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Sweden murii 
enjoying a calm and chill night with some snacks watching Conjuring 3. Feeling like a npc. How do people live like this every day.
2022-12-03 23:09
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thanks for confirming I am not an npc would never watch conjuring
2022-12-03 23:10
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may i ask why ?
2022-12-03 23:19
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I watch some horrors but not with demons or dolls, just my boundaries but i will check the trailer
2022-12-03 23:21
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India _Nexius
you get used to it. Anyways I'm getting shitfaced tonight
2022-12-03 23:13
You do get used to it after a while, although I will admit that my life kinda feels empty and boring now that I'm 2 months sober after a long period of lots of alcohol and other substances. I would recommend working out and maybe some other hobbies to fill the void but I don't think there is any complete cure to real addiction, you'll just have to keep yourself busy.
2022-12-03 23:18
does being drunk/high make yuou not an npc or something?
2022-12-03 23:19
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Yes
2022-12-03 23:21
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‼ new life hack the media doesnt want you to know !!
2022-12-03 23:22
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bout to take a bowl
2022-12-04 11:17
go outside or watch better movies
2022-12-03 23:21
respect im a bit drunk
2022-12-03 23:24
i only drink water ama
2022-12-03 23:25
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how old are u have u ever touched a grass have u ever touched a girl //its not even about alcohol, its just my imagination that paints people "who only drink water" as most boring creatures ever
2022-12-03 23:27
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18 i have 5 hours past 2 weeks on steam so u can do the math yes)) also i drink sparkling water
2022-12-03 23:28
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sorry then
2022-12-03 23:28
Reported for sexual harassment.
2022-12-03 23:28
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men i started drinking water only when i wanted to lose weight and now i just kept doing it
2022-12-03 23:30
Your dopamine baseline is raised too high from substance abuse. It takes time to level out. There are plenty of papers available for free about this, but if you can't be arsed to read, Huberman podcast has a nice overview youtube.com/watch?v=QmOF0crdyRU
2022-12-03 23:27
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shut the fuck up
2022-12-03 23:28
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how old are u have u ever touched a grass have u ever touched a girl //its not even about random insults, its just my imagination that paints people "who randomly insult people" as most insecure creatures ever
2022-12-03 23:47
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Deine Mutter
2022-12-03 23:50
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2022-12-03 23:53
22 yes yes i can rephrase my comment: #23
2022-12-04 08:41
+1
2022-12-04 11:39
#23
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United Kingdom JupiterACE
Schizo. Dopamine detox is pseudoscience designed to get you to buy books, watch podcasts etc that never work and blame you for failing when their "solution" doesn't work
2022-12-03 23:45
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Germany _car
+1 so many scams
2022-12-03 23:50
Read the science. It's free. Literally costs $0. Peer reviewed studies. There are surely plenty of scams, and being sceptical is a good default outlook. I am not getting anything from telling you this, but understanding science has helped me improve my life. I just linked a podcast instead of the papers as it's easier to digest for most.
2022-12-04 10:41
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United Kingdom JupiterACE
Ok man, I believe you! :^)
2022-12-04 12:04
I didn't say dopamine detox, just generally overstimulating will leave one feeling empty as a calmdown effect. You don't need to deprive yourself from everything nice to feel purpose in life, that's bollocks. But what you do need to understand is that exogenous stimuli like alcohol and similar substances will leave you feeling down after their effects wear off. And if this was your default state for an extended period of time - it's only normal that this feeling will last for longer.
2022-12-04 10:49
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Russia Drapery
He didn't even say shit about dopamine detox you are deranged
2022-12-04 10:57
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+1 dopamine detox is a scam, of course you're gonna feel better about yourself and more "fullfilled" if you don't scroll through tiktoks or some dumb shit like that the entire day. Forcing yourself to be placed in a position where no instant gratification is available will help to reflect about life and be present and that is rewarding and gives an illusion of purpose, but it has NOTHING to do with dopamine production or regulation.
