well thats just all my games i play lol.
the skill level is the same but i tilt for no reason second round
but not for super bad reasons... I've had two games in a row where I made space for the team and ended up losing a 1vX from the enemies because my teammates just couldnt listen to my calls or play their positions at all, literally throwing. thats what drives me crazy
like think about it
think about it this way: You're playing csgo, training every day for at least 30 minutes or an hour. You've got to a point where watching a pro game isn't confusing at all and you actually just keep and keep on learning things. You've started to get a good understanding of the overall mechanics of the game, you know what spacial awareness is, you always try to be a quick thinker with high apm etc etc...
But then you hop in game, and no one on your team is like you. and I mean it, like no one in the entire server is like me. Crosshair all over the place, moving like bots etc etc... and this is normal. you might think, well, if thats true then how are you losing? simple, because if im trying, im trying to win, getting space for my team even if it means I die in a stupid way. but i did my job. and what happens next? my team proceeds to throw the unthrowable 2v4. And that legit happens... more than id like to admit. literally based on the fact that i died and my team has no clue how to play around that
THAT is what makes me throw, tilt and get ape shit at the second round. THAT is literally why im throwing most of my games.
If i wasnt so tilted and angry all the time id be calm and okay with the occasional one or two dead weights i have on my team. but its really demotivating. its like being stuck on a loop with the same people, a keyless prison.
2022-06-25 09:39