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Portugal lessfukngooooo 
anyone here has hallucinations? I have, mostly due to lack of sleep. boring shit, like black shit or silluetes on the corner of my eye. the realest one ive ever seen was a shadow man sitting on a chair, he dissapeared into thin air as soon as I saw him. he did look pretty chill doe, like a manequin in a store posing
2021-07-30 06:08
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Man, you need to go to bed. Sleep deprivation is not very pog
2021-07-30 06:10
33 replies
You get to the point where you can't sleep. Id get the same result if even if I tried
2021-07-30 06:16
32 replies
Time to drink codeine then?
2021-07-30 06:17
26 replies
I will just pull an all nighter and drink a monster in the morning
2021-07-30 06:20
25 replies
sounds brutal, but nice 👌
2021-07-30 06:20
24 replies
id rather be able to sleep but meh could be worse
2021-07-30 06:25
23 replies
sleep overrated anyways:))
2021-07-30 06:26
Sleeping pills?
2021-07-30 07:02
21 replies
my sleep is so fucked up that I need like 4 for it to work.
2021-07-30 07:07
20 replies
#42
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Finland mmiikkaa
smoke big blunt. works (if you are adult, kids dont do drugs)
2021-07-30 07:30
17 replies
I dont really know any dealer
2021-07-30 07:36
16 replies
#44
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Finland mmiikkaa
you have internet right?
2021-07-30 07:38
10 replies
Ganja legal in finland?
2021-07-30 11:22
8 replies
#68
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Finland mmiikkaa
no but its also not taboo to use it. And it is easy to get from dark web. You can literally order any drug without knowing absolutely anyone in 1 hour
2021-07-30 13:34
7 replies
Yeah sure, what you gonna pay with your credit card?
2021-07-31 22:52
6 replies
you pay with crypto obviously. but ordering on the dw has become more and more painful and dangerous. a lot of exist scams and garbage scam sellers.
2021-07-31 22:53
2 replies
So you pay before you actually see the drug? It gets sent to your house? Find it hard to believe.
2021-07-31 23:05
1 reply
there are inbuild escrow systems, like middleman for example. but also if you actually find trusted sellers, they are verified etc, so you dont have to worry about getting scammed, but prime dark net market time was around 2014 or something, its not a good way to buy anymore.
2021-07-31 23:06
in finland we have keskustori
2021-08-01 00:02
you dont really need dark web in finland,you can literally find a dealer in 10 minutes
2021-08-01 00:08
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#108
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Finland mmiikkaa
this is what i mainly meant. keskustori is no "dark web" more like encrypted web address where you find posts from your local place and contact to dealer usually via also encrypted phone app. and you pay with cash. this takes literally under hour and you got drugs :D ofc you can order them to your house or to froset etc. and pay with crypto too
2021-08-01 14:19
#60 context: azores = Islands from the pacefic ocean
2021-07-30 11:29
Can't be that to find one near you.
2021-07-30 08:18
4 replies
im azorean, not from S Miguel. shit is not exactly hard to come by but I dont know how to get it outsde of parties
2021-07-30 11:27
3 replies
Hey bruh I'm gonna go to açores in August. Can share some with you cuz I will bring it on the plane. Would be cool to meet a fellow hltv men's
2021-07-30 13:16
1 reply
that would be sick htm if your in santa maria
2021-07-30 13:18
#82
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Italy Skye620
There are mobile phone apps where you can buy literally anything and get it sent in the mail to you mens)) Edit for context: I get stuff shipped from EU to Australia all the time.
2021-07-31 05:57
#96
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Finland Grrr!!
Im sorry, i have friends like this. Its no joke.
