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broky | 
Belgium K0K0SK1P 
How is everyone today? Has corona affected you mentally like made you think about life?
2021-05-13 17:42
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Life is good as always, I just came back from a vacation couple of days ago.
2021-05-13 17:43
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Nice where did you go to
2021-05-13 17:53
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Fuerteventura
2021-05-13 17:57
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Didnt know untill i googled it shit man that paradise is never getting outta my head looks like heaven.
2021-05-13 18:16
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It was great, I actually planned to go to Greece but they locked their country down because of corona, next time I guess.
2021-05-13 18:49
seriously, holy shit it's beautiful
2021-05-13 19:30
#57
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
I hope you had a great time, friend. :)
2021-05-13 18:35
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I did indeed, thanks
2021-05-13 18:49
bad :(
2021-05-13 17:43
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Speak up all ears
2021-05-13 17:54
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im doing bad in school ever since my dad died and my mom is mad
2021-05-13 17:57
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I'm so sorry for your loss. I may be a stranger on flipping hltv but you got this man. Maybe talk to you mom about how you feel.
2021-05-13 18:20
im sorry to hear about that I hope you will get it together soon. What are you studying in school?
2021-05-13 18:41
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well im in year 10 and i cant choose which doesnt help because i have no passion for anything im doing
2021-05-13 18:42
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No worries you still have a lot of years ahead of ya to figure out what you want you can try to get youre degree and then go to collage im sure by then you will have passion for something and have a whole different motivation heads up.
2021-05-13 18:50
Damn, I'm really sorry to hear that, stay strong. We are with you. If you feel like it, we can talk more in private messages, maybe I can help you feel better.
2021-05-13 18:41
#3
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Georgia Megobari
Nah, I'm sitting at home as always and I don't really care xD
2021-05-13 17:43
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Same really sucks. In belgium bars are finally open and amusements also so kibda nice to have something to do
2021-05-13 17:54
#4
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Canada sad_face
i feel like shit, sleepy all day, meds dont work
2021-05-13 17:44
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Flair checks out
2021-05-13 17:45
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Wow...
2021-05-13 17:46
Do you have some friends or famely to speak about this it can really help. Also try to fiend a routine and goals that really did the trick for me.
2021-05-13 17:57
#5
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Slovakia depresia
Lockdown has literally been the best year of my life
2021-05-13 17:44
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#23
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Serbia hltvmens
name checks out
2021-05-13 17:51
I hope you carry the same feelings when we are out the lockdowns.
2021-05-13 17:58
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#101
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Slovakia depresia
def not lol
2021-05-15 08:06
no
2021-05-13 17:44
Today is fine But overall since covid bad
2021-05-13 17:45
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Lets hope its over soon
2021-05-13 17:59
#8
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
it made my days much better ngl
2021-05-13 17:45
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what happened?
2021-05-13 18:39
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#69
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
1- less work 2- discovered hltv 3- nolife in hltv 4- got new friends in hltv 5- got a boyfriend in hltv those 5 things are what made my 2020 and 2021 (so far) good
2021-05-13 18:42
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nice that you found things that u enjoy but please try to moderate the time in hltv, very important
2021-05-13 18:43
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#74
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
8 hours per day is not that much also dont worry, my grades still good so i guess im fine :]
2021-05-13 18:44
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good grades are nice :D but still, try to diversify time, I think it's a really important thing in life to do mens)))
2021-05-13 18:58
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#90
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Brazil ghcnvbkn
i cant, it would be much harder to become the top 1 user with most comments if i use less hltv :(
2021-05-13 19:00
That is exacly as you said. It made me think about life too much actually, but im starting to cope with that
2021-05-13 17:45
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Ive never talked more to myself then in lockdowns it keeps me awake sometimes . Just like you said youre trying to live with it. Buth its harder and harder to find motivations
2021-05-13 18:00
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try to follow your passion mens)))
2021-05-13 18:40
What is dead may never die
2021-05-13 17:45
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Quote that
2021-05-13 18:01
months ago i had some existential crisis and i was thinking a lot about death but now im oke
2021-05-13 17:45
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Glad to hear! No matter how dark it is, there will always be or come sth to live for!
