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Poland mlodzier 
Well, idk why do i type this here, feels really shitty to engage all of you into it, but I think it will be at least easier for me to reduce the amount of emotions. Me and my ex stopped relationship like 3-4 months ago. At the beginning, i felt freedom and actually rest of this (was really toxic at the end mostly i was forcing to divorce the relationship), was meeting with the girls (mostly one night stands) and everything was fine. But right now, i felt emptyness... Every single day is a lost cause, i cant focus on anything because of thinking of her. We were together for about 2 years and I lost my best friend (who were in love in her in secret, did suicide by our relationship). Never felt love to anyone, she was the only one who knows me 100% and i could literally tell her anything. Right now she had a new boy, whos older than me, is rapper from pretty popular group in my country, basically you know better version. I cant function normally because of it, I cant eat, I cant do my projects which i had to, I only lay down on bed and smoking cigarettes to have any moment of resist. Anyone was in similar situation? What should I do? I really love her and cant stop thinking about I could lost her forever.... Sorry for typing this here but im hopeless at this point and need some perspective from others. Thank you all in advance and have a nice day.
2021-08-02 20:19
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stop with the girls and start with then mens)) men
2021-08-02 20:21
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+1
2021-08-02 20:29
+1
2021-08-02 20:42
#48
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Lithuania ezFor
+1
2021-08-02 20:44
#66
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North America 007DBR9
+1
2021-08-02 20:54
yes mens, lick balls ,very good
2021-08-02 22:50
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Ukraine s1vs9mple
+1 Based
2021-08-02 23:31
+1
2021-08-02 23:24
+1
2021-08-02 23:25
+1
2021-08-02 23:31
I think he didn't mean that kind of emptiness
2021-08-03 13:21
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Ones bussy should always be stuffed if you know what I mean
2021-08-03 21:04
get over it
2021-08-02 20:21
1 reply
+1
2021-08-02 21:09
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Andorra breasts
give it some more time and you'll be fine, maybe meet someone who you'll wnt to spend more than a day with, etc etc. good luck and take care mens)))
2021-08-02 20:22
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Feels like women like that does not exist nor had any opportunity to meet them
2021-08-02 20:27
same here stopped relationship year ago, we were together 6 years, felt the same man. I know what it is, be strong and everything will be fine
2021-08-02 20:23
6 replies
How are you right now? How long it was after you felt normally?
2021-08-02 20:28
5 replies
after brake up i was drinking like month.... but thanks to my close friends who helped alot... was like 4-6 months when everything was fine.... you should go with friends out... visit places, it should help, but a lot depends on you, yeah memories will come back sure, just be strong
2021-08-02 20:30
4 replies
I was doing all of those things, I was even happier after break up but it hit me like week ago with those thoughts. Why is that?
2021-08-02 20:39
3 replies
best memories always will show up its normal, nothing to worry about... just move on man :)
2021-08-02 20:41
2 replies
You are right that best memories shows up.. thanks man it was actually a bit helpful, have a nice day man :)
2021-08-02 20:44
1 reply
no problem, be safe n have nice day :)
2021-08-02 20:45
Grow balls and get over it, by being sad about it you just waste your time you could use being happy
2021-08-02 20:24
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Brazil HenTheX
will try to enjoy life, go for something you like, try to leave your ex aside
2021-08-02 20:24
She wins when you spend your day like this. Just start seeing other people and try to live life again, eventually you will find someone that will make you forgot about your ex, until this new person breaks up with you and then your back to feeling lonely again. Its just how it is, you will get broken up sometimes but its your choice on how to deal with it.
2021-08-02 20:25
Wow, this is a tough situation. First of all, don't kill yourself because of someone, have some self-love mens. Second I suggest u to search new things to doo, play a new game, learn a new language, practice a sport. As u say u fell alone, why don't go to a bar find new peoples or to the mall, watch a movie. Last of all, about the girl u like, well the best way I think is open the game and talk with her about your fellings. Hope I help u and my dm is open if u need men
2021-08-02 20:27
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Thing is i was doing all of those things but in period of week i loose it all after I found out she has a new boyfriend. I was doing fine throughout those months but it hit me recently like a train.
