2021-04-30 18:17
Material wealth and the relationships it came with.
2021-04-30 18:25
wasting time at uni
2021-04-30 18:36
refusing to get help for my mental health, lost 1.5 years of school, all my friends graduate this year and i dont, feeling like i lost a big part of my youth
2021-05-02 13:29
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