2022-12-04 11:08
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Mongolia k0ng0
It's can be really blissful to have calm weekends for yourself and I think the older you get the more you enjoy it. Substances and partying is really fun but it's also exhausting in the long run. One of my favorite things to do when I was single was staying up late on weekends and playing some really good single player game like Bioschock and just get immersed. Then after an hour or two I went out and took a walk in the night. No people around and just you and the city lights plus your thoughts. Then going back in go the coziness of my 1 room apartment and continue playing til I felt like going to sleep. Definitely upsides and downsides with both way of living. But as with many things I think it's good in moderation. Don't be out partying too hard and don't be by yourself too much. Partying too hard is defo the most downsides of the two though.
2022-12-03 23:28
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Sweden frizzahh
i never drink mens )))
2022-12-03 23:29
I'm an npc cuz I am too smart to get played
2022-12-03 23:39
nice men but I'm gonna get CRUNK😎👌👌
2022-12-03 23:42
what ? what does eating snacks and watching conjuring have to do with being npc xd
2022-12-04 08:42
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npc spotted
2022-12-04 11:18
5 replies
do you even know what it means
2022-12-04 11:19
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you chose the wrong dialogue npc
2022-12-04 11:21
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0/8 swift report
2022-12-04 11:21
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ok 'feelings hurt npc'
2022-12-04 11:23
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baiting is not allowed on hltv so just reporting the bait comments :)
2022-12-04 11:23
Imagine feeling like an NPC because you're not doing the thing that turns your brain off, thus effectively rendering you an NPC. You got it twisted my man. If you're not faded all the time you can start doing things that require actual thought and begin developing yourself, which is not to be scorned or looked over, because you have to be yourself for you entire life (!!shocking!!), and what you wish you were doing is not actual sustainable and has no longevity. Every alcoholic knows this, it's only the formerly sober who think they'll be the one to break the conditions of physiological dependency and long drawn-out incremental cognitive deterioration. That is NPC arrogance. I haven't been drunk since 2016 and nowadays even when I have the feeling like it would be nice to cut loose "sometime soon" and chill for an evening I honestly can't find the time or the appropriate will to do so because I'm so occupied by actually having fun doing things I enjoy. Drinking is...not something that you "do," in itself. It's something that you do so you can not-do; so you can shut yourself off, anxieties, stresses, and worries aside, but also the positive aspects of doing, exercising, and feeling, things which are generally constructive or cultivated, of which you may be in short supply.
2022-12-04 09:19
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true, thank god now i only need 2 beers to get drunk and feel like shit next day so i dont even drink for 2 years
2022-12-04 10:47
+1 based
2022-12-04 10:48
true but i'm already a goner
2022-12-04 11:19
I haven't watched a movie in years, proably adhd or something but I just can't sit around for 2+ hours watching someone elses fantasies
2022-12-04 10:46
I am not 19 years old anymore, most of my friends have kids so I can't even remember when I was drunk last time this year. Probably around 11 months ago and I dont even miss it. Unless having a drink every single weekend or glass of vine counts.
2022-12-04 10:50
+1
2022-12-04 10:50
#39
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Russia Drapery
Soon if you leave your addiction behind you'll stop feeling that way
2022-12-04 10:58
im drunk again and ive been drinking 24/7 for 2 weeks
2022-12-04 10:59
I`m sober for 15 days now ,its really hard not gonna lie but I think I feel much better
2022-12-04 11:09
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take a beer and you'll feel a lot better
2022-12-04 11:20
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please bro , do not tempt
2022-12-04 12:40
When you get older, it is a bigger high to feel good, than to be wasted. Health will be the new drug, cause you will be miserable with any form of abuse. Being young you can handle everything, but just wait :)
2022-12-04 11:28
Same brother, was time to quit weed. Life is so much better when you’re high all the time!
2022-12-04 11:37
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