2021-08-02 20:33
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i felt great when i knew that my ex meetin new bf. i mean it was hard obv, but at the same time it makes u free, u r like "fuck this shit she can fuck with whoever she want i dont care rn". before she met new bf i had feelings, after im like whatever fuck it. ull be alright bro, give urself some time. AND MEDITATE U MOTHERFUCKER!! "healing after breakup" theme is gonna help a lot
2021-08-02 23:47
good buy(
2021-08-02 20:26
That feeling is temporary, just focus on yourself and be a better you,
2021-08-02 20:27
5 replies
Why isnt hitted me at the beginning but after few months? I cant get it really it ruined my life right now
2021-08-02 20:38
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Saudi Arabia creatorrr
Because it will hit anyway. Good it didnt hit right away because then you could do stupid things based on your emotions
2021-08-02 20:41
Idk maybe it took you a bit longer to realise that loneliness is scary, i didn’t read your whole post only the start but i can tell you that when my girl left me it hit me right from the start and i was crying nonstop for like two weeks straight and i couldn’t stop thinking about her for like 6 months, i was tired of feeling shit all the time so i watched like 10 yt videos about mental health and break ups, that’s when i realised and u derstood that i need to start focusing and working on myself, i wanted to look good, get my life togerther and get my mind in a good mental state so i would be that guy who she regret leaving It really helped me a lot, now i found something that i’m really passionate about and that’s gym, i also changed my style a lot, do anything that keeps your mind off of her, start with small things and remember that even tho it feels like it’s all over for you, that feeling is 100% temporary, it will go away even tho it doesn’t feel like it will
2021-08-02 20:52
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Any advices for introduction into gym? I was really considering that but i need to overcome my weight problems because im loosing kilograms because i cant barely eat because of it
2021-08-02 21:05
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Well, we’re kinda similar on that case because i was underweight like a year ago, my weight was like 63kg even tho i was 184cm tall so i was really skinny (i’m 75kg now) It’s hard to eat a lot to get the calories that you need when you’re a skinny guy so gym helps a lot, first of all it helps with appetite and second of all you need to build up a lot of muscle mass when you’re skinny, easiest way to gain mass when you start going to the gym is to do compound exercises, that’s really important to remember especially when you’re a beginner, compound exercises are for building your total body mass, gym will help you mentally and physically 100% you will be hooked on that shit, if you have no motivation to go to the gym, just buy preworkout, you will get so much energy and vitamins from a preworkout, just look for one with about 300mg of caffeine per serving and start take half of a serving first week, also you should get creatine and remember to take proteine everyday for your muscle growth
2021-08-02 21:51
Get over it and dont fall in love ever again
2021-08-02 20:27
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
Just try to hold on for a while, time will heal your wounds
2021-08-02 20:28
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Argentina WaSTe_D
First of all, go see someone who can actually help you. We can advice you all you want and make you feel better, but at the end of the day it will be temporary and it won't change things. If you just wanna talk to ask for others opinions that's fine. Sorry but that's all i can say. GL brother
2021-08-02 20:28
Bruh, if this type of shit brings you down wait until real life issues hit you. But, its well known that after a serious relationship it takes 1 third of the amount of time you've been together to get over it. You'll suffer for a while, meet another girl, sex her, fall in love and all will be good. If she moved on and found another guy that means that something was wrong with your relationship and she was not the one for you.
2021-08-02 20:30
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
“Bruh, if this type of shit brings you down wait until real life issues hit you.” Shut. The. Fuck. Up
2021-08-02 20:38
6 replies
Yeah, imagine having issues where you dont have enough to provide for your family, having some serious medical issues, making bad life decisions with disastrous consequences etc You stfu kid
2021-08-02 20:41
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Panama bakedcs
What makes you think he's not dealing with some of those already, From my perspective the good thing (relationship, friendship, sport whatever etc) that kept you pulling through all your personal issues disappearing or turning into another problem hurts more than struggle cause its what gave you hope and motivation to deal with those struggles.
2021-08-02 20:47
#52
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Ukraine Mykolkaa
These are certainly bad but ending a long relationship and loosing your best friend to suicide can be in no way better morally. You’re just being edgy so stfu instead of telling the dude his emotions and his pain are worthless
2021-08-02 20:48
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What's the point in thinking of suicide cause of a bitch that just jumped on another cock without any empathy or respect towards him? She doesnt give a fk about him and he is suffering and destroyinh himself. I wouldnt say these things if I didnt experienced it. I married young, she cheated on me cause our relationship got to a point where it was trash, but I suffered for one year, abused alcohol, been miserable and had all type of bad thoughts, got a divorce and managed to move on. I regret every single second that I suffered cause of her, life is too short for this shit. You just have to man up and move on, the sooner the better!