2021-07-31 23:15
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its shitty but I have only myself to blame. Im like this today cause 14 year old me sudenly decided that sleep was cringe. hope your friends can rest
2021-07-31 23:21
#46
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
Dude you’re saying that as if it’s cool. You’ll die at 30 if this shit continues. Sleep deprivation is one of the worst things you can do to yourself. Permanent damage to the brain is no fun at all. If you're already talking about seeing hallucinations like it’s nothing the damage may have already been dealt and the matter in discussion is the scale of it. As a person who suffered from insomnia I can tell you that weed helped me a lot. When you can't fall asleep, roll a joint, smoke and try again. You will sleep like a baby. I saw #43 and dude, you are from PORTUGAL. Go ask some friends or simply go to a bad neighborhood. Finding a dealer in Portugal is the easiest thing ever. I really hope you do something about this. If you don't you will really regret missing out on sleep when you’re older
2021-07-30 08:03
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where have I ever said I liked this? its a shitty habbit I picked up cause of personal reasons
2021-07-30 11:25
2 replies
#62
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
You didn't and I’m sorry if my previous comment sounded rude. Still, please do something about this. It’s a very, very bad habit
2021-07-30 11:39
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no problem man, thank you for the concern
2021-07-30 11:43
get melatonin, its over the counter
2021-07-31 05:44
go to sleep kid
2021-07-30 06:11
2 replies
no dad, I hate you!!!
2021-07-30 06:15
1 reply
wtf
2021-07-30 08:51
I used to know this kid that used to say he saw eyeless people in public, walls bleeding and shit. he even had a tulpa. I dont really talk with him anymore
2021-07-30 06:24
Yes I've been having hallucinations lately, how did you know?
2021-07-30 06:27
2 replies
because i am the shadowman
2021-07-30 06:31
1 reply
:woah:
2021-08-01 00:05
Yeah sometimes when i've been awake for long time i start to see human shaped "shadows"
2021-07-30 06:34
1 reply
iv'e also seen shadow bugs but maybe thats just me
2021-07-30 07:04
Do you torture yourself to see hallucinations or something?
2021-07-30 06:35
1 reply
nah i just saw one before making thread. hallucinations are interesting to me
2021-07-30 07:01
#15
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Norway TheDEA
I've had two episodes due to sickness, fever hallucinations. Pretty scary And have had lots when I'm on LSD or MDMA.
2021-07-30 06:38
2 replies
I heard those edibles aren't shit
2021-07-30 07:01
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#36
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Norway TheDEA
They are usually gummies.
2021-07-30 07:12
Yes when i don't sleep for 24 hours
2021-07-30 06:41
#17
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Turkey TheKaiser
well, once I saw a silhouette passing in from of my room at night, it was 3-4 something am at night and I had sleep paralysis I think. it could've been one of my parents though it probably wasn't.
2021-07-30 06:48
one and a half years ago i had a psychosis caused by consuming too much potent weed. basically full blown panic attacks multiple times a day. luckily i had zero visual halucinations, but i did have auditory ones which fucked with my sanity big time. thank fuck i managed to get out of that dark period of my life and i feel better than ever now thanks to complete sobriety and physical workouts.
2021-07-30 07:01
8 replies
damn, good on you for turning your life around. I've never had a auditory hallucination, whats it like?
2021-07-30 07:03
2 replies
terrifying to say the least. on top of screaming noises and weird wind sounds, the worst part about all of this was hearing my inner voice which i thought was commentating my life, i didn't realise, or i couldn't differentiate anymore that this was just my inner voice that every other sane person has as well, but i basically lost control of that inner voice and it had its own mind, at least thats what it felt like. therapy sessions probably saved my life tbh. scary shit
2021-07-30 07:08
1 reply
that sounds fucked up, glad your over that shit now
2021-07-30 07:12
Flag))
2021-07-30 07:04
1 reply
not funny bro :(
2021-07-30 07:08
did u smoke through the whole day and for how long?
2021-07-30 14:07
2 replies
1,5g a day from after school until sleep full high for 3 years every day
2021-07-30 17:32
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damn bro i couldnt handle that, i rarely chill on daytime by ur experience i must think of many ex-stoners who said "being clear is the new high" i think i will reach that point aswell since it became more like a habit
2021-07-30 17:37
I have auditory hallucinations when I smoke sometimes. Mostly like like indistinct whisperings and soft chatter like you would hear in a background of a show or scary movie. Maybe I should listen to them next time O_O edit: One time I got way too fucking high and got really bad visual hallucinations. Like my vision was zooming in 5x and then zooming back out like a video game... Scariest shit of my life and I had a panic attack that fucked me up for like a month. Time, words, nothing made any sense
2021-07-30 07:08
6 replies
inb4 you start to listen to the shadow demon
2021-07-30 07:09
2 replies
they're telling me to get on a plane to portugal to slap a guy's butt O_O
2021-07-30 07:15
1 reply
#54
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
That wasn't weed. Be careful what you consume
2021-07-30 08:58
2 replies
Naw it was. I just smoked like 30x what I should have because I was a stupid kid, and I am predisposed to have shitty reactions. I get similar feelings/experience when I smoke too much today just on a smaller level
2021-07-31 05:35
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#86
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
Dunno man, no matter how much I smoke I never get visual hallucinations with weed and I haven't heard of that being possible. But maybe you are right, I wouldn't really know. That’s some scary shit bro
2021-07-31 12:09
idk what qualifies as a hallucination, but I had a little bit of those for a while last year or so either way if it goes on for a while you should probably see a doctor
2021-07-30 07:11
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meh they are really rare now. there was a time where I saw them pretty consistently but even then it was just odd shaped shadows that were gone as soon as I saw them, nothing serious
2021-07-30 07:15
#45
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Korea XigNw0w
I usually hear voices in my head.
