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I Rejected Society
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Brazil Diabo 
I never had friends, i've always been the weirdo of any group, I was a kid that wouldn't fit in and for many times i tried behaving in a way I thought would make people see me as a normal person but never worked and i'd end up being even more stupid, so I simply gave up at the age of 14 (10 years ago) and i decided to reject society and live my life alone spending all my time on pc, games and animes. Most people aren't themselves, society shape them into something that is seen as cool and valuable, totally ignoring self values and things that they find interesting because the common sense don't like it, and to be honest, leaving it was the best decision i've ever made, people make me sick, even relatives, I deal with people only because I need it to survive, and the things that I can do without having to deal with another person (ordering pizza, paying bills, govt. businesses, etc.) I do. I'm not saying there aren't pure good people out there that follow what they want and ignore the common sense, but they're not easy to find and when you meet one you don't actually know him enough to judge if he's one of those out of the matrix and actually neither of us are willing to waste our times giving in, sometimes u think u found one but it doesn't takes not more than 10 convos to see he's more of the same.
2022-08-15 02:56
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turn off wifi for rest of night, thank you
2022-08-15 02:58
Pessimistic attitude + not trying new things = reinforcing the cringe mantra that all of society is bad. go outside and suffer through the dumb people to find a best friend or a girfriend that ou can appreciate.
2022-08-15 03:00
you're really overthinking this whole life thing
2022-08-15 03:01
#6
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Russia VJovahV
Even if it's somehow true, live a life of misery then
2022-08-15 03:02
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#11
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Brazil Diabo
For me misery is when you put yourself aside and start living for a fake success or social approval, no wonder why so many people are depressed today, I do absolutely everything I want, i'll never get married or have kids and I'm pretty happy with it, I play all games I want, i like drawing, listening to music, etc. and this is a trillion times better than being surrounded by jerks drinking and smoking talking about which girl to go for next and what's the new trend that will make us very popular and loved. I respect way more someone that disagrees with me 100% and hates me but do what they trully believe than someone that is with me just because what i'm doing is cool and can get something out of it.
2022-08-15 03:08
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> no wonder why so many people are depressed today, would push back on this a bit. nothing about this is different nowadays, this is just how any society functions. there are standards and practices that people are expected to conform to, and people who fail to conform to those things become outcasts in some ways. it's not good (usually), but it is how societies work
2022-08-15 03:55
#41
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China RADNIKEY
Have you tried hanging out with different people then lol
2022-08-15 05:19
Based from Vels
2022-08-15 06:45
nt brazilianKawaii alt
2022-08-15 03:04
2 replies
+1 lol
2022-08-15 04:06
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Hi Megamo!
2022-08-15 06:46
Ok
2022-08-15 03:04
you may have a schizoid personality disorder (1%) or just hard-stuck in a comfort zone (99%). first of all, see a therapist
2022-08-15 03:06
#10
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Brazil ricca
you are so cool
2022-08-15 03:07
So how exactly do you pay for anything if you are in your mid 20s and don’t interact with people?
2022-08-15 03:09
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#15
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Brazil Diabo
read everything before replying
2022-08-15 03:12
2 replies
I did. Nothing in your post expresses any way in which you could earn income despite your predilection against people and society.
2022-08-15 03:42
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lol no wonder he's an outcast
2022-08-15 05:17
why u here telling us this? we're also people like the ones you hate so fuck off btw im Chad from Chad deal with it
2022-08-15 03:13
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#18
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Brazil Diabo
I don't care where you are from and what you say you are, if you're not going to reply respectfully go waste your time somewhere else
2022-08-15 03:17
This is pretty much me but more severe
2022-08-15 03:11
you're right
2022-08-15 03:14
#17
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Guatemala ChurchGuy
Tldr - You have made up delusional reasons for why you sit at home in your mother's basement being a burden
2022-08-15 03:16
I'm sorry bro but that's just pure copium That's like those men that say that they gave up on women and go "MGTOW" Nah They don't reject women, they get rejected by women You don't reject society, society rejected you
2022-08-15 03:20
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#21
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Brazil Diabo
Yes i got rejected like everybody else in their childhood, but people keep whole life changing themselves to be accepted while I refused to be anything different for those people to find me normal, and I have way more to offer than a girl so that's really not a struggle for me, and I don't have to worry about having a good impression since I'll never want anything serious
2022-08-15 03:25
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> about having a good impression since I'll never want anything serious so you can predict the future? life's very funny my friend
2022-08-15 03:36
#20
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North America hi_mens))
Lol you think you're a weirdo and oh so against the grain when this has been the most normie cope shit I have ever heard
2022-08-15 03:23
#22
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United Kingdom Ginoe
bro you went one edgy anime too far...