2021-08-02 20:58
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They won't understand bro they are probably young , i get what you are saying completely. As guys we need to man up sometimes instead of having pity parties
2021-08-03 00:41
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Saudi Arabia creatorrr
I know by myself that real issues does hit more than feeling sad because of breakup. The jujment of my country is trying to take my buisness from me. Jujment still goes on and there is a little chance of winning but i feel sad 4 real
2021-08-02 20:46
Bruh, if this type of shit brings you down wait until real life issues hit you. +1 bro. many people dont even know and realize (LIKE AT ALL) how real life actually can hit them
2021-08-02 23:51
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Of course, women come and go, it hurts indeed but you learn how to deal with these things eventually. As you get older, life tries to hit you with far bigger issues that you may not be able to fix no matter how hard you try..
2021-08-03 01:29
Homies over hoes Homies over hoes Homies over hoes
2021-08-02 20:30
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Saudi Arabia creatorrr
tough situation but u can get over it bro. U may get drunk 1 day (i'm not a fan of it), but the next day u'll have a clear head and you will know what you really want to do because you will feel better the next day then ever before. If i feel myself shitty, i do so and the whole week i'm very productive and have a will to live. where are you from by the way? Dm me if you wanna talk more bro
2021-08-02 20:36
Mens)))) You can take her off the streets, but never take the streets out of her if you know what I'm saying. Take time to find yourself again, do your hobbies, start new ones, make sure you get a new perspective on life
2021-08-02 20:32
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Latvia FieryBlood
You must endure, it won't always feel this bad. Just hold on mens.
2021-08-02 20:36
if you feel sad or lonely, come play cs go my brotha.
2021-08-02 20:40
Although the pain is hardly bearable right now, you will heal with time like everyone else. Don't do anything foolish.
2021-08-02 20:43
When another person is all you have in life, you are broke. Now that she is gone, you have nothing left. This is why everyone should hit the gym. It does wonders mentally. I have had many workouts that were extremely personal due to problems in life, and i let everything out there. On the treadmill and on weights. Sauna and cold shower after that, a little walk home and you feel fresh as fuck, at peace. Consider it unless you want to keep on wasting your precious time on your bed.
2021-08-02 20:48
you forced your relationship to an end and now you feel bad for it? wtf? anyway, are you this fckin weeb or a man? get out of your fckin house and go to the gym(perfect if you don't want to think about shit), if you want to throw away your life because of one girl then you are stupid and worthless, get the fuck out of your couch, throw away those ciggaretes and start being real man you weeby
2021-08-02 20:49
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What makes you think Im weeb? I will never suicide because my friends did it and I know how hard it could affect my family. Thing is I cant function normally, i cant focus or find a motivation to do while I had to end 2 projects in the period of 2 weeks. I was considering gym but im loosing weight day by day because i can barely eat.
2021-08-02 20:54
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dunno, tried to make you think that it's time get everything back together and stop thinking about useless stuff, i know some people just can't do that and will waste hours on thinking about shit, btw believe me when you start going to the gym, the motivation will come by itself, this shit is addictive
2021-08-02 20:59
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Brazil nener0x
Hey bro. First u need to know is: No one girl (people) can be more than urself. Before the girl, has u ! First, Remember all the things that made u divorce, do u wanna this again? Ok, i think no. So forget her. Second, listen a good bob marley songs who has a lot of good messages of being fine, live your life, and others. (make a good marijuana cigarrete lol) Third, look for your friends , go out home, enjoy some clubs, bars, and u will find new girls. You dont have to be in love for anyone, just live the life. Dont look or search a Girl to be your new girlfriend, this will happen naturally, and when this happen, you will know. In some months you will be fine, trust me. And after this time, u will back here to look your message and say to urself: "wow, i was crazy". Just go on!
2021-08-02 20:50
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Serbia Ljannister
Low effort troll
2021-08-02 20:51
8 replies
Seriously?
