Im sorry mens but that's world for you, people don't give a shit about what you want to say unless it's something serious, not "oh no matches at 10am" "oh no lost motivation" "oh no studying and playing is so hard". Look at xypnix, do you see him crying anywhere about anything?
I'm lost men. Getting top dollar, org supplies you with high end pc, they pay for travels, pay for bootcamps and if you need psychologist they can also help with that. And most important - you do what you love.