2021-05-13 17:47
Good to hear youre out of it.
2021-05-13 18:02
tired of covid my man
2021-05-13 17:46
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Jup that shit can fuck over lives without even infecting them. Many people feel fuckong lonely and theres nothing rn that they can do to change that
2021-05-13 18:03
Been going out more often recently, certainly helps
2021-05-13 17:47
#17
fnx | 
Brazil Moglao
i was already feeling like shit before corona, so nothing changed
2021-05-13 17:49
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Damm man feeling bad for you. Why are you feeling bad? Before/after
2021-05-13 18:04
life is shit but what can you do
2021-05-13 17:49
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People can support you and help you make youre day they can motivate you. So i hope youre live gets better also why do you think lives shit wathever it is i hope it ends tomorow and you can enjoy life more often
2021-05-13 18:06
#20
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Hungary Shiron212
I'm doing good, although my sleep schedule is fcked up and sitting at home is a bit boring at times, but what can you do 🙂 At least the vaccination is in full swing, I'm also waiting for my vaccine, everything will be fine I also got really lucky with covid, the government reduced the requirements for the exams and there are no oral presentations, ez pz
2021-05-13 17:49
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With me its in reverse i need to learn the same oral exams etc buth we have home scholing so its basicly harder
2021-05-13 18:08
life was fucked even before corona
2021-05-13 17:50
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Why? Id love to hear. My lifes also fucked before corona i felt and still feel lonely buth i try to motivate myself to study work etc and do better every day that is pulling me over the line.
2021-05-13 18:10
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wdym why? everyone's life was fucked
2021-05-13 18:40
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Why you were feeling bad even before corona?
2021-05-13 18:42
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Just look at the world.. so unbalanced
2021-05-13 18:43
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Jup pretty sad to see such a big difference I try to live making your own day ok and the others their day better.
2021-05-13 18:54
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same
2021-05-13 19:16
Covid is ok but war in Israel is really hitting me Overall it's ok
2021-05-13 17:51
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Glad to hear youre doing fine. But yeah the wars are always in the back of a persons mind like how things can escalate in 1 day 200 rockets becouse of a disagrement
2021-05-13 18:11
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Thank you my bro. And yeah wars suck fr
2021-05-15 16:18
im DJ 32k/month so my life is good
2021-05-13 17:59
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Is it affected by covid? Or you still making alot becouse of online revenue
2021-05-13 18:12
mid may and 15°C this is the only thing thats bothering me and 9°C coming on 28.05 IN GERMANY fuck this fucking fuckshit
2021-05-13 18:01
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Global climate on action temperaturs are swinging wilder then ever in belgium at easter it was 20° next week it was snowing 4/7 days
2021-05-13 18:13
#43
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Poland BAN_ANIME
got infected, but feel ok now and soon my quarantine ends
2021-05-13 18:10
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Good to hear you got trough. I would personally feel stressed if i wouldve had corona becouse i would think about if i infected someone buth thats just me bitching.
2021-05-13 18:14
will i get infected from you if i reply to your comment?
2021-05-13 18:34
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#56
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Poland BAN_ANIME
yes get ready
2021-05-13 18:34
I feel much better mentally because my study went online and I don't need to open mouth in front of 50 people
2021-05-13 18:19
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great to hear honestly
2021-05-13 18:44
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thanks!!!
2021-05-13 18:45
#51
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United States NABOT
Was never really rough for me, definitely made me think/analyze my life my sleep schedule got a lot worse but I'm trying changing my eating and some other bad habits
2021-05-13 18:25
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Sleep schedule is important, maybe try to find something to do in the morning. So then you can look forward to it. For example for me it's running, if I wouldn't sleep enough, I wouldn't find the energy to run. good luck
2021-05-13 18:47
It's been rough recently dudes. My mom has openly admitted to not having any care for me and I have trouble connecting with my peer group. I feel very isolated
2021-05-13 18:27
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I think a lot of people are feeling isolated same as you, so don't feel bad about it. Can't say anything about the situation with your mom, but maybe try to occupy your thoughts with something else, or have a good talk why is she feeling that way, good luck man
2021-05-13 18:51
#53
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Finland Eestu
I'm doing quite good actually. I already spent a lot of time at home, but the corona situation let me spent even more time at home focusing on other things. Had a lot of time to play CS and get improve, but also focus on my other hobbies like language learning. Although I've felt really isolated from time to time, overall I'm doing great. How about you then? I'd also like to hear how you are doing during these tough times. :)
2021-05-13 18:33
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#67
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
I'm glad you managed to turn the COVID-19 pandemic around into a lot of positives, friend. ^^ EDIT: Double-word.