2021-08-02 20:54
7 replies
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Serbia Ljannister
Cant imagine someone would seriously consider writting suicide letter on hltv.
2021-08-02 21:01
6 replies
Its not suicide letter as I wouldnt suicid because my friend did it. It more like hopeless letter cause i have none to share with.
2021-08-02 21:07
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Serbia Ljannister
Imho its too personal if its true to write it to stranger. Go to shrink it helps and theres no shame in it. If you are trolling, which I assume, its dumb a bit.
2021-08-02 21:10
4 replies
Its easier to say this to strangers idk why. I can assure you im not trolling
2021-08-02 21:12
3 replies
Then go to shrink and get therapy, do sports, eat better and have some self confidence. It helped me with panic attacks for example. I exercise TaeBo every day, eat healthier, married, have 2 kids, got lawyer licence and i was rock bottom 7 yeaes ago. If i could, you can. Just stop crying and go and fight. There is always better girl out there.
2021-08-02 21:17
2 replies
What is TaeBo?
2021-08-02 21:18
1 reply
Mixture of taekwondo and boxing. Google it and check YT. I found it extremly helpful
2021-08-02 21:31
now go to the gym
2021-08-02 20:52
3 replies
What exercises you would recommend for me?
2021-08-02 20:55
2 replies
jumping on rope i mean with
2021-08-02 21:35
1 reply
of all the exercises u mention the rope...
2021-08-03 14:14
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Lithuania ezFor
I don’t know how you feel (because I didn’t have a relationship). And I can't even imagine what it is, but if it happened to me, I would watch some films, TV series, so as not to think about her. Also, when I'm sad, I talk to myself, ( yeah kinda weird, but i don't have anyone to talk so :(.. ) talk about the problem, talk about why I'm sad, talk about life and think about it only positively, so that I don't feel sad. I say that everything will be fine, and after like hour of reflection, I feel better.
2021-08-02 20:56
Well if it's love problems it should go away at some point so dying seems unnecessary men))
2021-08-02 20:57
find a man and kiss him
2021-08-02 21:04
keep going strong bro, we love you <3
2021-08-02 21:06
i was in a sort of similar situation and as hard as it sounds. you need to just accept it and move on. time will heal your scar and it might take a long time. but you will get better. remember that
2021-08-02 21:12
felt the same and the only thing I can say is u cant change your feelings from one moment to the next u need time for this I think it will take atleast a year its gonna be hard but dont think about suicide or smthng like that cuz its just one little part of your life so keep your head up, everything will get better trust me mens))
2021-08-02 21:19
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Portugal cyn1cal
"We were together for about 2 years and I lost my best friend (who were in love in her in secret, did suicide by our relationship)." Wdym? You were together with your gf for 2 years, and your best friend died by suicide? Im not understanding sorry men
2021-08-02 21:21
2 replies
He commited suicide because he was in love into her. He couldnt resist we were together...
2021-08-02 21:33
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Portugal cyn1cal
Oh damn... that's sad man, idk what to say fr
2021-08-02 21:36
World is full of people...go outside and meet new ones. This'll definitely help.
2021-08-02 21:24
i dont
2021-08-02 21:32
Brother, I have been there. Trust me, you are going to get over it, you just need a lot of time and eventually it is gonna be ok. It is not easy and there must have been some really bad things that she has done to you, so remember them everytime, she is the one hurting you and you must show that you know better. That you are another level, do not let this destroy but let it power you. gl.
2021-08-02 21:35
I was in a very similar spot man i had the same feelings as you it took me a while of feeling terrible, i put my effort in working out and learning how to meditate and it really helped man. hope u feel better bro
2021-08-02 21:36
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Bulgaria tedo1neun
If she left you and things werent good in the relationship then she wasnt the ONE. What I can tell is that next time you commit to a relationship don't make her your #1 priority with ignoring urself . You said it yourself "(was really toxic at the end mostly i was forcing to divorce the relationship)", if u didnt want to be with her at the end why do u even think about her now. Think about if u really want her or you just NEED her. ( I can say much more, but it wouldnt fill here) Sorry for your friend :(. Stay strong polish brother love from Bulgaria <3
2021-08-02 21:45
#122
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Brazil Arkanan
literally every man after the end of first relationship
2021-08-02 21:43
#124
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Czech Republic Hap0vecXD
tl;dr but +1
2021-08-02 21:44
"I lost my best friend (who were in love in her in secret, did suicide by our relationship)" lmaooo, where did you read this shit?
