Yeah I feel you, recently I posted on r/trueoffmychest (I think that's what it's called, something like that anyway) about being nonbinary, because I've recently come to the conclusion that that is what I want to identify as, at least for now. All I got, however, was a backlash of hate and saying that people are only male or female and anyone who thinks otherwise is "retarded." I hate to use the word 'triggered' because it's such a meme, but it honestly kind of did upset me. Now I'm doubting my identity and feeling really guilty. So yeah, that's that.
The 4 unbreakable promises from Allah Almighty in Quran:
So remember me; I will remember you | Baqarah 152
If you are grateful, I will surely increase you [in favours] | Ibrahim 7
Call upon Me, I will respond to you | Ghafir 70
And Allah (SWT) will not punish them, while they seek forgiveness | Al-Anfaal 33
You just have schizophrenia
It takes so little, so infinitely little, for someone to find himself on the other side of the border, where everything - love, convictions, faith, history - no longer has meaning. The whole mystery of human life resides on the fact that it is spent in the immediate proximity of, and even in direct contact with, that border, that it is separated from it not by kilometers but by barely a millimeter.
It means u should come to Russia