2021-05-13 18:42
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#77
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Finland Eestu
Although there have been some tough times during the pandemic, it has been mostly positive for me. Having a lot of free time to spend on different things has been great, be it just a hobby or something actually productive. :) How about you Jonty? How has it been for you, if you don't mind me asking. ^^ Edit: Just saw your comment at #60, my bad. :D
2021-05-13 18:46
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#82
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
Well I guess I can say for certain that is one thing COVID-19 did for us, that is give us all some free-time, I guess... It didn't really effect me, as my work was solely done online regardless and my social life can easily be managed online also. I guess those that had to work from home got a nice break but that is different for everybody, some would see the workplace as an escape/comfort zone in their own regards. Yeah I posted in post #60 but overall, I'm getting there. ^^ I'll feel a lot better once I can get some things crossed off the list I'm currently waiting for that is niggling at me but all I can really do is wait and see. :) Always a pleasure, friend. <3 Have a good day. :)
2021-05-13 18:50
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#86
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Finland Eestu
Really glad to hear that you are doing fine and that things are going well for you. :) Hopefully you'll manage to cross those things off your list soon enough! Always a pleasure talking with you Jonty, I hope you are having a good day too! :)
2021-05-13 18:57
i feel so alienated, surrounded by fkin mongoloids if i go outside. i hope techno club open so, so i can get out of this clown world and pop 5 pillies.
2021-05-13 18:34
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Sounds like you're the alien
2021-05-13 18:38
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mayb alien is the real humans. but if u come to berlin u would understand me.
2021-05-13 18:43
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I'm unfortunately aware of the degeneracy going on in Berlin..
2021-05-13 20:21
actually feeling pretty good, was in a big hole mentally right before quarantine. stopped talking to friends bc I think a lot of issues were connected with them, so now no close friends but mental good
2021-05-13 18:38
#60
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32
In all honesty, COVID-19 hasn't really affected nor worsened my mental health, though it greatly impacted my friend who also suffers with mental health. Overall, it has actually been quite a tough month for me thus far but I am well, all things considered. ^^ Within the next few weeks or so, all should finalised with some personal matters in my life. I hope you are currently okay though, friend. ^^ How is your current mental state holding up? EDIT: General corrections.
2021-05-13 18:40
I'm jobless since the beginning of corona despite a master grade. Loads of bad thoughts but a motivation to follow my passion and become a tennis teacher
2021-05-13 18:53
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u need master grade for tennis teacher?
2021-05-13 18:58
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There is no work for a junior in my field, so I consider changing orientation
2021-05-13 19:44
Only thing rona did mentally was get me tilted at school. Learning EE remotely is dogshit.
2021-05-13 18:58
#92
Snax | 
Poland studek
e-learning and lockdowns suck dick.
2021-05-13 19:27
doing ok, i work from home these days. thanks for asking.
2021-05-13 19:31
#95
2D | 
United States breasts
been depressed long before covid bro 👌😢
2021-05-13 19:33
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Don't be and just enjoy life
2021-05-15 08:14
Covid has made my life better, I don't have to deal with in-person school, I just got a job, started investing in crypto, and can go outside more often since school isn't in-person
2021-05-13 19:47
obv worse, especially in 2020 but in 2021 i got a gf and going out more often. obv it helps a lot. social interaction is such an important thing during this time
2021-05-13 19:57
Corona fucked me up mentally, life was really shit but life has gotten better. I just hope I have less stress soon
2021-05-13 20:23
Made me feel so bored and miss stuff that I took for granted like hanging out with friends, going to classes and stuff Never thought the day will come when I'd miss going to classes faking rip man
2021-05-15 08:13
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