2021-08-02 21:45
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Its real life man...
2021-08-02 23:20
Imagine getting so lost because of a women. What advice can i give to you? Well, MAN UP! That's next level beta shit....
2021-08-02 21:48
1 reply
4real this beta boy needs some serious unplugging + getting on that path & purpose mentality asap
2021-08-02 22:45
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France evelynski
This is why you dont give your everything for a woman. There are plenty of them in the end. And its (almost) always us guys who suffer the most when a relationship ends.
2021-08-02 21:48
#129
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Norway 2kayn
yo homie, i was in ur situation too, i broke up with my ex and wanted to litteraly suicide for whole 2 weeks, like doing nothing, feeling pain, emptyness and thinking about dying, my family member helped me a lot, by saying that i should just do as many things as i can, i litteraly didnt do much in my life but after it i just forced to start doing like fucking a ton of new things, i was working out, studying, going for a part-time job, spending time with my friends, going to new places. That helped me a lot to not to think about her, time passed and i just don't feel affected by it, memories will never go away, but the pain will, trust me, just do it. Sorry for my bad london.
2021-08-02 21:56
expected from poland hf
2021-08-02 22:49
#134
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Poland FitPolak
Good thing I'm polish, coz I need to clean my eyes with plunger after reading that.
2021-08-02 22:59
You don't even imagine how many disappointments I had, when I tried getting into relationships and when I was in relationships. Some girls kept dodging messages, some answered, but that was about it, some did meet me IRL, but only once, never replied again after. I was depressed thinking, that I would never find happiness, because I am ugly or lacking something. Actually, the funniest thing is that whenever I asked, what was the reason of their behavior, neither of them could answer it and right now I know that it was for the better. Nowadays, people break up for many reasons, mostly money, some girls are just stupid and like "bad boys" and only later in life realize they messed up. I had a tough break up too, but it is important to keep going. Find something that distracts you, something you really love doing. Eventually, you will find someone who would really love and cherish you and your relationship. Also, don't you have friends? Go out with them or something. Life is amazing.
2021-08-02 23:00
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Pretty post, can relate!
2021-08-03 00:19
You see, if you were Muslim, this would've never happened.
2021-08-02 23:02
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Lithuania sqvar3
Based
2021-08-02 23:07
Elaborate?
2021-08-02 23:08
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Islam prohibits pre-marital relationships - Fixes breakups cause never happened Prohibits suicide and drinking - Can't drink away & and kill yourself Against smoking - Stop smoking Encourages you to seek wisdom and intelligence - Work hard and don't lay in bed all day You can go to the mosque and talk with your friends in there and eat food with them as well - abstain from solace.
2021-08-02 23:15
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You don't need a religion to tell you what's good / bad for you I believe. You have your own brain. "Prohibiting" things just make you want to do them more IMO. Also not sure how can you "prohibit" suicide, as far as I know, most of the "well known" suicide bombers were Muslims. Also Muslim marriages seem very forced to me but that's just my personal bias I guess.
2021-08-02 23:33
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Religion can help you. It's a guide. You're the one walking but someone guides you. I'd describe religion like this. suicide bombers : remember . ISIS = KKK for christians. Being muslim is TOTALLY not the same as being muslim for a suicide bomber. By the way, they did it not as a suicide act, but because they were convinced killing the ones who are destroying and not converting to their religion (by some sort of exagerrated proselitysm), and doing that act will send them to the equivalent of paradise.
2021-08-03 00:01
Morality and Islam is wayyyy to long to explain on HLTV, it's a pretty substantial topic, and I cannot concise it down, here is a cool paper on it though (if you're interested): yaqeeninstitute.org/zohair/in-pursuit-of.. Are suicide bombers Muslim? Pretty much all other Muslims say no. But let's look at it like this: Let's say there are 100,000 Islamic terrorists -- they aren't , but let's say there is -- out of 1.9B billion Muslim, that means 99.9921% of Muslims are not terrorists. That figure is based on terrorists, not even Suicide bombers, which is far lower. This suicide bombers are also being killed by Muslim countries: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Zarb-e-A.. Now Pakistan's homicide rate is lower than the US. There all in Afghanistan now, but the Afghans can't beat them! Muslims marriages are not restricted to anything, it can be found by love or arranged, that's cultural. The wife must be Muslim, or of Abrahamic Faith.