2021-07-30 07:54
#49
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Europe Pts
Alzheimer incoming in 3...2...1...
2021-07-30 08:32
nope, never have. I've gone without sleep for ~70 hours once. nothing.
2021-07-30 08:35
I closed my eyes once, pointed at my light . not fully closed but almost closed. I saw a stream and some dude riding it on raft inside my eyelids. I did this for like an hour and was seeing all kids of things.
2021-07-30 08:43
I took way too much exctacy 1 year ago and still see phychadellic visuals to this day. I think its called hppd.
2021-07-30 10:45
No but I've heard voices. Stuff like a radio voice going on and on about something in a distance. Probably were just neighbors fucking around.
2021-07-30 11:19
after drugs, yes. I almost died during my 2nd ketamine trip
2021-07-30 11:25
read brothers karamazov ivan hallucination chapter, pretty damn good
2021-07-30 11:43
Do you also see people rushing site, making your team over rotate?
2021-07-30 13:27
do you see dead people
2021-07-30 13:39
Yes, I've been to Amsterdam!
2021-07-30 14:00
No
2021-07-30 14:01
only had once after playing MW3 on ps3 on a old television until the morning lmao sat in the train and it looked like i had a hoodie on when i looked out the window but i had a t-shirt, also had the next 5 weeks some flickery vision in the centre of my sight so yea since that i go to sleep every day rofl
2021-07-30 14:05
#75
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Czech Republic Ondron
had them bcs of my lack of sleep as well, but only heard some sounds which werent real, no visuals
2021-07-30 17:36
#77
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Turkey yunus06
I watched myself die after drinking a few lyrica alcohol and weed. I swear I saw my soul come out of my body. i was talking to trees xd.
2021-07-30 17:41
yeah that must suck, but at least he was pretty chill doe
2021-07-30 17:48
get well soon man, sleep deprivation sucks. try and fix this issue before it becomes way too tough.
2021-07-31 05:47
feels bad, but you should get that fixed first priority if you aren't already
2021-07-31 06:01
#84
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United States DudeGuy96
how little sleep do u get for that to happen?
2021-07-31 06:23
1 reply
dont remember off the top of my head but I think you need to be awake for at least 36 hours. thats just a rough estimate doe
2021-07-31 07:56
Azores fuck up
2021-07-31 12:19
2 replies
Danish guy who fanboys over spain and hates portugal XDDDDDD
2021-07-31 22:57
1 reply
No man I love Portugal
2021-08-01 19:33
#95
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Sweden Rifile
I used to have it at the age of 12 at times due to many factors and it was kinda scary cus it always felt like a jumpscare when i saw stuff. The most real one was when i opened a door and saw a woman in a red dress. I fell backwards instantly cus of the jumpscare it gave me and then the lady dissapeared.
2021-07-31 23:14
#98
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Brazil Yamat01
JulienN19K moment
2021-07-31 23:21
I had sleep paralysis for a while and some hallucinations then, but never like awake hallucinations
2021-07-31 23:36
sometimes when going to bed i think i see my cat walking around but most of the time when i turn on the light he disappears
2021-07-31 23:38
Beat off in shower than knock out
2021-08-01 00:00
first signs of shyzophrenia and pretty obvious ones its not hallucinations as if halucinations
2021-08-01 00:01
#106
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Europe dontrax
only on acid
2021-08-01 00:07
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