2022-08-15 03:32
reality check: society rejected you
2022-08-15 03:41
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#27
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Brazil Diabo
2022-08-15 03:52
1 reply
hardcore copium
2022-08-15 03:55
you will be happier if you enter therapeutic process, trust me my friend. maybe not now, but when you're ready. "society" is too strong and you alone ain't capable of resisting, unfortunatelly
2022-08-15 03:44
#28
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Argentina naxxlm
go to therapy, is good
2022-08-15 03:53
tldr you have shit social skills
2022-08-15 03:56
i support you and it's fine, im kinda like that too.
2022-08-15 03:58
BASED
2022-08-15 04:05
didn't ask and don't care
2022-08-15 04:12
Well. Watcha gonna do
2022-08-15 04:15
Sorry hard to take this seriously in this place.
2022-08-15 04:24
Just make sure to stay away from guns and schools
2022-08-15 04:33
I agree, people are dishonest with themselves and therefore unable to find true happiness: release from all expectations.
2022-08-15 04:48
#42
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Portugal SAi2K
I believe that no one is "better" than anyone. People are just different, and so, I wouldn't think that you are any more or less right by taking this approach (if this was related to most other ordinary decisions that you could take in your life), since it is your life and you probably know what is best for you, eventhough it might not be the best to the rest of the world. At the end of the day, if you feel happy or are satisfied with yourself and your decisions, then great, because that is what matters. You should live your life for yourself and not others, as you're in this world for YOU to be happy. With that being said, I'm pretty sure the approach you took is not the best for you, at least in the long run, even if you feel otherwise at the moment. As human beings, we are social creatures, and so, in most cases, getting yourself locked in your room and never interacting with anyone, probably will, at some point, make you depressed and hating your life. I understand that you might have felt like an outcast in the groups of people that you were in, but just giving up altogether because you couldn't feel accepted by these groups of people, ain't the best solution. Im pretty positive that if you do nothing about this, you will regret this decision at some point. I agree with you that staying within the groups of people that didn't accept you for who you were was not the smartest of choices. I think you took the right decision to leave those groups. But I suggest you don't give up on society altogether. Maybe try making friends through social media by joining groups or forums related to what you like or what your hobbies are. No one is for everyone. There are people who are liked by more people than others, but they're still not for everyone. The same goes for you! You are not for everybody, but there will be lots of other people that are certainly going to accept you for who you are. You just have to find them. Don't fall in the trap of thinking that everyone is the same, because I can, not only assure you that you're wrong, but also that you will regret it later. I've been there, so I know what I'm talking about. Depression will, most likely, hit you sooner rather than later. If you're still not convinced by what I'm saying, I don't think there's much else I can do, other then saying this: to me this post looks like you searching for validation for the lifestyle that you adopted for yourself the last 10 years. If you were truly happy with your lifestyle and were not looking for validation, then you would not have created this post in the first place. By creating a post in a forum that is you just simply stating how you live your life and not a post that opens up a debate, it just goes to show your need of interacting with other people and seeking validation from others, which is a pretty normal social human characteristic. You stated this earlier in your post: "I deal with people only because I need it to survive". Well, I don't think you are in a need to survive here by opening up this thread in HLTV, am I right? And I'm pretty sure you know that online interactions with people are not the same as physical social interactions. So, my suggestion is, try to turn your life around as your still in great age of doing so, find people that you truly like and that truly like you back for what you are. From then on out, who knows what may happen. Life is mysterious and way more unpredictable than you probably imagine! :)
2022-08-15 06:11
Ok.
2022-08-15 06:46
#46
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Brazil medonhoso
You probably have ADHD and severe social anxiety and you should look for a therapist/psychologist.
2022-08-15 06:56
I used to think like you when I was in middle school. A life without good relationships will ultimately leave you feeling empty and unfulfilled. Instead of pointing the hypocrisy in others try living your life as true as u think fits. Yknow the saying be the change u want in the world
2022-08-15 06:56
Do you ever plan to have a significant other in your life? Someone to live life with. Life feels empty to me without doing things with people you love
2022-08-15 08:10
you'll get over it, don't worry. Though you may eventually find yourself as an antinatalist
2022-08-15 08:43
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