2021-08-03 00:29
Being christian prohibits pre-marital relationships. Hurting your own body (alcohol, smoking, etc) would be also against your religion Suicide is not the answer either , you will be sent to hell Encourages you to seek enlightenment, through anything : could be wisdom, joy, work... You can confess to make the pain go away. Any religion goes this way honestly, or something kind of similar But yes, seek god (any god, any higher entity) can be a way out.
2021-08-02 23:58
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Except Christianity has been whitewashed , and the overwhelming majority do not adhere by it's commands. Look at Argentina, they have tattoos everywhere, the Bible forbids that. Look at Brazil, they have the most homicides in the world, by far; the Bible forbids that too. No one even goes to Sunday Church... Meanwhile most Muslims go to Mosque and adhere to the praxis, nowadays being a Christian is disparaging, you see people casually insulting it and no one bats an eye. Meanwhile, if you disrespect Islam... well, you know. I agree with what you're saying, but it's hard to strictly act accordingly, with the way Christianity is being treated nowadays.
2021-08-03 00:07
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muslims did not make disrespecting islam impossible others did all of the ppl i know that are muslims of course accepts jokes like that, since they help to reduce the "communitarism" of the religion.
2021-08-03 00:09
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Yeah, usually when you have people beside you that share the same belief, it motivates you a lot and pushes you to continue to pursue. I am just saying that it is far more likely for that to happen as a Muslim, than any other religion across the globe. This guy is in Poland, so he would probably become Roman Catholic, since they practice it there, unlike most of the west.
2021-08-03 00:33
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Ukraine s1vs9mple
But poland hate muslims bro
2021-08-02 23:38
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Yeh... that's a pretty big issue, he might have to migrate, or become closeted.
2021-08-03 00:08
Mate I've been going through the same thing about 2 weeks ago and the only thing that helped me was someone that I could talk to about everything. You need to find someone it can't call our Polish care line ( tou probably heard about it). Stay safe man
2021-08-02 23:07
just get rich and famous and she will come back to you if you really want
2021-08-02 23:10
#149
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Brazil CallebHSD
There is a lot to live for, brother. Learn to love yourself before trying to love others, that's what Father tells us. May God bless and guard you along the way, my brother.
2021-08-02 23:21
Tbh i wanna die too. But i always keep my goals in my head like reaching sometthing big in north korea politically seen and that keeps me from it. I had times where i cried every night and wished i was dead but i kept my cat in my head, i couldnt ever let this guy alone, he changed my life. Maybe you try a pet? Helped many peiplw
2021-08-02 23:30
Not your fault he suicided, someone who suicides over something like that usually is already pretty much done with his live and this relationship was just the last drop to make the barrel overflow.
2021-08-02 23:32
#164
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Liberia rationale
Find the strength to go on. If she returns your suffering would be in vain. If she doesn't return your suffering would be in vain. In the end our existence is 100% meaningless. It's all down to serotonin, dopamine, oxytocin, and endorphins and whether you've got enough of them. Right now you're lacking them a lot - as to whether you can replenish them no one knows. I presume you're young and healthy, so given time you'll be alright. I'm in a similar situation only 1000 times worse. I'm twice as old as most folks here, I have no chance of getting her back ever even if I become a king. And I'm lone as fuck.
2021-08-02 23:38
stopped reading after "we brokeup" u 20yo mongoloid grow some balls and wake up
2021-08-02 23:39
2 replies
wtf?
2021-08-03 00:04
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ya vishe s nim normalno poobshalsya, eto ya tak xyinu napisal, ne stoit vosprinimat' slova v internete vser'ez
2021-08-03 00:05
#168
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Russia INESSOR
man s1mple still dont have major its not right time
2021-08-02 23:41
1-800-273-8255
2021-08-02 23:50
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nt it's different in poland
2021-08-03 00:05
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Only requirement is English or Spanish, OP seems to speak fine English
2021-08-03 01:19
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wtf never knew My bad
2021-08-03 14:15
did suicide by your relationship? holy shit if this is real How to get over it : stop listening to sad songs end the grief How to end the grief : -make small goals each day -occupy your brain, your hands, your mind -try to remember how bad it would be if you were still in a relationship w/ her -ITS. NOT. YOUR. FAULT. It's no ones fault. Life is that way, and you can't help it -Talk to others. Suicide hotlines if you're desperate, HLTV mens if you want, but please talk about it. If you want to talk with me go ahead. -Remember the goals? they will help you. each day you will feel better, something will be burning inside of you and help you continue. it can be lifting weights, any hobby , learning a new language, being better at your field of expertise, learning how to cook, make cocktails ANYTHING. The burning will be joy, it will be hope, it will be passion. And this will make a new "you". You can turn your life around. I believe in you.
2021-08-02 23:58
Listen to #179 man, take small step by setting up goals for each day. Try to make new things in life and talk to new people, and one day you'll find people that actually cares about you and would literally take a shot for you. And when you find those "friends", you'll understand your life is worth a lot, that you were given a chance to have a life. Ffs, you only live once. Go and take advantage of it and do things you love. Maaan, just try to talk to new people and stop with this "one night stand" shit, that doesn't work out in the long run. I really hope you read this and #179. There's a lot of people that feels just like you, I've had some emptyness in my life aswell. In school when I had a sabbatical year people just stopped responding to my messages. I literally had no1 to talk to after that, I just got denied everytime I asked people to hang out or just talk online. And after some months I started to not send them messages to see if they'd reach out. But they never did. So I had no friends for over a year. The only people I talked to that year was my family basically and some relatives. The thing is that I felt uncomfortable with new people because I thought that I would be denied again. But guess what, I found new friends and got rid of that emptyness like I think you had. Just keep on going and keep on fighting man! Do what you love and meet new people, that solves everything.
2021-08-03 00:13
Classic focus on meeting new bitches fuck em and work on your self and try to get distraction in the meantime work on yourself for quality of Life improvements
2021-08-03 00:25
How is this not removed yet ? Normally each topic is deleted
2021-08-03 00:26
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Admins are asleep
2021-08-03 00:45
4 replies
or maybe they grew a heart
2021-08-03 17:58
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impossible
2021-08-03 18:00
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its more likely than "every admin sleeping rn" hypothesis
2021-08-03 18:00
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they are just not working after 20-22 i think
2021-08-03 18:12
i mean topic is alright, but "i wanna die" name of it, its really weird that its not deleted
2021-08-03 14:25
Try to focus on something On your job, your hobbies or browse hltv and play cs
2021-08-03 00:44
You will always find another girl who you really love. Humans are still basically animals. Try to not care about her. Get her out of your life forever. Focus on job and finding new hobbies
2021-08-03 00:51
it goes away dont worry give it time then you will remember and say what an idiot i was to feel that way
2021-08-03 00:51
If you are serious, read the Qur'an. You wouldn't want to hear my story, I was in deep and deep pain, now thanks to Allah, I can breathe again, read it. Do not listen people just listen to your Creator. Only and Best He knows what you have broken and only He can tell you the solution. May Allah guide you. People will tell you like : do this ,make this , focus on this... etc etc. NO! just no! Go ask for this WHO KNOWS YOU BEST.
2021-08-03 01:33
Had a break up month ago too, felt like dying for first two weeks, was just non-stop crying and thinking about what we've done together. What really helped me is talking to my friends a lot, focusing on my hobbies and talking with her about everything happened. Now it looks like I'm almost ok, but I think I still need some time to fully get over it. So, I think, what you need to do is just get through it, maybe focus on smth you like or need to do (hobbie, work, school, gym etc). And talk to your friends as much as usual, so you probably won't feel so lonely and hopeless.
2021-08-03 01:47
#207
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Brazil Guefinho
if a man can't live without a woman, then he must search for a different woman, she won't come back to you if she doesn't want to, so try filling her space with somebody else, and stop caring about who she's with, if he's better or not, you're nice the way you are, and other woman will know that, you just gotta find the right one
2021-08-03 01:52
Listen to Dr Jordan Peterson speak. He has a lot of stuff on youtube. He will help you.
2021-08-03 03:27
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LOL
2021-08-03 03:29
#212
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Norway R1nkuu_
get over it and move on. it wouldn't be easy but worth it
2021-08-03 03:36
#214
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India damnjoker
May I ask you about your age?
2021-08-03 07:07
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2021-08-03 12:48
"But right now, i felt emptyness" every man feels like this and thinks that is sadness, but it's not, get a hobby or a new job
2021-08-03 12:51
In my opinion time is the only thing that can cure a broken heart. That or new relationship. You can do things like workout or start a new hobby to take your mind off things, but you can't rush time.
2021-08-03 12:55
" I lost my best friend (who were in love in her in secret, did suicide by our relationship)" dawg, come on, she doesn't deserve you at all. how could she loved you reciprocally if she did such things? Remember: Straighten up little soldier, Stiffen up that upper lip
2021-08-03 13:08
Suicide doesn't stop the pain, you're only moving it.
2021-08-03 14:50
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transferring it*
2021-08-03 17:57
Imagine if someone was expressing the same things as you about heroine. How he loves heroine, how he doesn't want to be without heroine, how he can't live without heroine, how he can't stop thinking about heroine, how he can't function without heroine. What would you say to this person? You are not talking about heroine of course. You are talking about another person. But it is actually the exact same thing. You got yourself addicted, and have become a junky. It's a very unhealthy thing. Probably the most unhealthy of them all. Now you feel like you are in need of that other person, because you managed to forget, how much you actually need yourself. I am not saying it is easy. Because it's not. But to be without pain, you have to find yourself. Which is the hardest task you will ever encounter in your life. But worth it.
2021-08-03 17:13
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Hey, this is a way different way to see it, interesting to read and think about it that way But I do not believe that love = Depending on someone, this can post help him tho in some way
2021-08-03 20:16
#237
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France MIK120
Try "restart" instead of "kill" in console instead. xoxo <3
2021-08-03 20:23
Get a hobby and stop meeting gross bar/club girls. Go places where you’ll meet decent people instead
2021-08-03 20:24
I got married in July of 2018 and then after my wedding our relationship of 9 years fell apart, we were separated by November the same year. I suffered from mental health issues and PTSD from almost dying in my sleep a couple of years prior (i had never wanted to get married, but the fact she stuck with me when the doctor gave me a 10% chance of living, and basically had to bath and shower me because i was so fucked). I thought i would do the right thing. The divorce came, I lost everything, i lost my house, my wife, I had to move back in with my parents, i tried 3 times to take my own life and thankfully i didnt succeed or do any long term damage. Had it not have been for my dog i wouldnt be here, him frantically scratching at my arm to stop what i was doing was the only thing that saved me the last time. Then COVID hit, 18 months later, some therapy sessions and some medication and im back on the right track. I have managed to save nearly £50k in the last 2 years and will be buying my house once the market comes down. What im trying to say is yes its a struggle now, but you will get through it, but you might need some proper help from a trained professional, and if medication is the way forward, it really helped me!
2021-08-03 20:37
#240
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Hungary szia
stop with the 1 night stands. sex with people who dont care about you will just increase your loneliness
2021-08-03 20:40
Something that has helped me a lot when I feel "stuck" is that I exercise (running and/or hitting the gym. Yes I can sometimes do both in a day when I feel like shit). It really helps me A LOT. Now, Idk if you workout or not but what I do with my workouts when I feel like this in general I just dig so fucking deep in my mind, I try to find every part of negativity thought inside of me and use it as fuel and I just try to do something about it. And this has helped me with everything I've encountered and I just make the decision of dealing with my problem. This is the hardest challenge right? Actually dealing with your problems. Idk how much I can help you but just try to find solutions to get rid of this victim mentality. Surround yourself around positivity, get active, look for someone new, talk to someone you trust. And yes I get it! You can't get over the fact that she is not there with you and it sucks and life builds mountains in our lives, there are ups and downs so always try to show up no matter what. You were given a life for a reason and just believe in the process, show up STRONGER, GREATER and more POWERFUL! Hope this helped! I really care about you and wish you the absolute best. #MuchLove :)
2021-08-03 21:01
man our lives have a much bigger purpose, and that is to bring positive change to this world. These are mere petite things which shouldn't deviate you from seeing the bigger picture. Here you are talking about to die just because of a little hoe? think about your family, the people who love you...
2021-08-03 21:04
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